camp~

yesterdae originally have 2 date wif ca coz he wanna 2 return mi the a math paper. so at 3pm lor, library. in the end, he go 2 mine house 2 return mi... lol, make mi wait 4 abt 3hrz...
lucky also meet up wif siao chi n samuel or else i ll b more angry at home. nw it z onli disappointment bah...
also go buy bamdana [think got correct spelling??]. xh want same 1 as mine, but dunno wat she like, so went from shop 2 shop 2 search 4 1. found 1, but dunno if she like or not. hope she like lah...

ask samuel yesterdae abt wat i feel after toking 2 derrick. he sae tt it z bcoz i m in a new place, new environment, so i feel like back 2 normal after toking 2 sum1 back from mine past n sum1 i m familiar wif...

it z like i kinda have a fight wif sis lor. i wanted her 2 sweep the floor properly but she dun want. so it ended up mi shouting at her n treatening her. she juz stood there crying n keep saying she dun want. lol

it like no fair lor, riverside sec n woodlands ring sec hor, their sec 3 no have np camp leh... haiz...
y muz ai 1 de have??
lol, stupid holi. it z like no holi at all. so mani hw. hate it...
even have camp...haiz...after his camp iz mine. will b like mani dae z not toking lor...
no fun de...will be missing him...

tok wif panda boi liao. over msn. he got mine house no n i got his hp no. lol
over the friendster message, he reply sumthing from the bullentin.[the how much u noe abt mi thingie] he got sae sumthing like he like mi a little... lol, mayb as freanz bah...
haha, he noe i got stead liao de, no worri...

sumthing juz feel z tt wat z the use of living?? [sumthing will feel tis way de hor, tt z y sumtime mood will weird weird 1...] when u r dead, at most ppl will remember u 4 few weekz or mth[close family member] but ppl will 4get u in the long run de... then wat z the use of living...
sumtime i realli feel like letting the darkness 2 take over mi. sumtime i can longer feel ur sunlight reaching over. but i noe if i do tt, i ll b wasting ur time 2... so, i ll try mine best 2 fight the darkness... n win it no matter wat...

updating next time~

juz wanna sae:"tis week z gonna b the hardest week 4 mi coz ur not gonna b bside mi... b missing u... :) "