Wednesday, July 25, 2007

feel like growin my hair long again. it's like..been long since it even reach my back bah..juz a thought lah..afterall, it is quite troublesome when workin, have to tie the whole thing up when nw wat i'm doin iz onli juz e lower part dat tie bah..
juz a passin thought bah..

book e ticket to "Secret" liao~ <<不能说的密秘>> wahaha~ coz read from e website n heard from
joselyn dat if pre-book hor, can xchange for single after 1st aug. http://www.cathay.com.sg/
got poster there say de =D anyway, ermm..sorri lao da >.< gomen ne.. nw goin wif sis if nth goes wrong. [e ratin iz TBA..]
my blood sing juz knowin dat day iz comin soon. XD

been long since i've draw. abt..2yrz?? or mayb longer bah..no reason 4 stopin. juz stop one day. n always been afraid of tryin again bah..afraid dat i would fail 'fraid dat i'm not up to mii own standard T.T got try..but apparently mii courage went out b4 i even start T.T but..think a bit under ah lun n wen yi de influence [ah lun iz in2 interior designin-takin a course mah..then wen yi iz free styin in klass..] so..i decided to start again..
started on tue??ya, tue. still there..e face iz halfway done alreadi. onli left e hair..i think. been quite smooth throughout. think also partly due 2 e fact i'm darwin one of my fav. character - kaoru bah..can also say iz hikaru lah..he juz next page onli..soo..mayb he will be next bah?? ^^
slowly slowly, step by step, i'm gainin back my confident XP [ganbante!]

Time waits for no man..

Friday, July 20, 2007

i got mii phone back!!! ^^
wahaha~ damn happi sian..but when i wait a while n see. no msg. sad. dun even know wat 2 day.iz like..totally nth lor..from any1 at all..haiz..should be used 2 it liao bah..afterall, it'z not like everyday dat ppl msg mii 4 somethin..sometimes even 4 days..

juz read jas blog while in class juz nw..got a shock..haiz..nv knew she'z hidden so mani things..
guess i dun know her well enough bah..guess i'm not observant enough bah..
my heart ache 4 her..think..dat'z e diff btw she n mii. diff family background, and she iz stronger n mature than mii. haiz..hope dat she can go through tis period..
dun even know where i can start 2 help..

think..i should have let go long ago bah..juz mii heart dat'z holdin on. holdin on 2 a chance dat could nv happen..haiz..stupid de qiao qiao. sis n bro would have agree bah =P think..slowly, slowly..he'z being released away from mii heart. to be replaced by another him..slowly..
oh ya, she juz wanna clarify dat she onli "noticed" him onli..not like. XD [i changed liao hor.. XP]

xam comin, n here i am.thinkin of e movie i gonna watch next mon. "invisible target" [??] wif nick tze and some other ppl [which i know one iz e son of jacky chan..] think iz more of a action movie. trailer like beri nice leh..but as sam has msg somethin like = trailer iz to bluff ppl 2 go n watch de. anyway, NICK TZE!!! >.< doesn't whether he's married or not hor, he still look good. especially wif fatherhood XD

u seemz 2 suck e air away when u leave e room,leavin mii a ache in mii chest..

Wednesday, July 18, 2007

juz saw him ytd. it'z like..iz it him?? he juz seemz thinnner..unsure, so i look again..haiz..seemz kinda desperate T.T but hey, we agree 2 go clark quey to jalang XP *happi happi~*
seemz dat fate always play on us bah..he see mi, i dun. i see mi, he dun..haha..haiz..

damn..juz take mi phone 2 repair on mon. can onli get it back on thurs. after 1. ='( so..nw i'm havin a self punishment. no hp 4 three days. 3 looong no hp dayz..sis comment dat "hand itchy arh??" ytd morning. ya, kinda..boohoo..miss him.. [okok..i think it's a guy.he's black mah.. happi?? XP] nw have 2 wonder when i can go n get him back. afterall, mii sku onli release at 5 lor..then dunno when e store close..haiz..think..have 2 go check liao..also not sure whether can go on fri or not..think..should be able 2 bah..think so lah..
i miss him ='(

bloggin in sku. haha~ nth 2 do. iz got somethin de lah..but not sure wat e ans iz n how 2 do mah, so a fren nw askin cher [lab..] nw waitin 4 e cher 2 figure out e ans n 4 e fren 2 give it 2 us XP
hahaha~ clever bah..while waitin do somethin useful lor..

dunno whether sam iz readin tis or not. but i gotta tell him. gomen >.<>.< i didnt mean 2 do it T.T but dun think can see u on9, so i juz post it here..realli realli, i didnt mean 2 juz not msg u..

think..will update next time..

Saturday, July 14, 2007

HAPPI BIRTHDAY LAO DA. haha~ i thinkin i'm kinda announcin it 2 e whole world lor XP
still, is bday mah. XP juz hope, he like can liao..spend lotta time on it. but it's so obvious wat it is lor.. T.T
but hey, goin 2 watch movie wif him. he say de, cannot fan hui hor >.<
if not, think..will be watchin by myself. coz as sam has say b4: "if e movie is worth it, it doesnt matter whether u watch alone or wif freanz." [or somethin in dat context..] totally agree! ^^

ytd watch harry potter wif dez n jas. oh ya, jas has grown prettier. hehe >.< while dez has become more mature [head noddin!] ahem, let us go back 2 e topic. e whole thing was beri smooth,but lotta thing kena cut. but is unavoidable de bah..from such a thick book in2 juz a 2 n somethin hr de movie, sure muz cut somethin de lor..but hey, nv regret watchin it ^^ coz was thinkin of swappin wif sis, mii restin at home while sis go watch. coz she say she wanna watch tgt, but they alreadi buy ticket liao mah..but hey, i'm thankful dat she rejected mii XP

whenever i saw a blue uni. juz kinda think of him..know i shouldnt..but still, e eyes juz gaze abt bah..lol..juz dat..haiz..juz e mood lah..knowin dat zx got a gf, then ppl seemz to be, couple lor..everywhere lor..street, bus, etc.. makin mii feel lonely..but i do know dat, there's always places 4 mii 2 go 2 should i need company, i think..

think..leave it here bah..update soon =)

Thursday, July 12, 2007

finally blog liao~ haha XP juz lazy bah, typical mii XP
lotta thingz happen bah??i think Oo

brought choc e other day. not juz any choc. iz calbury de. rum n raisins. yippee!!
hehe~ juz had a cravin, but no money ='( sad, juz damn sad. but heehee~ pay out e next week, so juz had 2 tahan. juz tahan. n finally!! yeah~ liang tian bu fu ku xin ren. >.<

thingz juz got tougher in sku liao..complex no. both in eltech n eg1. totally..sianz~ but think nw onli need to practice more bah?? XP juz no mood yet. haha~
juz hope, hope, dat everythin can pass bah??includin internetworkin and operatin system T.T dun even know how e paper will look like, as in like how e cher ask e qns, so kinda worried bah..damn..

sometimez..juz dun get ppl..there was a guy who i think say mii friendster pic. e 1 of mii n sheryl. coz i dun put there who n who mah, n suddenly 1 fine day, a guy juz send mii a msg on friendster, askin 2 b friends n to chat. mii anythin 1 mah..then hor, when i refuses to give him mii phone no. he juz kinda stop "chattin" lor Oo guys..okok, some guys [head-shakin..]
juz dun understand wat's e deal wif not givin mii no. anyway, got msn de mah..n he also like nv add mii or anythin lor.. T.T some guys XP

hehe~would be goin to watch harry potter tml.should be good bah, got see e trailer b4 mah..seem realli..wow XP but is like i kinda 4get e story liao..so think juz go in n while watchin e movie, recap e story lor >.< would be goin wif dez n jas. MUZ rmb to return dez de book. been wif mii 4 abt a yr le bah?? oppz..

read ah lun de blog..juz hope dat he can jia you in everythin he do. i know he's e best in wat he's doin, n know wat he wan..but also have 2 be patient bah..afterall, he have alreadi plan out his future liao..juz hope..juz hope dat he dun miss out his yuan fen. ya sure, a guy iz diff from a gal. but if he miss it, no use gettin it back le bah..haiz..dun think i'm in a position to tell him tis bah..afterall, he has vast experience than mii..but hey, jia you iz u're readin tis ^^

hmmm...got a crush on 1 guy, turn out 1 of mii friend also..same guy some more..realli had nth 2 say except we got good taste?? haha XP think..aiya, also dunno wat 2 think..except i know dat, sometime juz standin far away n lookin at him iz better bah..always mii, e 1 who does dat..1st was wif B. then another wif K. always always..coz kinda know..will nv happen de..happily ever after story juz dun happen on mii bah T.T
haiz..juz saw zx 2dae his da sao. envy >.< i also wan some1 to be there beside mii bah =) juz a wish..a wish i dun think could even happen..i juz dunno how 2 cherish relationship bah..

mayb..update next time bah ^^