gettin all confused..juz thought i have let him go in my heart. but e truth iz : he z still in my mind..haiz..nw there z another guy : jack. wat z wif all e confession??? wth! it z like..juz dayz after i got over "him" then jack pop up n start 2 distract mi.. T.T i like him fine..but mayb more as a freanz bah..but wat z wif all e jealously?? im startin 2 hate myself le. all those thoughtz. all those emotion. itz creatin disturbance 2 my whole system..then i heard from some1 dat "he" like mi [i still dun understand his msg 2 some1 else..] hope seep back in2 mi..
im such a stupid fool, n i sound despo, dun i??haiz..J. and J. say wait..n choose e 1 dat dotes on mi e most..wth!! i hate tis! dunno wat 2 think anymore lah..then jack got in2 accident.haiz..really hope he get well soon..

anyway, today go orchard~woohooo~but got spend a lot..mostly on clothin. XP juz seein myself in those cloth juz make mi all determine to lost unwanted fats. :-( finally admit im fat lah..i know dat 4 a long time le, juz dat i do nth abt it..so nw, i cant realli fit in2 anythin. cant really wear some beautiful shirt or skirt..no like, no like. so muz lose weightz. hehe~ ^^

i got realli sucky result 4 midyr..u know hor, my klazz onli got 37 ppl mah..ya, im e last in klazz..sad 2 admit..no face 2 show my parentz e result slip. but my sis also not better than mi lah..also in e last 3 position..lalala~~

next time when im free again, then i come back update. haha~ cyaz~