Never changing it's spot...

A leopard never change its spot. Guess that part is true.. but two can play the game. Given how the situation is right now. *shrug*

I don't like to repeat myself. *sigh* 就算了吧...

waiting and expectation

＂请不要放下电话!＂ 我多想说出来，不过，想到你明天是早上的课。。还是让你回去睡吧。思念沾满了一切，等待着我们下一次再相遇的一刻，时间过得好漫长哦。。This bittersweet feeling seems to have taken root in me-waiting, expectation, thinking of you, worrying for you- all of them wrap up inside me. Tears would flow when the feelings overwhelm me.. i don't want to distract you too..

But i know, and I wait with abate breath, for the day you say you'll be coming back again. Somehow, my current existence has narrow down into this.. 等待和期望..

I miss you... *sigh*

Speech

讲多错多，干脆"zipped!" 就没问题了吧！

12th Feb 2011

Got my vday n bday gift le >.<
thank you dear~

Parent Mickey n Minnie- vday
Longchamp bag- bday ~~ （＾Ｏ＾☆♪
<3 for both =)

Ps.thou I also feel a bit guilty, cox I know his wallet pain. thank you!! *hugs n kisses*

Think I might be postin pic up (if ever I got in e mood lah..)

Anyway, next on my to-get-list:-
Bolster. E one my mom make spoilt le, den nw she's using scotch-tape to 'rescue' it. But outside buy de, also no feel. So I'm still hesitating.
But it's not urgent, so I'm still looking around. (n mayb hope my mom make another for me =x)

Wish list? As below:-
1) Zelda nds 288
2) Agnes b. Bag -around 200+?
3) watch -soon
4) my goal? Chanel bag
Can ignore e last one for nw, coz I'm not even earning enough for my studies. So ya, dat 1 might remain a dream also. Since it's not somethin I need to have, juz a luxury.
(ok, have to remind myself on dat xP)

Been busy lately- with work, with going out dating. Not a free day yet. But I guess it's good, occupying myself with things. But I think soon I'll be on e lookout for an escape. I'm a Pisces, plus horse *shrug* can't feel too tied down.

On e way back from coy dinner, at least e bus's fast

24 August 2010

it's out!!!
the audio technica's bijou~!


so pretty~~
48$ each, which is can fight with x-mini lor..
but nw i'm waiting for x-mini/hello kitty, and see how much it costs =)
muzhahahah~
might get both also
thou will be a waste of money =(
but even getting one is already wasting le >.<

a new girl come ytd,
and leave today.
LOL!!!
she thought she was only suppose to take call for boss,
as a secretary.
but turns out she's doing what we're doing lah..
which is everything *eye rolling*
so..bye, one day girl *wave*

hope's dear's leg get well soon ^^

20 August 2010

So I had a dream that forecast my future yesterday morning?
A leased snarling tiger is trying it's best to frighten me and struggling against the metal chain, hoping to at least break free and tear into me.
It didn't start out this way thou. It was quite a peaceful dream where I have quite a big room to myself, and even arcade in my room. When suddenly everything change when I stepped out of the room.
What my mom say when I asked her about it? Be careful of 小人.
And the only place I can think of where it'll happen? In my office..
I'm too familiar with Mac, and don't tell me my friends are backstabbing me. So that the only logical place. What to do? *sigh*
Be careful and bear with it bah >.<

A colleague send me home the other day =D
I was meant to be drop off at yishun when he stopped to pick up his friend. But as it turns out, he's going into Malaysia. Which is like so convenient!! *evil laughter*
I try to be polite lah, saying I can walk off from the petrol station where he stopped to top up the oil. But he just brush me off and insist =x what a girl gonna do?? Muzhahahah~
but doubt there would be a next time le, cause he went in for a funeral..

17 August 2010

sick. again =\
juz went to see the doc *sniff*
wouldn't say it's a waste of money, after all, i get to rest and see the little guy =D
let me see - the usual symptom?
fever, running nose and sore throat.

so having nothing to do at home, i turn to online shopping.
PayPal has collaborates with a new website, enabling us to shop and purchase anything from any US website.
which is something good, since not all website supports paypal, or even shipping international.
*evil laughter*
but as usual, what i wanted is not really found lah, the 1st book in the series. LOL
a comic series, and to my regret, i didn't got the 1st book.
but then i turn to TW's Books.
and yes!!! found!!
*dancing in joy*
so having a credit card is a good thing after all =D
den i'm thinking of changing to POSB's newest one, where they're offering a 0.03% cash rebate whenever you are shopping online, through the phone or whatever =)

but too bad for me is that not all items on the website are able to ship international. but at least i'll get what i want. muzhahahah~
juz so love shopping online at TW's website, so many pretty pretty things~~

the next thing on my "Wants" list?
the newest Hello Kitty's x-mini.
yes, i'm not really a fan of her, but you gotta admin that it's so cute!!!
picture can be found in the Cleo's magazine~

15 August 2010

He's in, again.
but not in the evening, it's during the early afternoon.
cutting short our time together.
but having spend time together yesterday, i would have to be content with whatever time we have now.
what to do? it's his duty to the government.

have not been updating for a while.
firstly, busy.
secondly, lazy.
thirdly, I'm scared that my phone would be out of battery, thus depriving me of hearing his voice every night.

nothing much, except i got a new necklace.
one i have been eyeing for quite a while. though i did regret that i didn't get the set the previous when it was having a promotion =( *heart pain*
mom also get the pendant and a pair of ear-ring.
the stainless steel pendent was a steal at 5$ each, cause i know that my friend got it at 8$ xP
the ear-ring? suffice to say that it was an impulse on my mom's part =x
so now i'm on the look out for the other pendent on the set, the rose gold version.
(though i doubt i might be able to find it *sniff*)

and still, gin is killed/disabled in the end.
i wonder when the comic is going to end soon..

7 August 2010

officially lost my voice again.
hate it when it happen, it always almost everytime while i was working.
guess it could be overused with all the shouting and also upping the volume so that the customers can hear me over the din.
so i requested to go from early from that thick-skinned manager, at least she's letting me go.
but there's enough crews on floor, so why not. *shrug*

so why am i calling a manager thick-skin? it cause of what she has done, her action and the consequences.
originally, she was the only candidate chosen to be transferred over to another store. imagine how happy me and my sister is, and not only us, there's also some other people who are feeling the joy too. and what she did??!! she request to see our boss's boss, who she managed to convince to have someone else replaced. and the person is none other than our beloved Nas. she's been here from a crew, all the way to a beanie, then a Shift leader, before being promoted. yes, i did not know her as well as i would have like to, but no matter what, we stick through a lot of service-in before, when there's a power-shortage, when a crew is "stalking" her and we teased her about it. she is love by everybody in the store and i believed everybody prefer her to the short-tempered person who displayed her every emotion while she worked and bad planning thick-skinned manager.
through that manager's action, she is being more disliked, and i believed her marks just reach negative in my check-list, or even non-existent. i'll try not to speak to her during work or even respond her. i know it's bad attitude towards a supervisor, or even against someone who's higher up in the ladder than me, but i can't help myself.
it's just too damn bad for her, without her working, what i'm doing is just the same as when she's working. but when she's there, my mood just totally changed. even if i'm just working for uber-short hour, it's totally worth it not to see her face.

ok, enough ranting about her, i'm just wasting my space on her.
feeling damn shag now. work till 11 plus last night, before going home and slept at 12 plus?
then i have to wake up again at 5.30 for my full-time job. after which, at 12.30, when i'm released, i have to rush over back to woodlands for mac. just..shag.
luckily for me, a colleague of mine ferry me until bukit batok, saving me some time and money =)
but still, totally wear out.
but hey, it's worth it when i have the next saturday free.
hehe~~

5 August 2010

Tried to leave early today, just to get my pay check from my previous job. In the end? Suddenly a lot of thing pop up in the last hour, do hope I'm in time >.<
Wasn't a large amount, but at least it's one thing off my mind. I could have asked my sister, but given her attitude, don't think she'll go even if I pleaded. So might as well do it myself.

Have I mentioned that dear gave me a gift just before he went in? And I've dub it 'Mr. O.' since it's orange in color. It's just so cute~! So small and kawaii~ hehe~
thanks arh~ <3

And my sister spend money another pair of earpiece again. The last one she got was just months ago? *sigh* wish I have the freedom to do stuffs like that, like just spend money without the consequence bouncing back on me =(
but guess I have to keep myself in check and limit myself.

4 August 2010

Haha~ make a mistake last evening, which I only got to know just now. The wife of my colleague called, asking for him in his Chinese name, but I misheard, thought was looking for my boss who wasn't in. Of course I say not in the office right? But now the wife got 2 stories, so *ahem* got some misunderstanding LOL!! my whole office was laughing when I admit my mistake >.<
today was the last day of one of my colleagues. She was the same as me, a few months only? But I guess she couldn't stand the sales person she was working under - rude, loud, impatient, and I got the feeling he also didn't like her that much also.
It'll be my turn soon, when it's confirm I have a place in a Uni xP

Did I mentioned that I pass my virus to my brother? =x
I only had one sip from his drink lor, and he wasn't feeling well yesterday night. At least my sister is stronger lah xP
Hope he get well soon =x lalala~

3 August 2010

Today was quite relax, mostly filling in of the paperworks. Which is always a relieve, but what's true is that it'll take forever to clear. But at least I did try my best to clear up those that I'm able to before going home =) call it a sense of responsibility xP

A damn sickening night ytd - woke up in the middle of my sleep with a pounding headache =|& mom says could be my body 发热, but I think could also be cause my nose is blocked. Aiya..hope there's no repeat tonight. Mom did asked why I didn't take panadol. But seriously who would think of walking into the kitchen and unscrew the container to get one when I can just try to tahan it. Luckily it wasn't for a long period *phew*

Going to have to side-part my fringe soon, it's getting longer and irritating. Since one side of my forehead is higher than the other, making me looks bald is I follow that direction, I'm going to revert back to my original parting bah.. At least now I don't have to worry whether there's any 'hole' in my current hairstyle =P

2 August 2010

The same old same old during work today. But it always does seems that I have a never-ending work load =/
so when I have something not finished, I would have to stay back a while to finish it up. It's ok if I live near, but..aiya.. Dun wan compare too much lah, I'm sure people got eyes de.

Going to start eating in the office, which is cooked by the auntie. At only $50/mth, I think it's actually worth it. I don't have to travel down to buy food, I don't have to kill my brain cells trying to decide what I want to eat - I usually eat the same thing anyway... And also there's a variety, like there would be noodles, mixed rices, porridge, etc. And also desserts to go along, if I'm not wrong. But what we're eating is what our boss is eating, so can't really complain xP

1 August 2010

Forgot to go to work ytd evening - Mac I mean. Thought I check and didn't see my name *shrug* oh well, by the time I got back home, it was already the working time. And yes, I slept until night. Guess I was too tired >.<

After having a satisfying sleep, went out with my family; except for my dad, who went for a haircut *eye rolling* It's been a while since I have done this kind of thing - having lunch together, going grocery shopping and buying stuffs~ Especially with Metro having a 20% store-wide discount, it's a steal!! I got my nail polish and strengthener, while my mom got a pair of shoe. Was very tempted to get a new wallet, but since we're a bit out of time (my sis joins us straight after work..) and also because I didn't see anything I like, might as well wait.
As my mom says, Metro has sales throughout the year, no worries xP

Ask my mom to get umei for me. Used to drink that with dried orange skin mixed in boiling water when I lost my voice. But got to say it's an acquired taste, cause it's a bit siap siap and sour de. But ku kou liang yao bah =D

An illogical mom

The stupidest thing I have ever heard would be from my mom. Not what she says is stupid, just the mother in her story.

It happen quite a while back (a few months to be exact) when she's traveling back from Malaysia. Since she was traveling alone and being lazy, she chooses to get the train ticket back. While on the train, she and another aunty notices a kid playing with a plastic bag - pulling it over the head and whatever thing kids does when they are not taught and not discipline on the danger on plastic bag. Being concern, of cause my mom voice out. She told the dad that he should be careful that the kid don't suffocate and should take it away. The mom heard of cause, and reply very loudly that 'never-mind, continue playing' in a tone like she's right and the kid wouldn't die if something happen *fume* being a mother herself, she warn the dad again lor.. But what to do, I think the husband henpeck =x
It was only when the family was passing through the immigration officer then finally the mother says," faster take out, if not the police see, will catch you de!"

I mean, what the fuck is wrong with the mom??!!
She would rather let her (double emphasis) kid die?? O.O
Simple mind-boggling *shake head*
I don't really get it lor, if something did happen, ain't the mother gonna feel guilty forever? *tsk tsk*

31 July 2010

It was a waste of time to go work today T.T
Not much order coming in, that what I'm doing is tidying up what's leftover from the week. Feel so much relieve after doing parts of it.
Didn't manage to finish up all cause was listening to my team leader talking about what we should be doing etc etc. And just like that, half an hour gone =/ if I have nothing to rush, if I'm not feeling as if I might fall over anytime soon, I don't mind listening. I know she meant well, but.. Aiya, dunno lah >.<

Could be the lack of sleep and the damn bloody weather, think I'm down with a cold - running nose and sore throat. Sickening feeling, feels as if I might vomit up something too.. Hope the feeling will pass away after I've gotten enough rest bah =)

30 July 2010

Nothing much during work today, though it was still as busy. As usual, don't know why but among all the new comers, I'm always the last to leave =(
Like I was rushing to another job, and cause of this delay, I'm late. But well, who cares? *shrug* sometimes, despite working for them for so long, I'm starting to feel a bit stagnant =\
Going to be working late tonight, just hope that I'll have enough sleep for tomorrow >.<
Ps. it does always seem I always push myself too hard xP

Been looking for the newest speaker from Audio-technica. That cute cute one which looks like a compact foundation? Ya xD but it seem there isn't one listed on their website =(
Guess I might have to wait a while then. But I'm wondering whether I really need it or not. My purpose in getting it is cause the audio for the drama I have is a bit on the soft side, and since it's a bit scary, I don't want to use a earpiece. But after i have finished the season? What then? =/ still, it's a temptation *evil laughter*
and btw, my headphone 脱皮了, thus, in the bin it go~

29 July 2010

Although he just went in today, starting to miss him le.
But at least I got a job to tide me over, to stop me from obsessing about him. The distance from my new job is around 2hrs bus ride? *shudder*
Location? Kaki bukit *tears*
it was introduced by my dad's friend, and since I have no job at the moment, just go for it first bah =)
working as an admin sales coordinator is not easy, which I have just realized is that I have to memorized a lot of thing in the catalogue. From e products to the pricing, and also the discounts each customer deserve.
How I wish I was back workin at raffles place again *sob*
pay wise is ok, e norm for diploma grad? I guess..
But what I don't like would be the working place and also the fact there is no OT pay. So if you have unfinished work, it's either you clear everything, or leave it till the next day (which I don't really like)

Hope that we'll tide this through =)

haha~!
dear juz send this - How Twilight Works, just now.
i know some people are against the books and everything from it, but I'm telling you - it's damn hilariously. And all the points are true and so valid *eye rolling*
So, before you click the big red cross later on, please remember to go read hor... *stare*
And there's also another one - The 8 Phases of Dating.
Damn funny, and so fucking true. ROFL

Anyway, it's been a week while I 'rested' at home. Since the previous contract is over, I have asked my agent to look for another job for me. Thanks Janet~
Currently she has already set up an interview for me on Monday.
Hopefully it'll have a desired outcome *praying*
So nowadays, I'm either out with dear/friends or rotting at home and staring at the computer screen. LOL.
But seriously, a break before another long fight. *yosh~*

Anyway, I gotten a cosmetic bag for my sis. *proud*
It's through an online shop, and seeing the price (8$), it seems ok right?
Totally not lor, cause the way they work is that they charge you additional 10$ as they are delivering it straight to your doorstep.
While I appreciate the extra service, I would just prefer to have them going through normal/registered postage.
It could be me being blur where I didn't see other options when I was buying.
But from my memory, it doesn't seem to be the case =(
Ok, just to give you all people a heads up, the website is BestBuy World!
I just find this on the website -

So it wasn't my fault =(
So people, if you are looking for people to chip in *evil laughter* can find me xP


So for the past week of course I got help my mom with chores at home - washing of dishes, mopping, those simple simple stuffs.
And there was then I was washing the dishes, I keep smelling bananas. And the weird thing is that nobody buy any! Trying not to panic *eye rolling* I just casually mentioned it to my mom, "Ehhh, why got banana smell de.." Then she says that might be our neighbor frying banana lah..
Perfectly valid reason, and why can't people fried bananas at home. Just because i hate it, doesn't means others can't "enjoy" it. (Thou' i wonder..) *ahem*
Anyway, the scent is back again the next day!! *deep intake of breathe* Panic I asked my mom again, people can't be frying bananas for 2 days straight right!! O_O Imagine the cleaning up you have to do??!!
Ok.. So cannot be right? Then a thought suddenly occur to me, must have a reason for the scent to appear when I'm washing the dishes right? And yes, it was the bloody soap =\
LOL

Suddenly I saw the package I was waiting for when I was laying down on the floor.
*shock!*
I looked up and “ehhhh!!”
Asking around my house bears no result – either nobody admits to receiving the package, or it “appears” by itself *shudder*

There’re free samples inside!!
Woohoo~ *dance*
And I’m taking back my words – given the free samples, I might buy from them again.
Ho-ho-ho~
Feel like an aunty when I say that -_-
The BB cream is easy to apply on.
And not only that, only a small amount is needed.
Everytime I used Skin79’s Hot Pink Triple Function, I needed around pea-sized?
For Dr. Jart’s silver label, I believed only half is needed.
So you can imagine how 心痛 I am this morning when I find out that I have to waste quite a bit T.T
But luckily I was using the free sample *relieve*
they gave 2 samples each – Dr. Jart’s silver label, and some acne treatment stuff. The other two is Dr. Jart’s black label and some moisturizing thing in a small container.
Not a lot, but enough for me to try (at least for a few days lah xP)

What else? Oh ya!!
The coverage is definite better; my pimples don’t look so obviously red and that heavy feeling of putting something on your face is not as strong as Skin79.
Plus, there’s a Malaysian blogger doing experiment on different brand of BB cream.
She put blobs of different BB cream on those oil-blotting papers; and after a few hours (or is it 1?) it’s really obvious which brand is the most oiler among all.
Forgive me, but I have forgot the link to the blog >.< memory ="(
Am thinking of getting the full size of the silver label, but I still have Skin79 to finish >.<
can I just pass it to my sis? *evil laughter*

Mom asked me to purchase Hada Lobo’s lotion, which I admit is good – leaving my skin soft and supple.
Just that I find it so troublesome to pat everything into my face when I can just used a cotton pad to ’rub’ everything in. (I know, it’s not the correct way to apply it *eye rolling*)
maybe will consider getting it after I get my pay. But I have to keep in mind that I also have another toner to finish also T.T

Last day of work today.

Feeling a bit lost – no job, no nothing.
Wish I had a long term contract job like C/Sheryl, so then I wouldn’t have to worry so much.
I can view it this period as a break, before I dive into my new job.

It’s pretty scary thinking that once you step into the working world, not much chance of resting is available.
Unlike in schools where it’s guarantee to have school holidays, whether long term or short term. I think the only rest working adults are entitled to would be week-end and maybe applied leave? I can’t imagine working that way for almost 40 plus of my life =\

Can I remain in school forever? *sigh*