cant help but think - e weather seemz 2 be matchin my mood lately.
haha..mayb is juz mi bah..
when i need a guidance on dat night, e moon seemz 2 be hidin bhind e cloud.
when i'm feelin blue juz nw, it juz rains..
haha..could it all be a coincidence??
i would nv knew..right??

'prob' comes after 'prob'.
affairs of e heart.
i like some1..
noe it's not a crush, coz feelin iz diff..
dat guy juz keep doin things dat makez mi feel touched.
but think..it's somethin he do 2 every other gal de bah..not every sure thou T.T
even after sum counsellin, e ans iz not clear yet..
think it's somethin i have 2 work out bah..
by myself..
so durin tis period..think..emo-in le bah..
but juz let mi hope dat things will go smoothly..
'changes will be dere when u crosses e line btw friendship n lovers'
do i wan dat?? *head-shakin*
have no idea right nw..

no motivation 4 anythin right nw..
no mood 2 eat, althou is hungry..
no mood 2 study, althou xam'z right e corner..
no mood 2 read any books, even when i've 5/6 juz waitin 4 mi on my table..
dun even like goin home..somedayz..
juz wanna be alone..juz wanna drown in my thots..
haiz..
damn tis mood swing..feelin so bluez T.T

i dun even noe wat's wrong wif mi..