disturbed sleep.
woke up a couple of time b4 i decided 2 rouse myself up.
couple of weird dreams,
but rmb tis clearly -> mi stabbin some1 in e heart.

Stab

To dream that you have been stabbed, signifies your struggle with power. You may be experiencing feelings of inadequacy and defensiveness. Alternatively, you may be feeling betrayed as the popular phrase goes, "being stabbed in the back".

To dream that you stab someone, indicates your fear of betrayal and your untrusting nature. You may be too much on the defensive

n no.
i'm not readin any book b4 i went 2 sleep last night.
noe i should be feelin..
disturbed??
but no.
juz a bit dun understand onli bah..
wateva *shrug*
juz a dream onli..

borrowed books by Neil Gaiman ytd at e library.
fascinatin writer/author ^^
juz readin thru his short stories,
haven started on those novels yet XP

in a few more hrz,
earth gonna rotate in2 e new yr.
lotta things happen.
things dat i've 4gotten,
things i prefer 2 4get,
things dat will always stays wif mi - no matter good or bad.
did hope dat i've mature tis yr.
haha~
think..
low chance XP
still here,
wif no clear goal in mind.
still e coward i noe i am
*sigh*
but whether i did mature or not,
is somethin i have 2 judge by myself bah..

gonna blast my music,
fin up e books,
n rot/enjoy somewhere later on.
i think..

was awaken up by e screamz of 坏人 o.O
a bit..
wat e fuck lah..
it's e worst sound ever 2 be awaken by
n not once.
totally lost count. *shake head*
e reasons she's screamin 4??
over e tv channel wif my bro.
cant believe it *frustrated*
n 2 think i actually cut short my comp-time last night when she moved 2 e livin room 2 sleep
*argh*
muz 忍!!
juz a few more nights,
i hope >.<
she doesnt use 2 be tis bad de lor..
but haiz..
think pamper until 无法无天了。。

went wif dear 2 see "Ip Man"
since we're students doin internetworkin,
bing quan pronounced it literally ytd.
LOL
damn funny de lor~
den zhi jie start wif all those ip range thingie..
n i think it's ming de or some1 else,
who tries 2 correct bing quan's pronounciation XP
but e movie's nice~
woohoo~
speakin of movies,
i cant believe i missed 'Sky Crawlers' *argh*
i noe i'm forgetful,
but until tis xtent??
n tryin 2 find a jpn anime movie on9 is like..
close 2 impossible.
so any1,
if u have any link or watsoeva,
i would appreciate e help ^^

items 2 get
- Dead after Dark (novel)
- around 3 comic (if i'm lucky)
- Dark-hunter companion
- Blackdagger brotherhood - insider guide
- Salvation in Death
- a purple tube
- Trick - Koda Kumi (i wanna get e 1 wif e dvd de!!)
juz lookin at e list above juz makes mi think..
is my life revolvin around books/novels??
more den half e list is books de lah!!
i can see e money flyin away b4 they even come in2 my pocket >.<
lalala~

was rereadin 'Devil may cry'
n Ash was talkin abt all those free will, love n fate de thingie.
damn interestin XP
thinkin of typin it up here,
but think,
might land myself in a lawsuit =X
hmmm..
it's juz from pg 250 on.
can go kino find n read =X
or juz get from mi
lalala~

didna get 2 hug u 2dea >.<
muz make it up another day hor~ =X

e rain plattered softly on e window pane as i check in on em.
sweet n innocent,
their faces told mi.
but it's not e case as they wake up -
playin havoc wif psychology of human,
poisonin e mind of ppl they come into contact wif.
mayb dat's e reason i love em.
mayb dat's e reason y i put up wif em.
they're straightforward.
no backstabbin,
no double crossing.
if they dun like you,
only 1 simple rule they abide by,
'Kill whoever that displeasure us.'

ramdom.
got mistake juz pt out hor..
(i noe got a lot >.<)

mayb it's juz mi,
but wow!!
rare 2 see 7 de lor..
or mayb i didna play enough..
hmmmm..
(it's e advance de - 99 bombs =P)
n ya,
i fin it by myself
hehe~

been busy e last few days bah..
went 4 MCO's concert on fri.
purely 2 support sis.
but hey,
they're alright.
(at least better den e SAJC de =X)
but improvement can still be make =)
but overall,
did enjoyed it ^^

was workin ytd.
damn tirin de lah!!
*complain, complain*
was walkin consecutively 4 almost 3 hrs,
from e escalator leadin up 2 raffles link,
to e bridge leadin 2 marina sq >.<
but think i saw a race car part in front of e convention center.
whoa~
wanna take pic de,
but since my phone de camera lousy,
还是算了吧。。

broke *sob*

broke

–adjective

4.	without money; penniless.

can onli wait till next mth le bah *sigh*
money juz cant since 2 get along wif mi,
always seemz 2 have shortage of cash around mi de T.T
but ok lah,
juz need 2 get a few books onli =X
not much XP

woohoo~
ice kacang!!
'(>.<)'

juz fin "Death Race"
all those blood n gore O.O
some is quick,
e others are like painful *ouch o.O*
especially e gal ridin wif 13K *ewwwww >.<* it's like totally disgustin >.< sleepin ="X">.<> nv bring food home at night.
unless it's meant 4 em O.o
e thing is dat they dun even show e same enthusiasm durin e occasion when i actually bring food back..
cant get em.
at all..

wanna get a pet when i grow up, (fishes n birds would be out of e qns..)
n hopefully get my own apartment.
but e thing is dat
since i cant even take care of myself,
how in e world can i take care of another living being??
juz some ramdom i think up of when i'm wonderin abt e future.
dun even noe whether i can live till den or not,
life's kinda unexpected in dat way..

choke on my food while eatin dinner juz nw.
cant believe my stupidity *eye rollin*
coz we'll laughter, (i'm laughin wif my mouth full of food..)
n i think e food get in2 e wrong direction
LOL
definitely not somethin i wanna experience again =P
lalala~

lisTenin - Enya (And Winter Came)
it's like sooooo not my genre =X
minesweeper craze!! *shriek*

noe you'll still be alright
but i juz cant help worry for u >.<
miss you lots *kiss*

"When y0u sTares int0 tHe abyss,
tHe aByss sTares bacK at y0u."
-Friedrich Nietzsche

1mth le!!
hehe~
ok lah..
1mth + 1hr XP
happi mah?? XD
haha~
coz i am~ ^^
went out watch wayang - "Yes man",
den jalan jalan at vivo ^^
movie damn funny de lah..
quite interestin also XP

receive dez's letter!!
it's makin mi miss her soooo much >.<
thank you.
dun think any word can desribe wat i'm feelin >.<
a bit tearin up le lah *pout*
thankz ^^

gotta fin watch e movie "Going by the book"
some korean comedy movie.
beri original n creative.
n all e ppl actin in e drama has good actin skills =P
intro, intro XP

wanna pretend ignorance also canna.
mom ask 2 bring em n teach em how 2 use e mrt.
a bit awkward-
1.we have nth 2 talk abt.
2.couple is behavin as a couple.
3.i'm not familiar with 表姐夫's relatives.
4.i dun talk much. at all. (i think)
still,
it's ok bah..
help in wateva way i can ^^

i wanna watch "Wolverine"!! >.<
see e trailer like damn cool seh~
but still a bit far off *sigh*
nvm!
i shall wait!! (no choice also lol)

got food back 4 my cousin.
but e by the time she came back,
will by cold like nobody's business lor..

finally see u le~
hehe~ >.<
been so long XD
lalala~
thankz soooooo much 4 e gift ^^
will always treasure it
dum dum dum dum~

lisTenin - Enrique Iglesias (Greatest Hits)
woohoo~
hot guy =X

until e next time~

misses ur hug
misses ur kisses
glad i can see u 2dae =X

cant believe it!!
i'm like awaken up by e pain in my wisdom tooth O.O
wat in e world lah..
so mani ways 2 wake up,
n tis has 2 be 1 of em??
*argh*
might be plannin 2 go back 2 sleep later,
since e pain is almost nonexistence.
need 2 catch up on my sleep!!
if not,
i've no idea how i'm gonna tahan workin >.<

so..
cyaz?? XP

2 days of not enough sleep n my system is like..
cmi le..
gettin old liao *sigh*
den nw gigi sakit >.<
omg..
stupid wisdom tooth T.T
been drinkin salt water n hope it will help,
thot pain is gone,
can still feel e swellin..
hope it's nth de >.<
things-to-do-today is like..
onli 1 thing done,
lalala~
guess..
might have 2 sleep a bit later 2night again *argh*

heard dat my cousins are comin tml,
n stayin for 1 night.
dunno whether 2 be happi abt it or not
but since i'll be workin tml,
juz treat as if i noe nth..
works for mi..
ignorant is bless (or pretendin to be)

still lookin for dat wallpaper,
but doubt i can find it le bah..
but seriously,
it's my fav among all.
mayb it's coz of e fact i cant have wat i wan??
haha~
mayb XP

find xmas song irritating
it's like,
so damn bloody cheerful.
n it's e same old every yr.
cant realli stand it >.<
thou i think it's good in a way in dat it's remaindin mi dat e yr is endin soon.
haha~

have another part time job 4 e holi.
street surveyor.
n i think i'm not gonna do it again.
hate interaction wif ppl!!!
*chantin*
wat goes around will comes around..
*chantin*
ya,
i'm chantin it while i'm doin my work *evil laughter*
but if i'm like doin countin den it's diff bah..
like..
i dunno..
lta type XP
dat i dun mind
lalala~

got a crazy idea for 31st dec.
afternoon go sentosa play vb,
den after dat,
stay on for countdown.
haha~
how abt it??
juz a thot XP

until e next time bah..
gotta go rush my stuffz liao~

went wif steph n sis to watch twilight ytd!!!
it was..
still ok..
e guy actin edward is like..
a bit no skill de >.<
he doesnt have e grace nor e face i thot edward might have..
so mani actors in e world n they have 2 choose him -.-
but hey,
i like jasper =X
he's cute~ >.<
lalala~

walk around cwp to wait 4 time 2 pass
(waitin 4 e weekday special at ichiban sushi XP)
food dere was ok..
thot not as good as e last time dat weekday special >.<
done a bit of catchin up wif steph,
not much but hopefully can see her soon again XP

get my sis to buy mi a shirt as my xmas gift
*evil laughter*
i also got her somethin hor..
so it's a fair xchange ^^
guess my bear have 2 wait le *sniff sniff*
gotten somethin 4 edwin.
dunno whether he'll like or not..
but seriously,
i've no idea wat 2 get him T.T
*sigh*
nw left wrappin of all those things i get.
get somethin else 2..
wanna get somethin special.
but...
totally no idea,
even if i have,
dere's no time!!
(i'm always a last min shopper XP)
hope..
he like it den i happi liao >.<

saw tis e other day

cute!! >.<

been..
ok,
not been..
doin my part on ipd.
juz dat,
not yet.
k??
mayb not week,
or sunday night.
guess i can onli get things done at night.
typically mi XP

gtg prepared wateva for work later on liao~
until e next time~

but night is also e time when i'm afraid of myself also..
e time when sometimes i fear for e lost of my sanity..

a yearnin 2 listen 2 LP.
n ya,
here i am.

06 Easier to Run - Linkin Park

"Easier To Run"

It's easier to run
Replacing this pain with something numb
It's so much easier to go
Than face all this pain here all alone

Something has been taken from deep inside of me
The secret I've kept locked away no one can ever see
Wounds so deep they never show they never go away
Like moving pictures in my head for years and years they've played

(If I could change I would take back the pain I would)
(Retrace every wrong move that I made I would)
(If I could stand up and take the blame I would)
(If I could take all the shame to the grave I would)
(If I could change I would take back the pain I would)
(Retrace every wrong move that I made I would)
(If I could stand up and take the blame I would)
(I would take all my shame to the grave)

[Chorus]
It's easier to run
Replacing this pain with something numb
It's so much easier to go
Than face all this pain here all alone

Sometimes I remember the darkness of my past
Bringing back these memories I wish I didn't have
Sometimes I think of letting go and never looking back
And never moving forward so there'd never be a past

(If I could change I would take back the pain I would)
(Retrace every wrong move that I made I would)
(If I could stand up and take the blame I would)
(If I could take all the shame to the grave I would)
(If I could change I would take back the pain I would)
(Retrace every wrong move that I made I would)
(If I could stand up and take the blame I would)
(I would take all my shame to the grave)

Just washing it aside
All of the helplessness inside
Pretending I don't feel misplaced
It's so much simpler than change

[Chorus]
It's easier to run
Replacing this pain with something numb
It's so much easier to go
Than face all this pain here all alone

It's easier to run
(If I could change I would take back the pain I would)
(Retrace every wrong move that I made)
It's easier to go
(If I could change I would take back the pain I would)
(Retrace every wrong move that I made I would)
(If I could stand up and take the blame I would)
(I would take all my shame to the grave)


distracted.
tears down my face n i have no idea y.
weak.

OMG!!
they went 2 ZoukOut O.O
e 'they' - r'jeep, vimal, mr black, n mayb more.
pic -> http://www.friendster.com/photos/42829675/1/158525800#pic=7191379101395174034
where all 3 of em are dere >.<
envy!!! >.<
haha~
still ok lah..
but sis says elleen says dat it's not worth it.
LOL

appointment fix.
like at 8.30am??
is can wake up lah..
but juz not around my area -.-
*sigh*
wateva..
juz need 2 get it check n over wif.
lalalala~

until e next time~
oh ya, holi officially start le!!
woohoo~

cheryl's seafood spagetti

dear dear de - think is some 炒饭。。

can see sheryl's bake rice in e background XP

sheryl n cheryl sharin e dracula drink.

n sheryl hoggin e drink. XP
jkjk ><

n tis 1 kinda xtra..
lol

anyway, congratulation Ali (guy in e pic),
on ur weddin 2dea~ ^^
it's in MY.
so i'm afraid i cant go.
plus,
i'm workin..
ya,
dat's mi in my pic.
think it's e angle e prob XP
lalala~

i have tis theory -
if e hair start 2 curve after takin off e cap.
it's time 2 go n trim liao.
was wonderin when i have 2 time or e money
>.<
n recently,
my tooth've been givin me grief T.T
e money's been flyin even b4 it reaches e wallet.
thinkin abt it,
it's actually been more den 1 yr since i've visited e dental.
(nw i go need 2 pay lah..)
gotta go n make an appointment soooon le~

n dat traitor of a bro is back.
cant believe it.
he nv bring back anythin 4 mi.
*argh*
onli let mi see some freakin brochure from genting
even e toys he get from MY de mac hor,
he's goin 2 give e other 1 to 坏人。
无心的家伙。。
白疼他十多年 *a bit piss*
jkjk,
but seriously,
a bit piss off ><

until e next time~

lisTenin - Linkin Park - Road To Revolution (Live At Milton Keynes)

CT's OVER!!
woohoo~
2day's de ok.
juz dat nv realli studied 4 it.
lalala~
i noe..
serve mi right..
but can still pass.
so ya,
wateva~

when IMM wif dear dear, sheryl n cheryl 2 eat.
suppose 2 have more ppl de..
oh well..
went 2 a place dat's like a bit class de..
4give mi if i 4get wat e place is call.
wanna see how our food looks like??
go sheryl or cheryl's blog 2 see if they did update it.
ya..
den went daiso.
it's like..
huge!! O.O
but somehow..
2night passes in a blur 4 mi.
a bit..
gone le..
i think.
haha~

n i'm wonderin y i'm still awake nw.
oh gosh..
need 2 wake up at 6 to be in time 4 work tml *panic*
okok,
go sleep liao..
nitez~

tml's e last paper!!
lol
n i'm still here typin away.
typically mi...

been drinkin a lifetime worth of choco milk (a bit exaggeration XP)
gettin a bit sick of it.
but thank god dat dere're choco flavor.
cant wait 2 get back 2 solid food again >.<

all alone at home
dad n sis workin.
mom not around (a good thing in tis case)
n i miss him
*sigh*
but tml's comin soon.
veri soon..

have 2 go fin my part of e chores.
den fin studyin.
b4 i can get my dinner (porridge - hate it but no choice right?? T.T)

den have 2 think of wat 2 get 4 edwin.
he already has prepared somethin 4 mi le.
guess i have 2 return e flavor..
realli dun like thinkin of wat 2 get 4 a present -.-
damn..

it's rainin here heavily.
wishes dat he's here beside mi right nw >.<

until e next time bah..
think e weather is makin mi a bit moody..

juz did it ytd.
dunno whether i'm crazy or not.
think i muz be.
but it'z juz dat i've been thinkin of gettin it done 4 a long time le..
juz dat i couldn't find an opportunity??
mayb >.< size="2">ps. think it's a relieve dat i didna do it myself, it's better not knowin how i look wif all those blood flowin down XP
n on hindsight, i choose e correct shirt - a black 1. haha~

one subj down.
think i could do alright.
nw onli left wif CSF,
but need lotta practise!!!
but should be ok bah..
lalala~

gtg le,
meetin em 4 revision.
until e next time~

punish mi bah..
no mood to memorize any thing.
none at all.
crap.
procrastination -.-

mayb juz take a nap see how bah.
think..
couldn't be of how use,
since 坏人 is at my house *sianzation*
as long she dun cry or throw a tantrum,
i'm thankin who's ever up there =X

feel like gettin a purple tube,
n orange shoelace.
LOL

CT rounds e corner!!
O.O
like..
FNS is tough de lor..
like bio like dat >.<
lotta memorizing work..
hope can make it *sigh*
juz hope e words will start makin sense 2 mi >.<

was sick on e weekend,
so was sleepin in,
tryin 2 let e body has e rest it wanted XP
but lao gong,
thank you,
4 accompany mi on sat =D

sometime..
juz got e feelin dat i dun belong 2 any places.
juz will get dat feelin when i'm workin sometimes,
or goin thru fren's blog
juz mi bah..
being irrational.
i guess.
but i do noe dat i will always have a place beside dear de =X
hehe~
lalala~

got r'jeep to help mi do le!!
woohoo~
but i dunno whether it's somethin 2 be happy abt or not ><
think could be after fns bah..
where i can go find him after e meetin.
n plus,
mom would be in my,
where it can heal without any disturbance
juz hope..
it does happen *oppz*
guess i have to get e 'instrument of pain' tml evenin le..

busy busy gal.
after sku,
go to kino to get e books i have ordered,
den chinatown 4 a job trainin,
den get e stuff (read above).
hopefully i'll stay awake thru e bus journey,
juz to get some chpt 1/2 thingie in2 my head bah..

feel like eatin ban mian >.<
damn.
mayb tml =P
hehe~

miss u seh >.<
lalala~

I SAW THIS!!!
OMG!!
O.O
Twilight - Collectors Edition
*swoon*
hope it's e 1 i'm lookin 4..
go under Editorial Reviews -> Amazon.Com Review.
it's juz somewhere dere~
juz e 1st para.
>.<

i'm not even tis zealous when collectin e darkhunter/blackdagger series
hope i'm not goin overboard >.<
woohoo~
mayb wed goin XP
see how 1st..
haiz..
花钱如水
*shake head*
>.<

lalala~
miss ya~

i got tis from may like..
on e 7 oct??
LOL

十句值得深思的话~
第一句：没有一百分的另一半，只有五十分的两个人。
第二句：付出真心才会得到真心，却也可能伤得彻底，保持距离就能保付自己， 却也注定永远寂寞。
第三句：通常愿意留下来跟你争吵的人才是真正爱惜你的人。
第四句：有时候不是对方不在乎你。。。而是你把对方看得太重。
第五句：冷漠，有时候并不是无情， 只是一种避免被伤害的工具。
第六句：如果我们之间有100步的距离，你只要跨出第一步，我就会朝你的方向走其余的99步。
第七句：为你的难过而快乐的是敌人，为你的快乐而快乐的是朋友，为你的难过而难过的就是那些该放进心里的人。
第八句：就算是believe, 中间也藏了一个lie。
第九句：真正的好朋友并不是在一起就有聊不完的话题，而是在一起，就算不说话也不会感到很尴尬而快乐的感觉。
第十句：朋友。。就是被你看透了还能被你喜欢和被你接受的人才算是“好朋友”。

ps. while typin tis out, juz realise my chi realli cmi lor >.<

until e next time~

tml de vb match kena cancel le.
coz some ppl say like too few ppl play T.T
haiz..
den thou tml even would be free de.
turns out sis sick ><
[muz get well hor!!]
so turnin up in her place instead.
mayb get even get 2 see r'jeep,
ask him abt e piecin thingie XP
lalala~
but 1 aunty is right lah..
'so mani suffering in e world le, y muz make urself suffer some more'
[she say it in chi la hor..]
but...
duno leh =X
lalala~

went out wif ht after sku 2 get e levi's world aid's day shirt.
yipee~
finally ^^
but no have 2 word i wan =(
wateva lah..
get another 1 lor..
juz a shirt onli mah..
thou a bit ex when compare 2 my other shirt *eye rollin*

was readin thru 'One Silent Night'
all those characters i should have known,
but 4get.
oh god *groan*
have 2 find time 2 reread everythin le..
but never knew dat Stryker can be so..
human??
quite interestin XP

happi,
happi,
and happi some more.
hehe =X

until e next time~

lisTenin -> Twilight's OST

distraction from everywhere >.<
from e songs, to tv.
even from msn.
but almost fin memorizin liao
hehe~
juz need 2 be more 顺，
den tml should be ok.
but my part is like..
kinda short >.<
hope can =X
after tml jiu can relax liao~
woohoo~




"Leave Out All The Rest" [by Linkin Park]

I dreamed I was missing
You were so scared
But no one would listen
Cause no one else cared

After my dreaming
I woke with this fear
What am I leaving
When I'm done here

So if you're asking me
I want you to know

[Chorus]
When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed

And don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory

Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest
[End Chorus]

Don't be afraid
I've taken my beating
I've shared what I made

I'm strong on the surface
Not all the way through
I've never been perfect
But neither have you

So if you're asking me
I want you to know

[Chorus]
When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed

Don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory

Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest
[End Chorus]

Forgetting
All the hurt inside
You've learned to hide so well

Pretending
Someone else can come and save me from myself
I can't be who you are

[Chorus]
When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed

Don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory

Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest

Forgetting
All the hurt inside
You've learned to hide so well

Pretending
Someone else can come and save me from myself
I can't be who you are
I can't be who you are

love e 1st part of e chorus ^^
lalala~

until e next time~
ps. hope tml went smoothly >.<

i love edward >.<
pity dat he's like married.
LOL
i'm like shameless lah *tsk tsk*
i wanna be a vamp too!! *shriek*
lalala~
come on ppl,
spread e love for e series around!!
woohoo~
love e book,
love e author 4 sharin it around even more XP
hehe~

IS meetin cancel AGAIN 2dae
cant believe it T^T
it's like,
wat e hell lah T.T
is sianz de lor..
2 time le leh..
n when they canna come,
they onli inform 1 person.
so by e time they contact mi,
i've already waited like 1/2 hr or so.
which is not a good thing,
considerin i hate e rush hr.
dun wanna say liao..
waste my time onli,
since it's already done..

finally fin my tasks.
nw is onli left e memorizin of e speech >.<
but nw pop up somethin new -> mom's present.
y is tis happenin??
n her husband is like "i dunno?? i got no money 2 buy anythin"
[or somethin like dat..]
cant believe him -.-
suppose 2 be her husband de lor..
*argh*
have 2 rack brain liao..
think siqiao think!! >.<

tml de lesson is like sianz de lor..
dun feel like startin on IPD yet
*oppz* =X
n i dun think e cher got take down attendence de lor..
so feel like skippin it lah..
if not like last week like dat,
wastin my precious time,
when i could spend it sleepin at home,
finishin Ash's story,
or even start readin 'The Last Lecture'.
got lotta unfin. business..
*head shakin*

my body is like urgin mi 2 go sleep.
n i'm like soothin it.
'soon, soon..'
mind over matter.
juz last thru tis hr can le >.<

oh ya,
u think gettin alcohol would be a bit over 4 tml??
feel like gettin it..
but scared a bit over 2 top lor..
afterall,
still in sku mah..
hmmm..
see how 1st bah *beam*

until another day~
ps. like dez's post on e movie XP

hope i'm not makin e wrong decision
realli hope dat..

bro went 2 MY!!!
i wanna go also!!
>.<
heard dat he's stayin 4 dunno how many days over dere.
even got e chance 2 go e genting lah *sob*
if i go hor,
i wouldn't need 2 do my IS liao lor,
juz crap some xcuse abt family thingie..
LOL
ya right,
onli happenin in siqiao's world
ps. think i'm hallucinatin liao..
and i swear dat i'm not gonna miss dat traitor >.<

got things dat i have 2 do.
not much,
but it's time consumin..
jia you~

have to thankz Mr E.
he let mi off knowin i got somethin on after work
=D
arigatou~
i promise i wouldnt create any prob durin ur shift XP
lalala~
juz hope dat nth happen after i left >.<
like not enough ppl or ppl late..

okok
gtg 'work' le
until e next time~

seemz busy nowadays.
also dunno do wat also..
juz..
busy.
makin myself tired onli lor..
mayb..
hopin dat i wouldn't overthink things when i'm tired bah..
might be workin,
might be not.
see how lor..
可能要把自己累垮了才甘愿吧。。
lalala~

lotta new ppl comin in
gettin..
shorter hr -> lesser pay
endless cycle..
n da jie de mood not good,
a bit..
apprehensive abt workin..
sianz..

got 2 go sleep liao..
tml is another busy day.
but i'm lookin 4ward 2 it >.<
*blush*
lalala~

nitez~

tired sia..
wanna sleep but dun dared.
coz is supposed 2 have some on9 meetin de,
turns out nobody from e grp was havin a conference lah T.T
wat in e world..
think juz send wateva i have 2 e "leader" n see whether can or not.
wat can i say??
my ppt is like cmi de lah..
sianz liao..

was supposed 2 be meetin em 4 e meetin b4 it get cancelled.
thou would be rottin in e library until 5,
surprisingly,
victor also stayin back.
so we went makan den poolin.
my skills like..
beyond borderline de lah..
see em playin hor..
a bit stressed.
still,
i got tutorial lesson from victor, zk and ter.
thou ter 'chargin' mi 150 T.T
lalala~
pretend i dunno him in e comin days =X
jkjk =P

x.emo gettin crazy lah..
say he come sku fetch mi.
i'm like..
is he serious?? like got lotta free time on his hand lah *eye rollin*
manage to dissuade him from comin.
lol
dunno wat i'm gonna do wif him >.<
sianz..

2night weather not as coolin as last night de lah..
last night de was..
suitable for those kinda walk where u'll be walkin wif some1 n chattin all e way,
or juz wif e mp3 on
but it would be best if i wasn't carryin my laptop,
or it wasnt thurs.
guess sometime e astrology is kinda accurate.
somethin akin 2 mi takin a walk in e nature on thurs.

*yawn*
bth liao..
nitez~

sometimez dere are things where certain guy shouldnt be privy of..

2dae late release,
so dun feel like goin back early.
stay in e library until i got 2 meet x.emo to get my ear stick.
ask him 2 buy,
coz scare by e time i reach cwp,
all shops close liao..
feelin a bit guilty,
he refused 2 take my money.
thou is $1 onli lah..
but still..
a bit guilty lah, can?
leave sku 2 go to e bus stop around 8.
cant believed my luck lah..
all e ppl attendin e Red Camp kena released lah..
so e bus stop is like FULL of ppl lah!!
*argh*
at least i got 2 cwp on time.
was even earlier den him lah..
x.emo say he got miss mi.
jialat liao..
>.<
how??
hope he juz say say onli nia.
but also nv heard him call mi 2dea.
so should be ok bah..

lol
sis work wif mi in same store.
n they like throw e task of teachin her everythin 2 mi liao lah..
whether is injection,
or e mystery shopper,
even makan.
T.T
li hai liao lah..
teach like dat also no money..
a bit bo hua lah..

Kary Ng - 吴雨霏
a hk singer.
wat i heard from her is canto,
but i think her voice not bad =)
any1 interested can ask from mi,k??
*oppz*
=X
lalala~

until e next time~

ok.
missha closed down liao..
all of it.
meanin dat u cant it in sg liao
bloody..
think i excercise enough 4 tis week n next week le
LOL
jkjk.
but hey,
from sku till vivo.
den vivo take bus 2 orchard,
den walk 2 cine [walk up n down lah, coz nv see e directory in e 1st place]
den walk 2 plaza sing [to see whether have or not, coz somebody say got in bugis ytd T.T ]
den walk to citylink mall.
ALL DUN HAVE LAH!!
wear wrong shoe also lah..
shouldnt have worn slippers,
coz nw 起泡了。。*ouch*
sianz..

but at least i manage 2 meet him in time.
thou i'm like not in a rush or anythin.
lol
say like i got no enough time like dat..
but realli enjoy myself,
so thankz~
*beam*

dun like banana..
realli realli hate it.
but since i'm e 1 who brought it,
guess i have 2 fin it bah T.T

头痛了。。
next week got presentation when other ppl is like fin liao lah..
damn.
hope can do a good job,
thou confident lvl is..
mediocre at best.
加油了！！

until e next time~

oh ya,
HAPＰＩ BIRTHDAY，ＣＨＥＲＹＬ～

the store missha seemz 2 be gone from e place dat i usually see it
- jurong pt
- bugis and
- far east
at bit like..
wth!!
e website also no use de lah..
search after searchin,
finally see it!!
woohoo~
but also not sure accurate or not de T.T
- Cineleisure orchard
- Citylink mall
- compass pt
- vivo
so goin 2 at least 3 places tml,
if time permitted.
realli realli hope e mall got e store *pray*
hope will be back in time 2 meet him >.<

until e next time~

Lyrics to Your Call :

Waiting for your call, I'm sick, call I'm angry
Call I'm desperate for your voice
Listening to the song we used to sing
In the car, do you remember
Butterfly, Early Summer
It's playing on repeat, Just like when we would meet

I was born to tell you I love you
And I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight

Stripped and polished, I am new, I am fresh
I am feeling so ambitious, you and me, flesh to flesh
Because every breath that you will take
when you are sitting next to me
will bring life into my deepest hopes, What's your fantasy?
What's your...

I was born to tell you I love you
And I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight

And I'm tired of being all alone, and this solitary moment makes me want to come back home
x4
(I know everything you wanted isn't anything you have)

I was born to tell you I love you
And I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight

I was born to tell you I love you
And I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight
(I know everything you wanted isn't anything you have) 

i HATE artie.
cant believe she treat Ash dat way after how he trusted her.
yaya,
gettin 2 emotional over his 'story' - Acheron.
actually it's juz a frictional book,
but still drawn inside.
can nv imagine e pain he has endured throughout his whole human life.
it's juz beyond my scope.
but i hate her for addin 2 it when she's suppose to be her fren..
they juz have a weird relationship nw T.T
the book iz like around the height of my palm lah..
damn thick de lor..
was wonderin when i could fin it >.<
e story's juz a bit draggy bah,
i guess.
but i did noe dat it's a happy endin 4 Ash.
[i peek behind *guilty* ]

i HATE artie.
juz to drive a pt thru >.<

until e next time~

lol..
in a way kinda like kena bluff money.
buy some kinda 减肥 thing lor..
haiz..
dunno how 2 tell mom in e 1st place de,
but since i'll be consumin it,
she have 2 noe 1st hand lor..
[who cares if dad noe or not, as long he dun scold mi after knowin can liao lor..]
she juz say after fin tis 1,
dun buy any more can liao..
totally agree wif her.
could have juz bash my head in2 e wall.
dumb dumb T.T

he's back!!!
woohoo~
went 2 ngee ann to get 2 pan cake 4 him.
coz rmb he says he wan de choco de.
so ya ^^
he enjoy it can liao >.<

Eugany's Bape's hoodies
i love it!! >.<
but no money.
LOL
bloody hell T^T
haiz..
guess have 2 wait le.
juz hope e author doesnt close it >.<

saw tis bear in Borders.
think it's a Xmas bear,
n it's kawaii~ =P
*hint hint*
haha~
can onli rmb onli 1 person gave mi a bear b4.
dat would be lao da~
rest is all tigger~
thou not realli complainin,
but still,
some variation??
=X

is a gal wearin a dress so weird??
lol.
i dun wear it normally doesnt mean i cant/dun own 1.
k??
ppl, thankz arh..
T.T
*不爽*
i dressed accordin 2 my mood,
so dun think got anythin dat diff abt it lor..
a pity dat i have nth on punk/gothic de
would love 2 dressed up on dat genre at least once ><
might ask x.emo whether he noe any place sellin 4 gals but still affordable 2..
see how 1st bah =P

saw e shirts dat levi's promotin in support 4 e AIDS concert happenin in sg.
juz think it's juz..
unique??
but i'm wonderin whether e money they get from e sales of those shirts is goin 4 charity,
or they're keepin it 4 emselves.
coz got somewhere mention dat ppl can also buy it from e stores directly.
thou i'm not sure whether is all Levi's store or not.
but hey,
it's kinda cool in a way,
i think..

LOL
onli 1 person - hong en - reply 2 my cute nick.
haha~
"i've got somethin 2 ask u,
wat would u do if i tell u i like u??"
lalala~
无聊的思巧 >.<

until e next time~

ask edwin liao.
4get wat he say le.
but did noe dat i'm a bit crush liao..
T.T
a bit sad liao >.<
but he did have some sound advice lah..
if he did pass mi by,
it means dat we're not fated..
things will juz fall in2 place somehow,
somethin i have no choice but 2 believe in...

*blush*
*giggle*
andrew gave mi a chocolate dat's in e shape of a condom.
[boss go thailand buy de, is edible de..]
LOL
*blush*
felt so embarrass *eye rollin*
but gotta admit it's kinda..cute??
i have no idea.
my 1st time seein it ..
so ya..
gotta show it 2 my mom 2night!!
hehe~
one aunty at work even suggested dat i go use it.
i'm like..
WTH.
T.T
but at least they did treat mi as a adult bah..
kinda..

work hr kena cut again.
ah ma call it 吃白粉。。
coz liquid paper mah..
have liquid short,
dere liquid short.
bloody T.T
dad even tell mi dat i can find another job liao..
sianz..
should be happi lah,
coz short hr mah..
but cant bring myself up..
sianzation..

think my white tube can throw liao lor..
no doin wat it should have been doin T.T
but dun feel like throwin it away also,
got feelin dat it might come in useful someday..
but i rmb somebody commented dat my 6th sense like like not accurate de lor..
also 4get who liao..
but ya,
since i got 2 new 1 e other days,
think can juz 'let it go' le bah,
if i can find it in my messy closet.
it's looks like a war is ragin in dere.
so ya..
=X

adiós~

sometimez dere's thing inside mi dat u wouldnt noe of,
sometimes dere's thing i dun even noe myself until it came out on it's own.
i think dat's kinda scary in a way..

somethin could be wrong wif my stomach.
been havin stomachache in e mornin despite e fact dat wat i've eaten is e same as my family.
been like dat 4 around 3 days liao lor T.T
can onli say i lucky 2dae onli do washin onli lor..
if anythin else,
think i can juz leave 4 home straight away le bah..
after eatin e 保健丸 [or somethin like dat]
a little bit better.
but dere's still a naggin pain..
low level de bah >.<
hope tml ok bah..
加油了，不争气的肚子！

bro went 2 batam 4 some sku trip.
house a bit quiet lor..
normally went i get back home,
he would be usin e comp or watchin tv.
n he would ask:"要用电脑是吗？？我就知道。"
den he would help mi set up my comp while i go bathe.
n when e ad is on,
he would sit beside mi on e arm of e chair n juz look at e screen.
>.<
so nw my onli source of entertainment would be from 坏人了。。
juz hope she dun cry can liao XP
think he could be back on mon.
if i'm not wrong.
gonna get some surprise 4 him when he get back *wink*
lalala~

was hopin 2 get some verification from guys at e store.
so i ask andrew n x.emo.
turn out dat nth get solve for mi,
n it juz get messier T.T
nv knew dat guys could be so complicated T^T
n x.emo still dare 2 say he's beri simple de *eye rollin*
have tried testin e water,
n it doesn't seem 2 be receptive.
*exasperate* guys!

juz found out somethin interestin ytd,
those blog dat are private,
will not be displayed when usin search engine.
cool, isnt it??
XP
but i suppose it's somethin i should have known,
as it's label 'private'
stupid 巧巧。。
nv think of dat XP

ok,
location of concert is at SCH.
so ya,
ppl dun shy arh,
wanna go muz tell mi arh >.<

until e next time~

oh ya!!
ppl dere's a chinese orchestrate concert.
on 26th dec.
tix will be priced at $15 n $25.
if i'm not wrong.

it'll be performed by MCO - Marsiling Chinese Orchestrate.
dunno timin yet,
nor e venue.
or sis haven told mi yet,
or i haven ask yet.
LOL

any1 wanna go can juz msg mi or go taggie
k??
thankz~

nobody's after mi wif a chopper 2dae.
dunno whether i should be relieve by dat news or not..
not enough sleep + IN lab = heahache + frustruction
after sleepin durin lunch -> groggy, so will blur durin lab.
lucky i've no work tonight,
so ya..
can sleep after get back home.
e few days of sleepin late have finally caught up wif mi.
dun even noe y i meant 2 do it..
mayb i did..
but..
*sigh*

thou is happy dat she back from e chalet,
realli hate it when sis touches books dat's like mine
books she has no permission 2 touch
so naturally i gave her e 'eyes',
ever since den,
she's been in a foul mood.
can i say typically of her??

heartache when he says dat sentence out.
but still have 2 pretend nth happen.
sianz..
muz be karma.
wat goes around comes around..

mayb e next time
if dere's one..

still kickin n alive
aint it a disappointment??

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XP

终觉的虽然他年纪轻轻，
看得却比一样年龄的人还深。。
可能这就是为什么我会被他吸引吧。。
不是以喜欢一个人的被吸引，
而是因为跟他说话很轻松，
仿佛什么都无所不谈。

虽然人在台湾，
我偶尔还是会想他的。。
呵呵~ ^^

might have told a white lie e other day.
haiz..
didna realise wat's in my heart.
but mayb i'm wrong too..
think my heart is a little bit fickle >.<>.< ] got feelin dat dere'll be ppl comin after mi wif a chopper in their hand
*blood spurtin out from head*

sometimes it seem 2 mi dat 单恋 is sweeter den being tgt.
hmmm..
think use wrong word =X
mayb safe??
well..
once u take dat steps out,
ur relationship wif dat person will nv be e same again.
anyway,
tis is wat i believed in ^^

think i'm exposin myself here.
shall stop liao T.T

*sob*
sis goin chalet..
stay overnight some more T.T
gonna miss her lots ='(
hope she come back soon
*it juz feel empty w/o her*

until e next time~

i regreted not tryin it out.
even if somethin btw us will change,
at least i would have tis memory 2 hold on to.
tis 1st time dat i would chosen to give to u,
if not for e fact dat my fear held mi back.
fear of losin u as a fren..

so mani things i feel like sayin,
but i held back.
mayb dat's y..
*sigh*

state of emotional wellbeing??
on e verge of collapsin.

hope it passes soon.
juz ignore mi bah..
i guess

went to Tangs 2dae.
alone.
was rainin when i reach.
sianz *sigh*

but i did get a couple of 小可爱
hehe
so ya..
am happi over dat XP
but like lotta things haven done yet.
my part 4 idp,
n also callin my cher for IS.
haiz..
think have 2 go back either tml or fri,
coz mom like e white color de >.<

tml will be quite a taxin day,
hope can get thru it
jia you!!

until e next time~

all e trouble for a fridge magnet (e red color de)
turn out dat it's a opener also >.<
so guess i can return han his liao~
woohoo~
a bit high/drunk,
but still coherent (am i usin e correct word??)
so think,
my tolerance still ok.
hehe~

turns out dere's a Cheers near my pri sku dere.
BUT,
since it's been yrs dat i nv go back liao..
so ya.
how would i noe?? lalala~
2 look 4 tis magnet hor,
i walked from orchard to dobby ghout,
but dere's not even 1 Cheers around lah.
oh my gosh *smack head*
all 7-11 lah..
a bit wth T.T
but ytd heard from han his house dere got Cheers,
but *sigh*
dun have *sniff*
but 我有收获。。*evil laughter*
LOL

x.emo got back his phone le.
but seriously dunno wat he wanted.
callin mi name,
but we're like not excusive or anythin lah..
thou e whole store noe liao..
dunno wat he's thinkin..
haiz
even x.j. is like 'dead' liao lah..
think..
i should be happi abt it hor??
ya,
think i am =X

wanted 2 get it pierce 2dae.
but it's like nagen, who has done it b4,
is scare of doin it 4 mi.
well,
he blotches his 1st time.
n 'jeep is like late lah..
sianz~
mayb e next time.
siqiao and her crazy idea *shake head*

until e next time~
ps. breezer rox!
woohoo~ but i wan drink lime next time >.<

sometimez..
juz feel dat i'm isolated bah..
mayb it's juz mi doin it??
i'm also not sure liao..
feelin so alone even in a crowd >.<

1) The person who tagged me:
HanHan~

2) Your relationship with him/her is:
friend ^^

3) Your five impressions of him/her:
1. eng beri de good >.<
2. LOVE fishin XP
3. emo =X
4. fan of rock music (think so..)
5. a gd bf material =]

4) The most memorable thing that he/she had done for you:
prawin, see dog, actually..think got lotta things. haha~

5) The most memorable thing that he/she had said to you:
lalala~ no idea T.T

6) If he/she becomes your lover, you will:
will be kinda weird, i think.. juz a feelin i guess..

7) If he/she becomes your lover, thing he/she has to improve on will be:
ermm..LOL

8) If he/she becomes your enemy, you will:
feel sad??

9) If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be:
i hurt him somehow?? dunno leh..

10) The most desired thing you want to do for him/her now is:
not be so lonely?? dunno leh.. mayb good result also. XD

11) Your overall impression of him/her is:
1 of e best guy ever in my life ^^

12) How you think people around you will feel about you?
boring? i think i'm pretty borin myself XP

13) The characteristics you love of yourself are:
i can self entertain myself when i'm alone. hehe~

14) On the contrary, the characteristics you hate of yourself are:
thinkin too much of things dat's not happen yet, or not gonna ever happen..

15) The most ideal person you want to be is:
some1 who's has more sense of responsibility bah..

16) For people who care for and like you, say something to them:
love ya lots!!

17) Pass this quiz to 10 persons that you wish to know how they feel about you?
need 2 put back han's name?? *blur*
[think will be a bit limited T.T]
oh ya, dere's no rankin hor..

1. cheryl
2. sheryl
3. sam
4. dez
5. jas
6. qi
7.marco
8. izzat
9. lao da!!
10.steph (i dunno where her blog is liao..)

18) Who is no.6 having relationship with?
juz broke up recently

19) Is no. 9 a male or female?
male~

20) If no.7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?
no, dun think so..

22) What is no.2 studying about?
same as me

23) When is the last time you had a chat with no.3?
think..reachin mths le bah..

24) What kind of music band does no.8 like?
LP~ woohoo~

26) Will you woo no.3?
nope, 我不吃回头草 =X

27) How about no.7?
Oo he got gf liao..

28) Is no.4 single?
dun think so..

29) What is the surname of no.5?
tan

30) What's the hobby for no.4?
she can draw very well and is able to play e piano. she rox!

31) Does no.5 and 9 get along well?
dun think they noe each other..

32) Where is no.2 studying at?
NP

33) Say something casual about no.1:
she kinda looks like a doll.

34) Have you tried developing feelings for no.8?
ya, but i noe dat it's impossible..

35) Where does no.9 live at?
sembawang

36) What colour does no.3 like?
no idea, but he looks good in black (wif his white complexion)

37) Are no.5 and 1 best friends?
they don't know each other.

38) Does no. 1 have any pets?
no.

39) Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world?
no comment =X

40) What is no. 10 doing now?
could be in e library or sleepin at home nw.. =P

until e next time~

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i noe, i noe..
busy can?? [could be an excuse kinda thing XP]
but seriously lah..
workin, den sku start..
jiu..
a bit lazy liao lor..
XP
gomen~

almost shorten my life in halve when i watch REC. last fri.
n on Halloween somemore.
muz be crazy le.
think it's not bad bah..
they did try 2 xplain wat happen.
but wat i dun get iz dat who is goin 2 watch dat clip if everybody die in e buildin??
i mean like..
shootin em doesnt make em 'dead' nor is hammerin em.
so dat onli left fire le right??
but heat confirm spoilt e camera de mah..
kinda like..
a dilemma..

scare of sleepin alone dat night.
so ask sis 2 accompany me >.<>.<
i, siqiao, hereby swear dat i'm not gonna watch a horror movie again.ever.

oh oh..
wait arh..



ta.dang~
cute right??
but i think e blade of e scythe a bit 2 short T.T

cant believe i misses "Smilers"
i onli realised dat until i read dez blog.
cant believe how i'm not payin attention 2 time.
damn.
T.T
nvm.
as long as i dun miss 'twilight' can liao.
wahaha~

until e next time~

it's been long since i watch a movie alone.
cant say i miss it or wateva..
was hopin dere'll be some hunk sittin next 2 mi..
but..
haiz..
is some uncle T.T
which i dun understand at all.
he seems surprise dat i was sittin dere..
lol
haiz..
dere goes my hunk dream.
damn T.T
kurosagi was full of W.Shakespeare
juz Othello n Julius Ceaesar
talkin abt betrayal n gettin vengence.
XP





recommand listen 2 Scott 1st b4 listen 2 Ayaka de.

"Et tu,Brute?"

been a long time since i blog XP
a bit lazy lah..
can??
haha~

watch hana yori le!!!
feel like watchin it again >.<
haha~
it juz makes mi think of lotta future qns which i doubt i can ans nw.
e movie is like sweet lah XP
is like go amk 2 watch mah,
den got poster say dat if buy 4 tixs will get a notebook free,
in e end got 1 xtra tix.. T.T
bth wif myself *eye rollin*
next up -> The Black Swindler aka Kurosagi.
woohoo~
a bit excited sia >.<
is wait a bit long liao lah..
but at least sg got bring it in XP
lalala~
tis thurs,18th sep.
either goin wif dez,
or alone.
both probability is half half lor..
see how 1st..
yamapi!!!
haha~
qiao's goin crazy *eye rollin*

been workin lately.
have my name mah,
so juz work lor..
but boss been cuttin labor,
coz dere's like no customer
a bit sianz..
but no money,
so wat 2 do??
haiz..
think i'll juz stick 2 tis job bah..
lazy 2 find another 1.
lol

read 'Breaking Dawn' le!!!
it's like touchin >.<
n some part is kinda scary.
Stephnie Mayer realli wrote a good saga XP
but hope dat she will continue writin 'Midnight Sun'
thou think i can understand how she feel, a bit..
juz violated in a sense bah..
n mayb some betrayal??
but i wouldnt say i noe how she feel.
urgh!
juz feel like killin dat person who anyhow post it on e web >.<
damn..
still,
cant wait 2 catch e movie 'Twilight' sia~
confirm goin wif steph n sis liao..
wahhaha~

nagen go n get a tongue piercin.
seein e way he eat is like..
puttin mi off e idea.
lol
pain is somethin i can tolerate,
but eatin wif difficulty is somethin i wouldnt look 4ward 2 T.T
still,
a gal can still think n plan abt it.
haha~

think..
until e next time~
woohoo~
ps. all my subj pass. haha~ so mood kinda good 2dae XP

sick.

bloody flu T.T
nw my whole body achin,
my throat felt as if sand is pour down it,
n my mind feels like it's gonna blow apart T.T
thou everythin felt..
tuned down?? [or somethin like dat]
after 3 panadol..
but feel beri sleepy nw T.T
crazy ppl,
sick liao still go work
2 spread germs around >.<
woohoo~
wateva *shrug*

goin 2 watch hana final wif dez n sis on thurs.
woohoo~ *dancing in seat XP*
finally~ >.<
cant wait sia XP
thou haven decide timin yet T.T
but will do dat on thurs mornin.
coz dez say every thurs change timin de..
a bit..
wat e hell lah.. T.T
still,
excited sia >.<
hahaha~

sick ppl need their rest le..
nitez~

有一种爱叫做放手-阿木

*如果两个人的天堂
象是温馨的墙
囚禁你的梦想
幸福是否象是一扇铁窗
候鸟失去了南方
如果你对天空向往
渴望一双翅膀
放手让你飞翔
你的羽翼不该伴随玫瑰
听从凋谢的时光
浪漫如果变成了牵绊
我愿为你选择回到孤单
缠绵如果变成了锁链
抛开诺言
有一种爱叫做放手
为爱放弃天长地久
我们相守若让你付出所有
让真爱带我走
为爱结束天长地久
我的离去若让你拥有所有
让真爱带我走说分手*

为了你失去你
狠心扮演伤害你
为了你离开你
永远不分的离去 *repeat

tis song is beri de sad.
watch e mv n u'll noe y le..
almost cried while watchin it >.<

ps.hope e lyrics is correct XP

sweet ache in my heart when i saw my cousin wif her babe last night.
lotta qns when thru my head.
qns which i doubt i have e ans 2 anyway.
4 nw,
i think..
have 2 leave em unanswered 4 nw.
dat someday will come soon,
thou not dat soon 4 mi bah..
haha~

think..
i'm gonna grow fat at e rate my aunt iz feedin mi.
>.<
she's like afraid i'll get hungry,
n keep askin whether i'm full or not,
those kinda things lor..
still,
lotta thankz 2 her 4 housin mi ^^
sankyu~

it's kinda like a bit of a holiday 4 mi here.
it's been long since i felt dat way bah.
it juz kinda seem hectic in sg,
where i'm like either workin of sku-ling.
unlike here.. =X
diff.
big diff XP
haha~

until e next time~

ps.think i've 2 broke my promise of those pic dat i say i'll take.
i dun even bring my hp when goin shoppin,so how am i gonna take any pic?? =P

lisTenin - Baby对不起*Coco Lee*

it's..
done n over wif.
juz dat..
sorri dat i've hurt him.
thou i'm not sorri dat i'm out of it.
not dat he has done anythin bad or wat..
juz dat he's 2 good 4 mi.
better den i deserved..
our path may have crossed,
but i think..
tis is not wat fate have 4 e both of us..
but who am i 2 pressumed dat??
right??
XP

i cant see him in my future
mayb dat's 1 of e various reason.
but since it's done,
i shouldnt dwell over it anymore XP
sometimes i think i'm realli a selfish bitch.
haiz..

will be postin lotta photo if possible next week.
if i did take any
LOL XD
miss mine choco sia~ >.<
*chuckle*

until e next time~
our path might cross again,
on dat i would nv know,
nor guess.
But i knew dat tis would be a part of my memory until i depart from tis earth.

<-- got tis at 7-11 2dae.
is like e aunty gave mi a shock look when i went 2 e counter n
pay.
nv see a gal buyin tis in e mornin izzit??
i wanna buy my prob lah T.T
even ask mi 4 my IC.
LOL.
but ok lah, can understand XP
[new flavor, so muz try. hehe~]
thou han says iz fake alcholic drink T.T
haha~
a bit true also =X
try b4 de hor,
1 can cant knock mi out lah..
wait!!
i dunno my limit yet XP
haha~
so have 2 take his word 4 him =P

finally do fin all e paper durin grp study le~
woohoo~
[thou still got a lot dun understand. wahhaha~]
they're like playin fren's de wii after fin e paper lah..
even stay 2 watch football btw netherland n jpn.
like our house like dat T.T
haha~
a bit paiseh XP
lalala~

got a runny nose e whole day 2dae.
bth sia >.<
is a big distraction lah..
stupid nose T.T
of all time *argh*
think could be coz = bath 2 late + not enough sleep
high chance bah..
mayb??
XP
hope tml ok lor..
if not... T.T
i also dunno wat i'll do..
hahaha~ =P

have 2 go study in3 le.
sianz..
some1 juz run a sword thru mi bah

goin killcrazy

cake!!

haha,
i know lah..
not clear at all XP
say liao lor,
i sux at takin photo >.<
but tis cake is special,
coz somebody 'risk his life' to get it 4 mi =X
sweet sia =X
haha~
a bit..
感动了。。
he's e best!!!
anyway,
arigatou gozaimasu!! *90 degree bow*
=P
think 2night high until a bit canna sleep liao T.T
haha~

2day went k-del wif frenz.
until..
pening sia >.<
head almost xplode =P
think..
should be ok,
juz need 2 chiong a bit more bah..
ganbatte, minnasan!!!
juz 1 more freakin weekz den can relax liao~
woohoo~
*eyes already lookin at e future where xam's already fin*
wahhaha~

have 2 say thankz to xiaoemox 4 sendin mi homee other day ^^.
think..
he kinda free also..
*shrug*
mayb??
how i noe wat thinkin him??
guys' are complicated.. T.T
haha~

''mayb i choose not 2 let him in,
mayb i choose 2 push him outside of my boundary.
who knows??
*shrug* ''

e most pleasant surprise i ever get in any mornin..
haha XP
sweet sia~
juz find it in my bag when i was arrangin it tis mornin >.<

not gonna say wat e paper write *wahahaha~*
dude, thank lotz ^^

dunno wat he's tryin 2 do.
if u wanna play,
juz bring it on lah..
i'll play along wif u de.
*peeve..*
or mayb i should be askin myself tis qns - 'wat am i doin??'
*dry laughter..*
haiz..

feelin beri sleepy nw..
hope ben did go n claify matters..
if not e mood would be a bit..
awkward..

think..
till e next time bah..

'takin e backseat n hope everythin juz fail in2 place,
in2 e place dat i wan it...'

ytd was e 喜酒 of Arron n Crystal.
thou i wasnt dere,
i'm here 2 wish em happiness.
and ever after.

and also 2 ly,
thou i think dat it's kinda 2 early 4 dat 2 be happenin 2 u.
since it has happened,
wishin u happiness here ^^

这个月你辛苦了。。
很不好意思，
不过也要谢谢你 ^^

lisTenin - Shayne Ward

alone at home,
only wif e music accompanyin mi
home..
juz feel empty.. T.T
also a bit scared..
ya..
i noe..
scared 4 wat??
>.< canna help my feelin canna arh???? XP
nw have 2 worried abt how 2 get up tml mornin liao..
sianz..
i also wanna go in =X

Shayne Ward is such a hottie!!!
haha~
XP
saw 1 of his mv - If that's ok with you - where he was dancin
whoa~ XP
dere's also - Breathless
is like damn sweet >.<

got lotta qns..
dunno who 2 ask,
n dunno whether e person i ask got e ans or not..
haha~
think..
juz wait bah XP

dunno wat ben thinkin of lately..
it's juz gettin weird,
n think dat somehow,
i feel like i was being used.
juz a feelin,
i guess..
hope he knew wat he was doin..

until e next time bah..

Your view on yourself:

Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:

Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

some part of it quite true XP

try it urself -> Get to know urself better

been talkin 2 'win lately.
he's..
a mature guy 4 his age.
interestin..
he's also beri observant.
he notice minute things dat i didna even noe abt myself.
but..
wat he says n notice is beri true..
lalala~
still..
i juz take e role of e audience.
sit back n relax,
n see how everythin goes bah..

“你这样子是会撞车的。。”

lisTenin - Stranger *Secondhand Serenade*

got a new mp3 2dea.
by Zen -> ZEN Mozaic
is not bad.
thou haven use it yet.
coz need 8 hr of chargin,
so gonna do everythin by tml bah T.T
haiz..
i wan onli a 2GB,
but wat in e world lah..
no have T.T
sianz..
is can get this one de..
but since my purpose is juz 2 listen 2 songs..
might as well get a bigger size de bah..
lol

went 'shoppin' after gettin it
is like..
in a way,
mom have been naggin at mi 2 get new shirt and wateva lor..
so...
since have e money,
y not??
but ya..
haiz..
can literally see e money flappin away..

got wat i wanted in a way
-black skinny
-long sleeve
-black-white checked belt
but realli kena say by mom lah..
'so young a person,
wear black color..
y canna get some red or somethin like dat..'
a bit expected le bah >.<
haha...
i swear e next time i get a new shirt, i would be some color other den black.
tis is valid 4 e next time, e time after e next is diff XP

lotta thing 2 get sia..
think..
siqiao's gettin more and more materialistic.
haiz..
siqiao wanna get contact T.T
mayb e next time..

xam gettin nearer n nearer,
mind gettin more n more stressed up,
body feels like it gonna collaspe anytime soon.
sianz..
addicted 2 music,
2 e diff beat,
e diff lyrics.
think..
e mp3's gonna be an indispensable tool durin tis period..

until e next time *yawn*

Secondhand Serenade - Fall For You lyrics

The best thing about tonight's that we're not fighting
Could it be that we have been this way before
I know you don't think that I ain't trying
I know you're wearing thin down to the core

But hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find

This is not what I intended
I always swore to you I'd never fall apart
You always thought that I was stronger
I may have failed
But I have loved you from the start
Ohhhh

But hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
It's impossible

So breathe in so deep
Breathe me in
I'm yours to keep
And hold onto your words
'Cause talk is cheap
And remember me tonight
When you're asleep

Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find

Tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find



Song lyrics | Fall For You lyrics

current love >.<

sometimes..
have u think abt fate??
i have..
recently..
lotta timez..

from all those novels i've read,
dere are kinda like 2 kinds of fate??
- one dat is already written in e book, n will happen no matter wat choice u make
- e other is one dat changes accordin to wat u say n wat u've done.
- n another is where fate are 3 bitches that decide wat ur path would be like
but it's in books.
so which 1 is one dat's happenin in real life??
all 3??
*stumps*

if sam n i didna go n ask 4 a job at mac,
would i still gonna work dere??
someday??
or i would be somewhere else??
if dat day,
it's not crystal who interview us,
would we be able 2 get e job??
if i didna choose np,
would i still be meetin these ppl??
mayb not..
it's kinda hard 2 say..
wat abt result??
if u did study hard,
it's gonna be like 'whoa~'.
but if u didna,
it sure gonna suck..
but wat abt those who dun even need 2 study n get passin/high result??

izzit wat my choice dat's leadin mi here?
or izzit all written in e book eons ago??
dat everythin's prestined??

it's juz goin round n round..
like a dog chasin it's own tail.
haha~

dun think e qns gonna be solve no matter how much times i'll be spendin on it..
guess..
dat's e mysteries of e world bah..

note: tis is not wat's been on my mind.
it's juz some random stuff i've been wanted 2 blog abt..

wat i've been addicted to e last few days -> Pyramid Solitaire

lisTenin : Last Train Home *Lostprophets*

think..
dere could be somethin wrong wif my head.
dunno how 2 say it out..
knew dat if i do,
it would make everythin..
scarier..

but..
juz knew dat i'm blurin e line btw wat i noe is right n wrong,
n wat's e limit i can do n shouldnt do..
hope..
dat i got my meanin right..
haiz..

been tryin not 2 think all those thoughts
while workin,
b4 sleepin,
n while listenin 2 songs..
it's juz makin mi startin 2 doubt myself,
whether i'm sane,
or juz goin crazy..
it juz make mi think of things dat i have no power to change,
n things i'm regrettin..
wif all those thoughts inside mi,
i dun even noe who i am anymore..

sianz..

lisTenin - Stop n Stare *One Republic*










taken on bro's bday - 20th july [duh *eye-rollin*]
haha~ but e cake damn nice XP
think when next time buy cake can go 4-leaves liao
^^
but is like..
think i took wrongly liao >.<



sis n bro takin tgt.
thot his face is block..
lol..
i juz suck at takin photo.
wat can i say??
i've got totally nil experience at takin photo
XP



some random pic dat Sheryl took durin DEL lecture.
but since it's hanhan,
juz post XP
wahahha~

woohoo~
singfest is comin right up
=D

Sat
Travis
Lost Prophets
New Found Glory
Simple Plan
Crowned King
Dearest
Melenie Subono

Sun
Alicia Keys
Panic at the Disco
Jason Mraz
One Republic
Stacie Orrico
Jamie Scott
Rick Astley
The Pussycat Dolls *NEW!

take note of the bold and highlighted!!!
whoa~ >.<
excited.
but have a look at the ticketin price -> Sistic
still..
expected de..
haiz.. *head shakin*

got math quiz 2dea.
think could be e lucky charm [2 mamee-vehicle-like-thing] dat help??
haha~
have no bloody idea.
but think..
damn
left it in store.
juz knew it T.T
guess..
dat's fate bah..
sometimes help comes in unexpected way. XP

dunno y i'm workin so hard these few days..
2 earn enough 4 wat i wan??
of coz..
2 escape??
mayb..
siqiao dun even noe wat she herself is thinkin also..
mayb she noes,
but she is in self-denial.
*dry laughter*
even if siqiao knew.
she's not gonna say anythin..
dat's like sOOooo her >.<

until e next time~