dark...

2dae, derrick got treat mi 2 chocolate!! hehe~ 2 bar leh...he nice sia...
he even save tt mag 4 mi when he noe tt i m not around or not seen around 4 daez lor...
sumtimez dunno wat i ll do wifout him 2 help mi save.
but still, i have 2 wonder y he still alone. he not bad looking, he got a nice personality he a his own personal character, but still, no1 confess they like him...hmmm.....
mayb, it z not his time 2 meet tt 1 yet bah... can onli hope him gd luck...

haiz... dunno wat the heck i m doing. digging up sumthing i should have let go... stupid sia..
think tt onli i would b tt stupid b do tt...hahaha....
i noe it all along, then y do i still do it??
but dunno wat i should call him... great??? wei da??? he give up on mi when he noe tt i like benjamin. but i think tt z wat i ll do too bah... i did noe tt i totally give up on benjamin when i noe he got a stead... i noe tt the chance 4 him 2 like mi iz slim...almost zero...
sumtimez i do stupid stuff. but tis iz the most stupidest 1 i have ever done...
wonder y i wanna get hurt... wonder y i wanna hurt him... haiz....
juz felt...darkness iz closing in again... but i have 2 wonder, will any1 pull mi up?? or i have 2 do it myself or sink even deeper?? feel like letting go sumtimez... haiz....

updating next time bah... totally no mood liao...

juz wanna sae,"thankz 4 trying 2 cheer mi up. :) "