有一种爱叫做放手-阿木

*如果两个人的天堂
象是温馨的墙
囚禁你的梦想
幸福是否象是一扇铁窗
候鸟失去了南方
如果你对天空向往
渴望一双翅膀
放手让你飞翔
你的羽翼不该伴随玫瑰
听从凋谢的时光
浪漫如果变成了牵绊
我愿为你选择回到孤单
缠绵如果变成了锁链
抛开诺言
有一种爱叫做放手
为爱放弃天长地久
我们相守若让你付出所有
让真爱带我走
为爱结束天长地久
我的离去若让你拥有所有
让真爱带我走说分手*

为了你失去你
狠心扮演伤害你
为了你离开你
永远不分的离去 *repeat

tis song is beri de sad.
watch e mv n u'll noe y le..
almost cried while watchin it >.<

ps.hope e lyrics is correct XP

sweet ache in my heart when i saw my cousin wif her babe last night.
lotta qns when thru my head.
qns which i doubt i have e ans 2 anyway.
4 nw,
i think..
have 2 leave em unanswered 4 nw.
dat someday will come soon,
thou not dat soon 4 mi bah..
haha~

think..
i'm gonna grow fat at e rate my aunt iz feedin mi.
>.<
she's like afraid i'll get hungry,
n keep askin whether i'm full or not,
those kinda things lor..
still,
lotta thankz 2 her 4 housin mi ^^
sankyu~

it's kinda like a bit of a holiday 4 mi here.
it's been long since i felt dat way bah.
it juz kinda seem hectic in sg,
where i'm like either workin of sku-ling.
unlike here.. =X
diff.
big diff XP
haha~

until e next time~

ps.think i've 2 broke my promise of those pic dat i say i'll take.
i dun even bring my hp when goin shoppin,so how am i gonna take any pic?? =P

lisTenin - Baby对不起*Coco Lee*

it's..
done n over wif.
juz dat..
sorri dat i've hurt him.
thou i'm not sorri dat i'm out of it.
not dat he has done anythin bad or wat..
juz dat he's 2 good 4 mi.
better den i deserved..
our path may have crossed,
but i think..
tis is not wat fate have 4 e both of us..
but who am i 2 pressumed dat??
right??
XP

i cant see him in my future
mayb dat's 1 of e various reason.
but since it's done,
i shouldnt dwell over it anymore XP
sometimes i think i'm realli a selfish bitch.
haiz..

will be postin lotta photo if possible next week.
if i did take any
LOL XD
miss mine choco sia~ >.<
*chuckle*

until e next time~
our path might cross again,
on dat i would nv know,
nor guess.
But i knew dat tis would be a part of my memory until i depart from tis earth.

<-- got tis at 7-11 2dae.
is like e aunty gave mi a shock look when i went 2 e counter n
pay.
nv see a gal buyin tis in e mornin izzit??
i wanna buy my prob lah T.T
even ask mi 4 my IC.
LOL.
but ok lah, can understand XP
[new flavor, so muz try. hehe~]
thou han says iz fake alcholic drink T.T
haha~
a bit true also =X
try b4 de hor,
1 can cant knock mi out lah..
wait!!
i dunno my limit yet XP
haha~
so have 2 take his word 4 him =P

finally do fin all e paper durin grp study le~
woohoo~
[thou still got a lot dun understand. wahhaha~]
they're like playin fren's de wii after fin e paper lah..
even stay 2 watch football btw netherland n jpn.
like our house like dat T.T
haha~
a bit paiseh XP
lalala~

got a runny nose e whole day 2dae.
bth sia >.<
is a big distraction lah..
stupid nose T.T
of all time *argh*
think could be coz = bath 2 late + not enough sleep
high chance bah..
mayb??
XP
hope tml ok lor..
if not... T.T
i also dunno wat i'll do..
hahaha~ =P

have 2 go study in3 le.
sianz..
some1 juz run a sword thru mi bah

goin killcrazy

cake!!

haha,
i know lah..
not clear at all XP
say liao lor,
i sux at takin photo >.<
but tis cake is special,
coz somebody 'risk his life' to get it 4 mi =X
sweet sia =X
haha~
a bit..
感动了。。
he's e best!!!
anyway,
arigatou gozaimasu!! *90 degree bow*
=P
think 2night high until a bit canna sleep liao T.T
haha~

2day went k-del wif frenz.
until..
pening sia >.<
head almost xplode =P
think..
should be ok,
juz need 2 chiong a bit more bah..
ganbatte, minnasan!!!
juz 1 more freakin weekz den can relax liao~
woohoo~
*eyes already lookin at e future where xam's already fin*
wahhaha~

have 2 say thankz to xiaoemox 4 sendin mi homee other day ^^.
think..
he kinda free also..
*shrug*
mayb??
how i noe wat thinkin him??
guys' are complicated.. T.T
haha~

''mayb i choose not 2 let him in,
mayb i choose 2 push him outside of my boundary.
who knows??
*shrug* ''

e most pleasant surprise i ever get in any mornin..
haha XP
sweet sia~
juz find it in my bag when i was arrangin it tis mornin >.<

not gonna say wat e paper write *wahahaha~*
dude, thank lotz ^^

dunno wat he's tryin 2 do.
if u wanna play,
juz bring it on lah..
i'll play along wif u de.
*peeve..*
or mayb i should be askin myself tis qns - 'wat am i doin??'
*dry laughter..*
haiz..

feelin beri sleepy nw..
hope ben did go n claify matters..
if not e mood would be a bit..
awkward..

think..
till e next time bah..

'takin e backseat n hope everythin juz fail in2 place,
in2 e place dat i wan it...'

ytd was e 喜酒 of Arron n Crystal.
thou i wasnt dere,
i'm here 2 wish em happiness.
and ever after.

and also 2 ly,
thou i think dat it's kinda 2 early 4 dat 2 be happenin 2 u.
since it has happened,
wishin u happiness here ^^

这个月你辛苦了。。
很不好意思，
不过也要谢谢你 ^^

lisTenin - Shayne Ward

alone at home,
only wif e music accompanyin mi
home..
juz feel empty.. T.T
also a bit scared..
ya..
i noe..
scared 4 wat??
>.< canna help my feelin canna arh???? XP
nw have 2 worried abt how 2 get up tml mornin liao..
sianz..
i also wanna go in =X

Shayne Ward is such a hottie!!!
haha~
XP
saw 1 of his mv - If that's ok with you - where he was dancin
whoa~ XP
dere's also - Breathless
is like damn sweet >.<

got lotta qns..
dunno who 2 ask,
n dunno whether e person i ask got e ans or not..
haha~
think..
juz wait bah XP

dunno wat ben thinkin of lately..
it's juz gettin weird,
n think dat somehow,
i feel like i was being used.
juz a feelin,
i guess..
hope he knew wat he was doin..

until e next time bah..

Your view on yourself:

Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:

Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

some part of it quite true XP

try it urself -> Get to know urself better

been talkin 2 'win lately.
he's..
a mature guy 4 his age.
interestin..
he's also beri observant.
he notice minute things dat i didna even noe abt myself.
but..
wat he says n notice is beri true..
lalala~
still..
i juz take e role of e audience.
sit back n relax,
n see how everythin goes bah..

“你这样子是会撞车的。。”

lisTenin - Stranger *Secondhand Serenade*

got a new mp3 2dea.
by Zen -> ZEN Mozaic
is not bad.
thou haven use it yet.
coz need 8 hr of chargin,
so gonna do everythin by tml bah T.T
haiz..
i wan onli a 2GB,
but wat in e world lah..
no have T.T
sianz..
is can get this one de..
but since my purpose is juz 2 listen 2 songs..
might as well get a bigger size de bah..
lol

went 'shoppin' after gettin it
is like..
in a way,
mom have been naggin at mi 2 get new shirt and wateva lor..
so...
since have e money,
y not??
but ya..
haiz..
can literally see e money flappin away..

got wat i wanted in a way
-black skinny
-long sleeve
-black-white checked belt
but realli kena say by mom lah..
'so young a person,
wear black color..
y canna get some red or somethin like dat..'
a bit expected le bah >.<
haha...
i swear e next time i get a new shirt, i would be some color other den black.
tis is valid 4 e next time, e time after e next is diff XP

lotta thing 2 get sia..
think..
siqiao's gettin more and more materialistic.
haiz..
siqiao wanna get contact T.T
mayb e next time..

xam gettin nearer n nearer,
mind gettin more n more stressed up,
body feels like it gonna collaspe anytime soon.
sianz..
addicted 2 music,
2 e diff beat,
e diff lyrics.
think..
e mp3's gonna be an indispensable tool durin tis period..

until e next time *yawn*