thinkin of a guy..

comp iz repair liao..but a lot of thingz kena deleted bah.. :'( like my songz, then e pic. iz a lot of thing z lor..
got crush!! *ahem* hehe~
abt him: beri de shuai [2 mi ><] then ren beri de hao. do things dat are touching in my sense[??], ok, in my world. although iz a fewz yrz older than mi, but i dun mind [i nv did mind b4..]
wat i like abt him: COZ IZ HIM. ><
haha~i siaoz liao lah.. juz a little "bit" crazy over him..haha~
but still..i wonder who i am 2 him..juz a friend??or he juz lookz on mi as a sister??
okok, my heart'z all bare.laying here 4 him 2 step on. but i doubt dat he will find my bloggie unless i go crazy n tell him bah..
but..i got lotta doubt de lor...y mi??y not belinda??he closer 2 her mah..then also got lotta chio bu at e workin place..haiz..wat z left of brain will b gone if i continue 2 think of this..lol




today hor, jenny call mi blur1. lol..i go replace liqin le lah..hope iz not 4 long...no like being call blur de nah..then she also ask,"where ur bf huh?" since when do i have a bf dat i dun even know..but "hint hint": i got NO bf.need i repeat dat again??hope not..lol

understand??know??

i cant understand, my finalz is tis week, she knows. i m havin a paper tml, she knows. then y does she insists on mi doin e housework?? so wat if i watch e last espisode of "Pride"? do e house have a recorder to record it down??would u go n buy the vcd 4 mi??no. dun think so.so wat if i have a afternoon nap??dont i get 2 rest??my brain cant take in 2 much, i know. do u??

i try xplainin it 2 u. do u listen??u rebutt everything i say, n say :good lah, wings harden liao lah, can fly liao. but do u try 2 understand mi?? u know mi have a paper 2dae, i say i ll b back after it ended. but do u know i have 2 subj to test on??u did even bother 2 ask. do u know it take abt 15 min e longest 2 wait for 965??n about e same length of time 2 wait 4 e bus home. u know dat. so stop askin mi 2 b back home earlier. coz i cant. even e mrt dun take 1 min to get mi from yishun 2 woodlands. so wat if i get 2 e bus stop early?if there z a crowd, there is still no confirm case dat i can get on it..

u use 2 compare my result. saying like : y is A always better than u de??if they can get tis mark, y dun u??nw, u didna even care when i try 2 prove myself.u always sae y i dun need 2 study 4 xam when it is nearin. nw im doin it, but do u care??ask mi 2 do housework. say dat z my duty. heck. then wat do i study 4??do better in my housework??i have a suggestion, y dun u let mi quit sko?dat way, i can stay at home n do ALL e work 4 u while u have e time 2 rest n 2 take care of e baby..

keep sayin dat i need 2 study 4 my future. i know dat nw. but do i do housework so i can b a better housewife??then y in e world a housewife need education 4?? u might as well let mi stay at home so i can HONE my skills, n will not throw ur face when i marry.

always usin my words 2 tok 2 mi.as if it is juz nth but words from a rebellion child, as if u r laughing at mi.. u give mi pressure when u dun allow mi 2 study 4 xam or short test. but do u change dat??i try 2 xplain 2 u how i feel on things, but do u take dat in mind??do u make it a point??

juz knowin when my "thing" came doesnt mean u understand mi. juz bearing mi in ur womb 4 mthz doesnt mean u understand my feelinz. it juz mean dat u r my mother n u know mi, not understand...

there z a diff....

OK! kids~mi back liao..hehe ^^ i know..no need complain, mi no time no update.my fault, my fault, but realli iz buzi lor.mostly iz onli sat on9 onli mah. paiseh lah...

it iz like:if not workin, then iz in sko.if not in sko, then iz @ home studyin...rather sianz hor, but still, i muz b responsible lor.coz iz mi wan job de mah. also cant blame ppl. but workin i think kinda lighten e load 4 mi dad. coz nw iz mostly mi buy my "i waannn" thingie. he onli need 2 provide 4 mi basic thingie can liao. mi hp bill also mi pay de hor..[zi hao.prode of myself sia~]

2dae mood reaaaal bad sia. ask mi sis lah. go use my lip ice wif no permission..then hor, iz like i confront her lor,keep sayin not her.then when mom treaten her wif cane did she confess. like e trust no more liao lor. but how can help??still mi sis lor..haiZ..kinda pity her..

last time [dunno when lah] mi eng cher ask us 2 write a descritive para. i can say i m rather proud of minez:

the bubbling sound of the spring flowin through the creeks attracted me, prompting my legs to move towards it unconsiously. Scooping the crystal-clear water to my mouth, i drink it as if it is out of reach from me for hours. Indeed it is. Being lost in the bamboo forest is no small feat for mi, for i have been working here for years. But as i stunbled onto unfamiliar ground, my sense of direction and instinct which i relied on deserted me completely to be replaced by a sense of...fear? But i pay no heed to it as i take in the breathe-taking beauty of this land. As i turned around to leave this section , an unknown force propel me back into that mystery land, where the sweet music of the birds seem to be the loudest, where everything seemed to be...happy. Suddenly it occur to me,"have i stumbled onto the paradise which mother had spoken of for years?"

not bad right.haha~although i have written something else 2dae, but i think i better leave it 2 next time bah..^^ nitez~

finally!!

okok lah...mi back liao..happi??mi comin back 2 update. 4 UR GUYS...haha~ i noe lah...sorri abt not updatin 4 TT long...coz i also busy de mah..then even when i free, mi iz tired de lor..pls 4give mi

>.

bleach also out until 43 liao..haha~happi sia..nw iz onli waitin 4 comp 2 finish dl-ding lor..should b quite xcitin liao bah..then comic iz out until abt 18 or so liao lor..n the pace iz movin fast liao. inchigo iz waitin 4 the final stage le. happi 4 him~ think there z gonna b more fightin le bah..then yinghsuan say tt after they save tt gal hor, still got continue lor.. nw iz waitin 4 her 2 on9 n ask her 4 tt webbie..

also meet a new frean. he give mi e impression tt he can b e kind tt iz loyal 2 a freanz. but xh sae he beri scary lor...then kor also no like him...my instinct sae he can b trusted, but not sure also..better listen 2 their words bah..better b more careful..[although sc has a BERI good impressionz...haha~ ]but tt guy make a mistake bah...im onli interested in e company ppl offer...if i dun have my freanz 1, i seek out otherz..tt z mi bah...or human?? every1 iz afraid of being lonely bah..

also change no liao..any1 wanted 2 noe, juz ask mi bah..if i feel like tellin u, i ll do tt..haha~jkjk.. :P

thankz shikin!! i love those advice..quite kool. but i neo de lah...also n0o worri guyz, ill concentrate on my study de..if i can pass..lol

long time no update liao...coz iz either lazy or dun feel like lor...
then also got work...go home so tired juz went 2 sleep straight away... T.T

most of the female working there iz chio bu lor...dun look at mi....mi xcluded.. haha~
i work morning de. so mostly is auntie. but all veri nice de. nv scold. u do wrong, they juz tell u n xpect u 2 rmb straight away.quite nice de. ^^
but working there let mi arrange mine time table. 4 xample:co n mac. bio de hw also not done yet. opz... XP

playing TS on9 le. hehe~ quiet nice de. also hard 2 level up... T.T but kool lor. let mi choose wat element i want 2 b. (^^;) love tt game 4 nw~hehe~

update next time bah...i go play game liao~