fuckin asshole.
do U actually need mi 2 clean up e mess dat u freakin leave behind??
so dat is supposed 2 be included in my bloody job scope??
wat abt addin in cleanin up e tray while i was at it??
wat abt mi takin over e manager's job while i was behind washin all those bloody stuffs,
gettin my hand all wrinkled n dry??
bloody hell!!
so how old are u nw??
do u still need 2 be spoon feed by ur mom??
u need somebody 2 wipe ur butt after u shit??
personally dun think it'll make any diff whether u're workin or not,
2 say e truth.
juz b'coz nobody says anythin,
doesnt mean we dun noticed.
how u would chat away despite havin some others duty 2 do in e lobby,
as in sweepin n mopin.
not chattin away.
e conpany dun pay u 2 freakin chat,
4 goodness sake..
somethin i wonder whether dere's any power in my job title - 'leader'
ha!
ya, right *sneer*
worthless piece of shit *argh*
so gonna be ignorin him
which is wat i do everytime.
he's so NOT worth my time
*argh*

not gonna let him ruin e fun i'm gonna have later on wif e clique

turns out sis n i are both workin on fri.
e plan of us goin out tgt juz flew out e windows..
sianz..
guess i gotta go either
1.by myself
2.wif dear ♥
不过让他等会觉的不好意思。。
hehe~ *scratch head*
see how 1st bah >.<
lalala~

woohoo~
mr. kumar got a hoodie from e brand "Style"
which i heard from may is branded de.
by Luo Zhi Xiang.
if i'm not wrong.
cant seem 2 find any info on9
(mayb i'm not lookin at e right place,
or hard enough..)
brand is brand,
but e material feel..
juz not as nice as mine,
or dear de hoodie.
hmmm...
♪ it's oh so temptin 2 get a new hoodie,
oh so temptin~ ♪
haha ^^

lisTenin - The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus - The Acoustic song

*relieve*
lab tests down le.
nw onli left all those theory tests.
which is like..
around 2-3 weeks away.
after some calculation.
sianz *eye rollin*

went 2 chinese garden wif dear 2dae ^^
it was more of a spur of e moment
haha~
1st time dere,
despite mi livin in sg 4 almost 19 yrs le =X
was feedin e fishes >.<
it's damn interestin sia~
seeing all those diff kinda fishes XP
hehe~

been losin interest in drama n anime.
juz cant seem 2 get my attention.
althou dere's a lot 4 mi 2 watch..
but still..
juz seem 2 lose it *sigh*
but at least i still have my books.
feel like pickin up e pencil again.
juz seem..
busy??
haha~
mayb another day bah..
saw a few pic of Sai dat's makin my hand itches XP
another day bah..

Courage is not the lack of fear. It is acting in  
spite of it.                                      
- Mark Twain

i noe,
it's been long >.<
cant help it also.
been busy.
haiz~

saw tis,
so i wanted 2 share -

Creation of woman from the rib of Man: She was not made from his head to top him; nor out of his feet to be trampled upon by him; but out of his side to be equal with him, under his arm to be protected, and near his heart to be loved.

i saw like "awww~" when i saw it
could be juz mi,
mayb?? *shrug*
lalala~

we're suppose 2 draw lots for e
speakin test 4 jpn lesson 2dea.
n guess who i pick out of 19 ppl in e class??
no prize for guessin correctly XP
it's dear dear~~
>.< *shriek*
hehe~
it's like..
whoa~
cant believe it happen
haha~
can call it coincidence,
but i dunno??
it's not e 1st time where somethin like tis happen le bah..
as in e coincidence thingie..
hmmm...
lalala~
sometimez,
i believes dat dere's no such thing as coincidence,
dat things happen 4 a reason.
but wat reason could dere be??
is it juz extremely lucky??
or dere's some plan at work??
hmmm...
=P
i shouldnt be thinkin 2 much abt tis nw,
got lab test tml mornin =X
haha~
but since it's happen,
juz take it as it is bah. =)
but still can help smilin when thinkin back upon it XP

oh ya!!
happi new yr,
minasan~
haha~
it's like damn fast de lah.
n soon,
feb's comin soon.
fast de lor..
e end 2 e sems is almost comin soon.
dunno whether i'll be missin it or not.
lalala~

lotta things 2 get,
another 4 books 4 uncle.
which i have 2 go order.
n thingies.
hope is can find can liao..
coz i have no idea where 2 start.
o.O
juz hope thing will go smoothly XP

lab test tml n i'm still here???!! *STARE*
okok,
go do those dunno wateva stuff dat could make mi pass =X
jya,
nitez~~
thot e night is juz startin 4 mi.
wahhaha~

lalala~
dear~
thank you ^^
it juz got a permanant place on my bed XP
hehe~

juz tidy up my closet.
it's like..
whoa~
finally =X
how long has it been tis neat??
haha~
but after lookin at it,
my mom onli gives mi 1-2 weeks,
b4 i mess it up again.
lol
will try 2 prove myself 2 her.
lalala~

tml is e cny eve liao O.O
cant believe so fast lor..
it seems like it's onli ytd when we're celebratin new year onli..
den soon after tis,
have 2 rush a bit 4 xam liao..
seemz like nth goin in2 my head.
hope dat's not e case >.<

receive e news last week dat r'jeep kena accident.
kinda serious de lor..
cant believe suhaimi post up his pic de..
dat's wat i heard.
mayb it's some1 else?? *shrug*
who noes??
but hope he get well soon >.<
go r'jeep go!!

got a plan,
but think..
will nv be able 2 carry it out.
thou it's kinda temptin =X
shelvin it in some corner,
lettin it collects dust.
hopefully =)

The free iPersonic Personality Test

she's back.
it's totally unexpected.
in a way,
who in their right mind would come back??
*sigh*
dunno whether can say i'm happi or those kinda thing..
juz dat seeing her,
makes mi associate her wif those memories dat i thot i have forgotten.
try not 2 dwell on those anymore bah..
it's all in e past..
sometimes,
dere're some things dat's better left buried..

doesnt seemz 2 have enough time 4 myself lately,
not dat i'm complainin =X
but mind's been occupied wif sku stuff nowadays.
wat's up wif all those lab test n all those final test??!!
*argh*
i'm like lookin forward 2 e day when xam's gonna be over
wahahah~
lookin forward 2 some slackin time~
woohoo~
but i'm also slackin right nw,
so wat's e diff??
e diff is dat this kinda slackin has those feelin of doom over it =X

went to watch 赤壁 wif dear on fri.
quite interestin de bah ^^
quite coincidently,
saw terry n his gf.
can onli say sg is small lor..
den went lookin 4 cny clothes
xin ku ni le >.<
juz left 1 thing on my list
-a top
hopefully somethin dat's off e shoulder
lalala~
or anythin dat catches my fancy bah..
*beam*
see how 1st XP

sometimez..
juz feel so used..
sianz..

i got a checked skirt!!
woohoo~
nw onli left either a top or a dress for e new yr.
hehe~
see whether got 看上 any when i'm goin out bah..
is got see a few,
but after wearin it..
e feelin is bu dui de lor..
like nice is nice,
but not..
美 kinda thing..
XP
feel like goin on a shoppin spree,
but as usual,
budget is always a prob.
plus,
dun think i get enough space in my closet liao.
think it's hintin at mi 2 clean some unwanted stuff out le..
haha~

sis got back her result 2dae!!
n she has done better den mi *STUN*
haha~
ok lah,
is 因该的。。
一定会超越的吧 ^^
omedetou!!
haha~

lao da sick liao..
like he n e fries bo 缘的。。
when i did buy 4 him,
he sick.
when i didna buy,
he jiu ok..
lol
get well soon!!

gonna go do my stuffz le..
if not,
it'll seem nv endin >.<

马进去小姨那边了。。
因该是今天晚上回吧。。
因为明天弟弟有读书，
不过也有可能是傍晚。。
这些也只是我的猜测而已。
我也要进去！！
进去也只不过是为了修头发，
有可能的话也可以买鞋。
wahahha~
听说里面开了一件新的百货空司，
好像进去走喔 >.<

本来放工后要去给“offering”的，
不过忘记了。。
可能明天才去，
不然每次都说没买东西。。
看这么样先吧 XP

现在再想晚餐该怎么样。。
事出去吃，
还是看他们几点回来。。
*叹气*
左右为难啊。。
看先吧 >.<

watch ponyo ytd.
cute is cute..
but e story line was rather...
mediocre..
didna reached my expectation at all T.T
mayb i was hopin too much from it??
could be bah..

new song from Utada!!
woohoo~
but it sound oddly familiar.. *shrug*
listen over here -> Come back to me - Utada
or

Come Back To Me - Utada

Lyrics
CREDITS: Lal of UtadaNet.com (den i get from mack36)

The rain falls on my windows
And a coldness runs through my soul
And the rain falls
Oh the rain falls
I dont want to be alone

I wish that I could photoshop all our bad memories
Cause the flashbacks
Oh the flashbacks
Wont leave me alone

If you come back to me
Ill be all that you need
Baby come back to me
Let me make up for what happened in the past

Baby come back to me
Ill be everything you need
Baby come back to me
Boy youre (one in a million)
Baby come back to me
Ill be everything you need
Baby come back to me
Youre one in a million

Lower East Side of Manhattan
She goes shopping for new clothes
And she buys this
And she buys that
Just leave her alone

I wish that he would listen to her
Side of the story
It isnt that bad
It isnt that bad
And shes wiser for it now

I admit I cheated
Dont know why I did it
But I do regret it
Nothing I can do or say can change the past

Baby come back to me
Ill be everything you need
Baby come back to me
Boy youre (one in a million)
Baby come back to me
Ill be everything you need
Baby come back to me
Youre one in a million

Everything I ever did
Heaven knows Im sorry babe
I was too dumb to see
You were always there for me
And my curiosity
Got the better of me
Baby take it easy on me

Anything from A to Z
Call me what you wanna babe
I open my heart to thee
You are my priority
Cant you see youve punished me
More than enough already
Baby take it easy on me

Baby... take it easy on me
Baby come back to me
Baby come back to me

Baby come back to me
Ill be everything you need
Baby come back to me
Boy youre (one in a million)
Baby come back to me
Ill be everything you need
Baby come back to me
Youre one in a million

Baby come back to me
Ill be everything you need
Baby come back to me
Boy youre (one in a million)
Baby come back to me
Ill be everything you need
Baby come back to me
Youre one in a million

went 2 taka ytd.
dere'll be a "Juicy Couture" shop comin soon *eyes wide open*
dunno whether will be a good thing for mi or not..
haha~
kinda like their bag sia >.<
lalala~

got back e result 2dae.
hehe~
all pass~
lalala~~
happi =D
but it also shows dat sometimes wateva effort u put in will pay off de =X

e fishes decided dat they needed a time 2 get back their equilibrium,
a time 2 recharge.
n it turns out tis evenin is dat day.
XP
anythin juz msg or wateva bah..
hopefully i'll reply =X

congrates on ur result!!
*kiss*

been meanin 2 put tis up..
sorri..
go visit -> The Lion Story
personally,
i think they're good =D
rmb arh..
MUZ GO!! XP

juz know of tis sad news
- u cant walk across e causeway anymore..
totally suck..
dunno wat e ppl dere thinkin of..
like..
totally mess up *shake head*

another time bah..
eyes a bit tired liao...

terry got 4 mi in HK.
it's Jack!!!
woohoo~

close up..

dere's somethin inside,
which i can assemble ^^
lalala~
thank you!!

feel 不舍 for dear bah..
*sigh*
wat's over is over,
juz hope ppl will 自动一点。。

lotta movie 2 see tis yr.
let mi see..
-Ponyo On The Cliff By The Sea - 1st Jan
(haven watch yet *hint* XP)
-Red Cliff Part 2 - 9th Jan
(thankz 2 dear..)
-The Curious Case Of Benjamin Button - 5th Feb
(juz sound interestin ^^)
-Underworld: Rise Of The Lycans - 5th Feb
(werewolf n vamp, wat else can i say??
but chance of mi catchin it is low..)
-Valkyrie - 12th Feb
(saw e trailer,
seemz interestin..)
-The Tale Of Despereaux - 12th March
(soooo cute >.<)
-Coraline - 9th April
(adopted from Neil Gaiman's novel,
wat more can i say XP)
- X-men Origins: Wolverine - 30th April
(OMG!! MUZ WATCH!!)
-Night At The Museum 2: Escape From The Smithsonian - 21st May
(think quite funny de,
mayb bring bro =P)
-Final Destination 4 - 27th Aug
(saw e 3rd 1,
n since tis e last 1,
juz fin it bah..)
- 9 - 9th Sept (US)
(one of it's producer is Tim Burton *wink*)

definitely will have more 2 add 2 e lists,
but timin is kinda a prob bah..
since sku start le,
n i have no idea which batch of e workin thing i'll be goin 2 also..
sianz..

2nd day of sku le.
juz occured 2 mi dat tis sem gonna be a little..
rushed..
lab test comin up,
xam seemz 2 be juz a few weeks away.
things juz seems 2 move at e speed of a train.
events also comin up fast.
cny,
den jiu v-day liao..
(some1 mentioned it 2 mi..)
hope things/events will juz go smoothly bah..
no matter wateva they are ^^

found~

hehe~
find e thing liao
lalala~
>.<
will make sure i keep it well tis time ^^
swear it on my heart =X

lost..

it's e 2nd time within a mth when i lost somethin precious 2 mi.
again.
*long sigh*
it was dere e other day,
i rmb.
but since mom tidies everythin up (i'm thankful 4 dat tidyin part..)
it's gone..
she cant find it,
she doesnt even noe which cabinet she puts it in2.
juz tis mornin,
i've 2 spend half an hr lookin 4 my notes,
which causes mi 2 be late.
n put mi in a bad mood.
i noe she meant well,
by stuffin our stuffz which we put around e house n room in2 e cabinet,
it's makin e house looks neater n tidier..
but hate it when i cant find wat i wan.
mayb is my fault 4 not puttin it back after i take it out bah..
*sigh*
sometimez,
when somethin is lost,
it cant be replace again.
not even gettin a replicate can replace e memories it contained..
hope it'll appear soon..

honored seh >.<

went readin below e flat (juz sum flat near my area bah) ytd night.
was originally plannin 2 read it in e library.
dun feel like readin it at home,
also dunno y XP
actually got plan 2 go out 2 e area outside e library 2 read,
durin e evenin or afternoon,
where e sun is still up,
n wif e breeze goin thru =P
but i proscratinate,
so can onli say serve mi right..
lalala~
okok,
back 2 story =X
was eatin o' chang ki (curry puff),
i think it senses food n got curious,
of coz it offered it to her (she doesnt have e size of a tomcat)
but it's not 2 her likin,
coz she jumps down n walk away..
can understand y bah..
i've nv heard of a cat eatin curry b4 lor..
mayb is have lah..
juz dat i dunno onli.. *shrug*
ignore her..
since my main purpose is 2 read e book mah
but wat surprises mi e most is dat a few mins later,
it jumps up,
n walks 2wards mi on2 my lap O.O
okok,
my bag is on my lap,
but technically,
can says she's on e lap bah XP
lalala~
my phone cam is like cmi de,
but enjoy wateva i've tried 2 take bah.
hehe~

it's movin around, but i think u can see e eyes =D

woohoo~
can see her outline clearly.
e pose is totally like a queen de lah >.<

mi strokin her~

felt honored.
extremely honored.
it's rare 4 a stray 2 juz lay down at ur lap.
unless she noes u veri well..
imagine e trust..
i was actually waitin 4 it 2 go anytime >.<

but turns out i'm e 1 who have 2 let her down,
n go home *sniff*
but..
tis will be 1 memory dat i'll keep always -
e cat who kept mi company while i was alone =)

but she got nip mi lor T.T
think i was disturbin her while she's cleanin herself bah =P
warnin mi bah..
haha~

lisTenin - Yuki Kajiura

10_fake wings - Yuki Kajiura

http://somoe.org/typing/
it's damn fun,
2 mi XP
y not try it out if u have e time??
it's some kinda typin game,
exceptt u're typin out e lyrics instead.
yes,
i noe.
i sux (juz look at 2 result)
have fun!!

drunk. woohoo~

happi new yr 2 all!!
woohoo~
i noe it's like..
kinda late XP
drink a bit last night,
not as much as dear,
but think coz my tolerance lvl not dat high,
i'm wasted even b4 it's 12.
lol
it's fun while it lasted =X
but realli,
dun think i'll do it again.
coz it's not fun 4 those around e person dat's wasted (namely mi =X)
can ask dear n sis.
especially 'em XP
lalala~
but i was still semi-conscious,
i can rmb wat i did hor..
as coz of it,
i have 2 apologizes n thankz a lot,
a lot,
a lot (mayb not tis much. haha~ i'm exaggeratin XP)
of ppl ^^
thankz 4 bring dere when i'm like..
zombie??
death 2 e world 4 all i care (wateva i meant by dat..)
n sorri 4 being a nuisance >.<
i pratically ordered andrew 2 drive mi home XP
thankz goodness he drove 2 work ytd =P
sorri 4 disturbin e ppl who are workin their ass off 2 get home early >.<
sorri 4 causin a guy 2 go home shirtless =X
but at least i didna say anythin offendin *relieve*
at least dere're no ppl i dislike when i'm like tis (should i be happi at tis?? lol)
am lucky dat i have no hangover,
coz workin 2dae in e mornin.
feelin a lot better tis mornin,
thou beside feelin a little bit sick,
sleepy n giddiness,
i'm fine.
i think XP

i lost e rabbit *sob sob*
also dunno where it go too >.<
e phone juz seem..
lonely w/o it.. *sniff sniff*
is e 1st time dat i lost a 手机挂饰。。
nearly lost it e other day also,
it juz seem keen 2 run away >.<
i dun abuse it,
i didna mistreat it,
so y muz it treat mi so???
*sigh*
hope it'll come back 1 day,
wif all it's imperfection intact..

while i was tryin 2 sleep last night wif a stomach full of weird lq concoction,
i'm like thinkin of minesweeper.
weird huh??
but realli hate it when my recurrin nightmare came back >.<
it's more of a feelin den i have when i sleep instead of a 'dream' kinda thing bah..
got e feelin i'll sleep like a stone 2night XP