haha~!
dear juz send this - How Twilight Works, just now.
i know some people are against the books and everything from it, but I'm telling you - it's damn hilariously. And all the points are true and so valid *eye rolling*
So, before you click the big red cross later on, please remember to go read hor... *stare*
And there's also another one - The 8 Phases of Dating.
Damn funny, and so fucking true. ROFL

Anyway, it's been a week while I 'rested' at home. Since the previous contract is over, I have asked my agent to look for another job for me. Thanks Janet~
Currently she has already set up an interview for me on Monday.
Hopefully it'll have a desired outcome *praying*
So nowadays, I'm either out with dear/friends or rotting at home and staring at the computer screen. LOL.
But seriously, a break before another long fight. *yosh~*

Anyway, I gotten a cosmetic bag for my sis. *proud*
It's through an online shop, and seeing the price (8$), it seems ok right?
Totally not lor, cause the way they work is that they charge you additional 10$ as they are delivering it straight to your doorstep.
While I appreciate the extra service, I would just prefer to have them going through normal/registered postage.
It could be me being blur where I didn't see other options when I was buying.
But from my memory, it doesn't seem to be the case =(
Ok, just to give you all people a heads up, the website is BestBuy World!
I just find this on the website -

So it wasn't my fault =(
So people, if you are looking for people to chip in *evil laughter* can find me xP


So for the past week of course I got help my mom with chores at home - washing of dishes, mopping, those simple simple stuffs.
And there was then I was washing the dishes, I keep smelling bananas. And the weird thing is that nobody buy any! Trying not to panic *eye rolling* I just casually mentioned it to my mom, "Ehhh, why got banana smell de.." Then she says that might be our neighbor frying banana lah..
Perfectly valid reason, and why can't people fried bananas at home. Just because i hate it, doesn't means others can't "enjoy" it. (Thou' i wonder..) *ahem*
Anyway, the scent is back again the next day!! *deep intake of breathe* Panic I asked my mom again, people can't be frying bananas for 2 days straight right!! O_O Imagine the cleaning up you have to do??!!
Ok.. So cannot be right? Then a thought suddenly occur to me, must have a reason for the scent to appear when I'm washing the dishes right? And yes, it was the bloody soap =\
LOL

Suddenly I saw the package I was waiting for when I was laying down on the floor.
*shock!*
I looked up and “ehhhh!!”
Asking around my house bears no result – either nobody admits to receiving the package, or it “appears” by itself *shudder*

There’re free samples inside!!
Woohoo~ *dance*
And I’m taking back my words – given the free samples, I might buy from them again.
Ho-ho-ho~
Feel like an aunty when I say that -_-
The BB cream is easy to apply on.
And not only that, only a small amount is needed.
Everytime I used Skin79’s Hot Pink Triple Function, I needed around pea-sized?
For Dr. Jart’s silver label, I believed only half is needed.
So you can imagine how 心痛 I am this morning when I find out that I have to waste quite a bit T.T
But luckily I was using the free sample *relieve*
they gave 2 samples each – Dr. Jart’s silver label, and some acne treatment stuff. The other two is Dr. Jart’s black label and some moisturizing thing in a small container.
Not a lot, but enough for me to try (at least for a few days lah xP)

What else? Oh ya!!
The coverage is definite better; my pimples don’t look so obviously red and that heavy feeling of putting something on your face is not as strong as Skin79.
Plus, there’s a Malaysian blogger doing experiment on different brand of BB cream.
She put blobs of different BB cream on those oil-blotting papers; and after a few hours (or is it 1?) it’s really obvious which brand is the most oiler among all.
Forgive me, but I have forgot the link to the blog >.< memory ="(
Am thinking of getting the full size of the silver label, but I still have Skin79 to finish >.<
can I just pass it to my sis? *evil laughter*

Mom asked me to purchase Hada Lobo’s lotion, which I admit is good – leaving my skin soft and supple.
Just that I find it so troublesome to pat everything into my face when I can just used a cotton pad to ’rub’ everything in. (I know, it’s not the correct way to apply it *eye rolling*)
maybe will consider getting it after I get my pay. But I have to keep in mind that I also have another toner to finish also T.T

Last day of work today.

Feeling a bit lost – no job, no nothing.
Wish I had a long term contract job like C/Sheryl, so then I wouldn’t have to worry so much.
I can view it this period as a break, before I dive into my new job.

It’s pretty scary thinking that once you step into the working world, not much chance of resting is available.
Unlike in schools where it’s guarantee to have school holidays, whether long term or short term. I think the only rest working adults are entitled to would be week-end and maybe applied leave? I can’t imagine working that way for almost 40 plus of my life =\

Can I remain in school forever? *sigh*

Went shopping with Sheryl yesterday at Parco Bugis =D
it’s been quite long since we have done it together, since year 1 you say? xP But it was fun despite the short hour =D

Let me recall…hmmm… she got a sort of jacket, like those of a business type, and it’s so nice >.< quite versatile also, I might add. It could be for office wear or for a casual scenario – like for lecture or pair with short, as Sheryl say. So it’s quite worth to get =)
I didn’t see anything much, except for that Hurs’ bag. Around 60$? And quite big, so I can put a lot of thing inside =P But the shop only have 2 colors, yellow and brown =( why no blue? *sniff* But since I’m not actively looking to add another bag to my collection, guess I’ll have to give it a pass =x

Maybe another day *grin*

But I did get something – a Jack’s pouch~ *evil laughter*
It’s just what I needed!! Sort of *shrug*
Cause I was looking for a pouch to put my small notebook in, together with a pen and maybe some miscellaneous items. And it’s just so coincidences that we saw something in one of the shop =D
What we saw at first is a ‘relative’ to what I own, but it’s more for holding cards, thus smaller with a narrow opening.
The shop assistants are extremely helpful, even helping me to search around their shop for something similar.
(On a more cynical note, it could also because they are trying to pull up sales *eye rolling*)
But hey, at least they will be having a returning customer (someday)=P

We had dinner at Yoshinoya. Thanks arh, Sheryl, for the treat. Feels a bit paiseh >.<

It was fun, but it just makes me miss all those girl-girl(s) shopping trip =(


OK, my newest nail polish is starting to fall off, so I would have to wash them off soon.
But at least those on my toes are still OK *smirk*
But no matter what, those on my hand would have to go soon since I can’t be wearing 10 plasters while working right? LOL!
Still, if the old one never go, then new one never comes right?
Ha-ha~
still waiting for my purchases to arrive from US~
I can’t wait to see how the color would looks like on my naked nails~
hohoho~

Trivial on me

1. I have a tongue stud. Surprise!
   I guess it’s something that can’t really be seen unless I didn’t cover my mouth when I’m laughing =\
2. I have a book fetish.
   “Thanks” to dear for pointing it out to me. Seriously, I can spend hours inside a bookstore just immersing myself in the feel and smell of all the books around me.
3. I prefer to get a dress than anything else when I’m thinking of buying clothes.
   It just seem more worth it lor… It’s like for that amount of money, I’m getting an attire to cover me from shoulder to leg. And after which, I’m done with shopping. I don’t have to look for a bottom to go along with this shirt, nor kill my precious brain cells thinking whether this shirt will go with anything in my closet or not. (It could just be the lazy cells in me talking *eye rolling*)
4. I prefer my food lukewarm.
   I know I know, some food taste better while it’s hot. But I just don’t get how people are able to tolerate the heat of the food when it’s just cooked *confused* By the time I’d finished huffing at the spoonful I have, some might have already eaten 2 mouthful. It’ll take me at least 20mins or more to take me to finish a bowl of soup noodle -_-
5. Dark chocolate rules!!
   Woohoo~ *dance* it’s not as sweet, and plus, they contain anti-oxidant which is good for the body. Though having too much of them is not good for the waist also =\ and don’t ever ask me where they come from, how they are make – I don’t know!
6. I am a newly joined FC of Ben and Jerry’s ice cream XD
   Theirs is a totally different level of heaven *groan* every bite is just so creamy and just so right that I’m like…whoa *blissful smile* (as usual, mom commented it was too sweet and that the ice cream she make is better *eye rolling*) and since my dad can’t have any cold/chilled food, he can only suan me,”eat more lah, eat more. Later become fatter don’t complain hor..” =\ parents *shake head*
7. Coffee has no fucking effect on me.
   Besides the smell perking me up for a moment, I can still go to bed as usual after drinking coffee – whether in the morning or evening. So what do I do when I didn’t manage to have enough sleep the night before? Try my fucking best to not doze off until lunch, where at least going out for lunch can wake me up a little =
   
   
   

One more thing before I end off here – just my luck to see a roach together with me in the bathroom in the wee hours of the morning today. ewwwwww *shudder*

I wonder what happen to Dez’s blog- it’s like not there suddenly. But apparently I have missed one of her post which was posted 3 days ago. Well, it might shed some clue as to what happen, but it’s a bit too late for it now =(
It’s like one person less that I am keeping in touch with through blogging – first is Steph, where I kind of lost her address (I usually link through hers from Dez) and Jas’s is password protected, which I’m respecting. *sigh* Wonder when we are meeting up again >.<

Hope everyone’s doing well =)

Feel kind of cheated *fume* I got something from a online shop – Beauty BestBuy, since Ms Kimiko usually buys from them and everywhere. I thought why not, it seems trustworthy *shrug* everything was fine, from the registration, to confirmation of account and all that stuff. The problem, the after service sucks.

Cause I am also paying extra for tracking posting (I didn’t know until I’m checking out also -_-), it means that I can check online whether it’s delivered or still pending or whatever right? It’s stated on the website (SingPost’s) delivered

<>

but since till today, nobody in my family has ever received it nor even seen it, including me. Worried, I emailed Beauty BestBuy (I have no idea whether it’s them or just her)

And the tai-chi started -

And what they asked me to do? Asked SingPost. WTFH??!!

I don’t expect you to move heaven and earth to find the item for me; I don’t expect you to panic together with me. I expected you to at least help me make the call and at least get to the bottom of the whole why-isn’t-it-in-my-mailbox-yet issue. Am I asking too much as a buyer? Or is it even too much to ask for?

Just feel so disappointed in the after service, it’s the first time I have ever encountered such…such bad something *wave hand* and no, I am not buying from them again. No matter how tempting the low prices of their items are. *hand folded across chest*

I would rather get it from eBay and wait, knowing that the item die die confirm will arrive to my doorstep *argh!* I suppose this teaches me a lesson to be careful of where/whom I'm buying from =\

I'm sorry for causing you misery.
I'm sorry for adding on to your burden, for giving you trouble.
I'm sorry for being presumption, thinking I know what's the best for you.
I'm sorry for being stubborn in that I though i knew what I'm doing is the best for you when you wanted otherwise.
I'm sorry for trying my best to give you what guys always wanted - freedom.
I'm sorry for insisting on my way.
I'm sorry for not being mature enough.
I'm sorry, I should have just keep my mouth shut and let you do things your way.

Sorry.

It's apparent I'm failing in some ways.

Tempted to get lots of things.
From fake eye lashes to necklaces, then there are also books. But luckily (depending on your definition), there isn’t any new book that I’m interested to get *relieve*
Was also thinking of getting some lingerie, but have to change my mind after seeing the price T.T But maybe I can go to where I usually buy them =D
Also have camera in mind, but it’s more of a “want” instead of “need”. It’s not as if I cam-whored all the time, nor hardworking enough to post those pictures I have taken (even on my phone *eye rolling*). Hmm…all those geek people out there, does getting a camera with more zoom better, or a 4x one would do? Feel so lost when reading all those description on the camera >.<
And not only that, the PC show is starting today – which only intensified my desire to spend =(Guess I would have to tolerate until another sales, maybe like those end of year sales *shrug* Maybe by that time the urge to get a camera would be gone then =D *hopeful*

The new area I’m sitting in the office is like damn bloody cold, I swear it’s below 20°C. And it gets worse during raining day, where even the wool cardigan I have is not even enough. My colleagues are correct in suggesting to bring winter clothes -_- even the new manager that arrive this week also can’t stand it, so it’s just me not hor…
One thing is that the HR’s lady is not afraid of cold, so *sigh* But since that air-conditioning is control by the building, there’s nothing much we can do except to use tape/paper to seal up part of the vents. Which I’m not going to do as next week is my last week already, what’s the point? Anyway, maybe the next person enjoys the cold better than me? *shrug*
But things are better after a lunch, which consists of hot seafood soup noodle *bliss* Nothing beats drinking a gigantic cup of hot chocolate, but sadly enough, I only have one cup of free tea with sugar, although it cools down after sitting on my desk *sniff* But it’s better than nothing *grin*

Since I have gotten rejected from both uni, you can say that I am at a lost on what to do now. Studying private is supposedly my backup plan, but school fee is a problem. Yes, I can borrow from the bank; but how long is it going to take me to return all the money. True, it might be faster than a local’s but *shake head* I have no idea. And I have not done my research yet, so my decision is still pending (T.T)

I have decided not to get the colored contact lens no matter whether it is on offer on or not (it is, at Bugis =D) Yes, it is something I have not tried and is interested in trying. But just because my pay come in, it doesn’t mean that I have to spend it just like that. After all, I would still need to save for the rest of the month and also for emergency. And also, the contact lens is only for one month. And have I mentioned my astigmatism? I would have to get one without any degree and wear my glasses over it. How redundant would that be??!! Although my heart is itching to get it and to heck care with the circumstances >.<>

Mom and brother went into Malaysia - grandmother is sick >.<
I heard from mom that grandmother has dementia. Nobody cooked any rice, but she keeps insisting that she wants to eat it. It’s verified when one of my uncles brought her to see the doctor. It’s heart-breaking, seeing that she was fine just last month when she was here in Singapore. I also heard that she’s sick, but I have no idea whether the reason is because of the dementia, or she is down with some other illness.
So my mom went in, trying to spend as much time as she can with her mother. Worried is an understatement, seeing that my mom went in today instead of tomorrow as originally planned
=(
Hopefully my grandmother is alright >.<

Was thinking of getting perfume for my dear, and just nice my supervisor told me there’s something superstition attached to it – the relationship will fade over the time. Just like a perfume I guess. And just in case what I had in mind is not appropriate, I went online and “check” ->

送禮的禁忌～
【禁忌一】送花表錯情所謂花語寄情，送鮮花打動美人芳心是最常見的求愛術，但可別以為什麼花都可以送哦 ! 表示財富、長春的金盞花在西方可是代表別離、失望的語意，黃玫瑰的花語則是忌妒、失戀、分手、拒絕的愛 !
【禁忌二】手帕喻永別漂亮精緻的手帕很能襯托個人品味，送給親密愛人應該很不錯吧 ! 錯了，手帕可別亂送哦 ! 手帕有句俗諺："送巾，斷(離)根"，意思是贈人手帕，表示永別。
【禁忌三】贈扇從此難相見扇子的諧音同"散"，贈人予扇表示從此難以相見。如果真的要送扇子，對方必須反贈銅板一枚，象徵扇子是買來的，也表示團圓之意。
【禁忌四】送禮莫贈傘和情人共撐一把傘固然很有情調，但送傘可是大大不吉利。雨傘和台語的"給散"同音，有暗喻永別的意思，所以遇到雨天，即使是給情人的傘，一定得說是借傘，而不是給傘哦 !
【禁忌五】送刀剪尋仇意味濃對刀剪給對方可是有"尋仇"的味道呢 !
【禁忌六】送"鐘"大不吉送鐘音同"送終"，聽起來讓人很不舒服，雖然有廠商想出"鍾(鐘)愛一生"的用語，不過還是少送為妙。
【禁忌七】贈鞋要人走路因為送鞋子有請人走路之意，如果是給情人則表示此情不長，或是感情將走入盡頭，都不是什麼好意思，假如真的要收鞋為禮的話，作法同送扇，必須回贈對方銅板一枚。
【禁忌八】梨子不可對半吃送梨給對方，可別切一半和情人分著吃，因為切對半的梨子，有"分離"(分梨)的意思， 所以請情人吃梨時，就大方的吃下完整一顆吧 !
【禁忌九】送風鈴~分離之意風鈴(音同分離);所以，儘管風鈴聲音很悅耳，設計很精美，也最好是自己買來用，不要買來送人。
【禁忌十】錶~同婊情侶更不能送女生表(暗喻「婊」有污辱女生之意)、或送鞋子(表示對方會跑掉，感情不會長久)、傘(音同散)。不過，也有人覺得是迷信啦！所以完全看收禮的人介不介意啦!

情侶送禮禁忌
送手巾&圍巾---代表送巾，斷根
送黃玫瑰---代表分離 (yellow roses mean friendship, so this is pretty obvious if the other party give you suddenly >.<)
送風鈴---代表吹散
送梨子---代表分離 (I guess this reason is similar to No. 8 above.)
送手錶---有罵人意思&代表各過各
送傘&扇子---代表離散
送鐘需加送一本書---代表有始有終
送菊花---詛咒之意 (this follow is used to pay respect to the dead =\)
送鞋子---會跟別人跑了
聽說一起採草莓也會分手唷 (??)

Comments are given by me in black, just in case you can’t guess it xP
Well, someone gave me a wind chime before. And I can only say is quite accurately, although it could also be that that person is avoiding me *eye rolling*
Oh ya, are all men’s perfume the same? (0_o) I can’t seem to smell the difference. LOL. Or is it just me? Maybe *shrug*

Hopefully whatever I order online reached my mailbox by today. Is Singapore’s mail system so slow that it is taking more than one week from reach from wherever to my house? I know its called snail mail, but please, Singapore isn’t that big =\&
So if by my stuff have not reached by the end of this end, I will be going into official-panic-mode *frown*

Greedy-me went to buy Cadbury's Dairy Milk Black Forest at Cheers this morning.
Now I regretted it.
It was so sickening sweet, 'courtesy' of the cherry flavored jellies. And the milk chocolate is not helping T.T
I have nothing against cherry or milk chocolate. But when the both of them mixed together, creating such a sweet concoction that *shudder* I think I will give the chocolate to the younger ones and stick with my dark chocolate.
Should have known not to fell for my buy-it-coz-it's-cheap concept and greedy mouth (T.T)

work•a•hol•ic –noun
A person who works compulsively at the expense of other pursuits.

So am I one? Seems to think so, where my work seem to take precedence over many things in my life - clique meeting (sorry guys >.<), family outing (not that we have much anyway), and also affected the number of time I'm able to meet up with dear ('though I know he's very understanding ^^). Currently I'm working 6-7 days every week, which is going to stop soon *relieve* Can it be call a habit? Or is the reason because I have no choice? Both are valid, or are there more that I have not realized yet? Maybe. I just felt that as I reach the early twenties, it just seem so wrong to continue asking money from my parents. No offence to anyone, just my POV. It's like I'm more than capable to work my ass off to earn money for my expenditure and savings *ahem*, so why should I rely on them for it. Yes, I'm still living at home, eating dinner at home and everything else; just that 我没有，也不想伸手要钱. My mom also agrees with me on this, sort of. Her friend has a daughter who is older than me, graduated from school (ITE) and is currently jobless. O_O It's not as if her family is well-off, and I knew that her mom is working as to support the family (she has 3 children). So it's not easy for her mom. And I heard that her dad is having an affair. *shake head* Aiya, don't know lah. Better to stay out of other people's family affair >.< Listen jiu hao le…

Guess it's a matter of principle.


*Peeve* Great Singapore SALE?! My foot arh!
Seeing it's the period of the year again, I thought that maybe I could add some lingerie to my collection. And it turns out that the offer they are having is those buy-3-get-1-free kind of things *fume*
And getting one is not cheap, from 60$+ onwards? Especially from that T-brand =
And the design I’m looking at is priced at 90$? *sigh*
I would rather get one at an offer price then getting all 4.
I have no space to put them in my closet, nor the money to get 3 of them just to get one free when I need to ‘ration’.
Yes, maybe other brands are half its price, but I just don't see any design that I like T.T
(Smack dear for saying lucky I’m not a girl *stare*)

Missed the appeal deadline for NUS. Fuck. Though it was last Friday, turns out it is the deadline for NTU, NUS’s on Thursday *argh!* totally nothing to say about my blur-ness *shake head* guess either it’s a waiting game now, or I could try out different options *sigh*


My recent love - Big Bang *shriek*
Their songs are catchy, theirs are like mostly love songs (from the lyrics that I have research on, which is like only around 2-3 songs only *eye rolling*) Please correct me if I'm wrong =)
It just makes me so tempted to get their album xP


Website of the day –
Emoticons =D

lyrics-

I never knew I'd find a love so true

This one right here, is just for you

Remember that One day

I held your hands then I kissed your lips then I told you

Our love was meant to be and always will forever

Give me that happiness I get from you just being there

I always see you when I close my eyes, you're on my mind

So can't you see, I need you right here wit me, close by my side

This time for sure, Gonna let you know, My love is straight from the heart

Forever you're my girl Forever be my world You are the only one

The only one I'll ever need, my life is you and me

Forever you're my girl Forever be my world

You are the only one

I'll never break your heart "no", so baby don't let go

Even through the hard times We made it through just fine

When it hurt we put in the work

To show that I'm yours

And that your mine

That's how we got this far

Let's never be apart

Girl, you're my queen

I'm here for you

'Cuz you're my everything

You always make me feel like everything's gonna be alright

Wit the things you do, becuz it's you the real true love of my life

This time fo sho, Gonna let you know, My love is straight from the heart

Forever you my girl Forever be my world

You are the only one

The only one I'll ever need, my life is you & me Forever you my girl Forever be my world

You are the only one

I'll never break your heart "no", so baby don't let go

uh? baby!you know I'd walk them miles

climb mountains swith up styles

all I wanna do, is be with you

ain't no matter what, where and how

[right here and now] we can both get down [straight work it out] yeah

like that sound bump 'n grindin' perfect timin'

let's dine and both be proud yeah yeah yeah

gonna take you on a joyride today

me and you stay true never hesitate

to make love ? sho nuff

you're the only one I'm ever thinkin' ofjust to hold you baby I can hardly wait

as we go through the motions damn it's greatto make love ? sho 'nuff we're gonna take it to the end and that's what's up

Chorus You are the only one I want to spend my whole life with I know

Anywhere you are, that's where I will call home

So just take my hand and say that you will never let it go

Two hearts always beating as one forever more

Chorus I'm nothing without you I'm nothing without you girl

Maybe I wasn’t as mature as I thought I was.

I got a feeling that it is something I know deep in my sub-conscious. Guess I was playing the ostrich, hiding in the sand.

Had a cold war, with my dad of all people T.T
Both of us are stubborn.
And as my mom says, he is worse than a woman going through menopause *eye rolling*

I’m possessive about my food, seriously.
My family member knows better than to touch anything I buy without my permission. *guilty* other days is fine, but when month end reaches... *shake head*
i admit that i'm like a lioness protecting the cubs.

Well, I think you guys get my gist? *sigh* not going to elaborate more, why dig up the unpleasant past?

Good news is that the patching up is in process (I think) >.<
since he has voice out that he is keen in getting a DVD player, why not get him one?
Firstly as an early father's day gift. Another is to atone for my mistake bah...

I have no idea as to whether it's working or not. But he was hiding his laughter when I get back home - coz mom gave my 'secret' away!!! *argh*
Luckily this year's Father's Day coincides with GSS *relieve*

Anyway today recommendation -
Brand New Day by Purple Days
I love the mixture of rap inside the song x)

Gold by UVERWorld
heard that the MV of this song is going to be in 3D?! O_O

enjoy my time out wif the clique ytd.
it was a "celebration" for yuann coz he's going in on fri. (NS!!)
we had zi char for dinner at amoy, which was not bad, before walking to esplanade.
and speaking of the devil, we really saw hafiz there O_O
there was somebody talking about hafiz performing there and maybe will chance upon him and whatever. and ya, it came true.
then why is 4d so hard to strike them? hmmm..
anyway, what i dont like is just the table arrangement bah. 9 people sharing around 8 (??) dishes that are spread out among 2 tables. so it's troublesome to pass the food around while eating.
but what more can i expect, we are eating in a hawker center for goodness sake *eye rolling*

felt guilty after knowing how near terry's company is.
like only 2 blocks away? =x
haha~ i always though it was somewhere near queenstown or something, dont even ask xP
but ok, at least we manage to have one lunch together. and just nice is on his last day of work. sorry~ >.<

GSS IS ON!!! *RAWR*
so many things to get, so little time, not enough money.
oh well, most of them are 'wants' anyway. a large percentage of them =x
all my limbs are feeling itchy to just go and heck care >.<
so tempting~

busy busy week, jia you!