watch e movie 'Wild Hogs" wif jade e other day. damn funni, i tell u XP
4 guys on a trip, all of them wif their own prob [1 iz too shy. another iz a doc, sorry, dentist - he cant get a off day. another iz scared of his wife. another..even sadder..wife run off n he'z bankrupt..] but hey, lotta thingz happen dat make all thingz right..well, most of it XP
i feel dat it'z worth watchin 4 instead of 'Nightmare dectective' coz i actually went in2 e cinema wif no idea of wat e movie iz abt T.T haha~ but it'z kinda..hmmm..like somethin after a long week of work??or sku =P
*3 starz out of 5. [by siqia0]

finally got a song on mi blog le >.< how long has it been?? haha~ hmm..it'z 'Candle Light' by Kumi Koda. on her 'Black Cherry' album. e lyrics iz kinda sad de bah..
here goes:
When the night comes
Sadness takes hold big-time
And there’s nothing I can do about it

I thought I was closer to you than anyone
But now you’re gone

Though I thought
I understood you better than anyone

The two of us that day
Like lovers
I want to light
That candle again

I was closest to you, but I gave you crap
I’m really sorry
I want to go back to that time again

It was such a treasure to me
That I held on tight to it
But by doing that I lost sight of the real meaning
The time we spent together may have ended
But I treasure it

I want to be connected to you
Your hand in mine
Even when I cover my eyes
All I can see is you

From now on
You’ll be protecting her
Keep your candle for her
Alight
From now on
*tis iz taken from w webbie http://sointokoda.co.uk/

a translated version. dun think any1 can read jpn[wif e exceptional of lao da..], so i take e eng version instead. quite meaningful, but wat i like..iz e piano =P but iz like..any 1 instrument 4 e whole music [it'z beri kool >.<]
lol..i juz like her lah..

crystal iz transferrin le..haiz..2 woodlands mart. think..jade knew abt it leh bah..2 mi..as long iz not jade can le..[i know i'm biased..] but 4 crystal..far from home, no 1 she know there [have 2 start all over again..] n i heard from lee inn dat e ppl there not gd..not sure lah..juz a bit worry 4 her..ppl gonna be missin her..still, i know dat she can fare better wif other job lor..coz she lookz more tired than e 1st time i saw her 4 e interview.still..would be prayin 4 her bah..

brought a book, sorry, iz 2 bookz - Twilight n New Moon. e cover attacted mi 1st. wif a black background, a pair of pale hand iz streched out, holdin a apple. a big n RED apple. whoa~ hmm..iz series lah..n iz on paranormal teen romance [despite e fact dat e lead male character iz a hundred plus yr old vamp..lol..] but hey, if mi sis can finish e 1st book within a week, e book iz considered beri gd alreadi..n 4 mi, 2 finish both book within e same day. no need 2 say more =P hehe~
*4.5 starz of 5. even they dun give full starz 4 e best movie ever.. [by siqia0]

cant wait 4 14th may ^^

been meanin to update..guess dat e sleep bug got hold of mi XP
saw wei shun in sku 2dae. i was suppose 2 be eatin. saw him, so i juz wave mi hand lah..then i think:ehh...iznt he suppose 2 be in sp?? totally got a shock >.< turnz out dat he got 4 hrz of break, so come here to xplore..lol T.T

jzu saw on e advertisment!! "Minutes to Midnight" out on e 14th may XP hmmm...iz a mon, so can go buy haha~ excited sia..cant wait >.< lala~ gonna be goin 2 hmv bah..after all, got bus from sku dat i can take to orchard [not realli lah, coz still need 2 transfer T.T]
let mi see.. go here http://youtube.com/watch?v=PJoYZCw0ArU
mv of "What I've Done" by Linkin Park [from their goin 2 be latest album] wif e lyrics at e side hehe~ hmmm..have 2 thank 2 person who uploaded it on e site ^^

was onli until nw dat i wondered whether jas n dez like e present or not..hmmm..bit slow of mi, i know..still..hope they like it lah XP
have 2 wonder..when would we have e time to meet up again.. Oo

studies still ok bah..still copin lah..coz some stuff iz beri technical. e term bah..n some lecture iz juz teachin us how 2 use a prog onli..n i have phy n math..lol..still, think tml i would be takin apart a comp again..we [mi n mi partner, wen yi] take apart a cpu last week..it was..confusin..lotta wire, n when we put it back, we realised we dunno which 1 to plug those wire into..nv noticed in e 1st place..like..we're e onli 2 galz team hor.. =p

dun even know how 2 join a cca de..gary sae thsoe ppl will call u. but hor, onli those from inline skatin email mi onli leh.. T.T i wanna join volleyball mah..so much more fun, n somethin i actually know n can play. but iz like 4 skatin hor, i still do it after sku n graduation lor..mi,sis n dad all have diff opinion..
see how lah..next week thurs, when they're trainin bah..

e day pass mi by before i even realise it..

i got a tortoise 4 mi present ^^ belated bday lah..but still hehe~ kinda cute XD
I MISS THEM!!! it was onli until ytd dat i realise..they've kinda been mi rock bah. somethin dat i know i can realied on, somethin dat i know i can turn to..it was onli tellin them abt wat'z on mi mind, n them givin mi e solution dat i felt e load on mi heart has been dropped. hmmm..dat'z somethin dat J. cant do also bah..even wif her advice..
let mi see..steph changes e most bah??or mayb it'z her hair dat she nv cut n juz let it grow??? she looks more mature wif e long hair. dun worri Jas ^^ growin dun take 1 day, it'll juz happen one day when u dun realize it [wat i feel lah.. XP]

after listenin 2 them n laughin tgt wif them..decided..he's not e guy worth waitin 4 if he juz went out wif e 1st gal dat confess 2 him bah?? "kan kai" [look wide] le..y should i troubled myself over a guy??it..doesnt seem 2 be mi style. oppz~ juz kiddin.. XP

i buy her album le!! Kumi Koda/Best~ Bounce & Lovers~ wahaha~ excited sia >.<>.<

oh ya, juz read e review 4 e movie - nightmare detective.hmm..somewhere on e net lah..among e 4 which i read [btw, there'z onli 4 review..] it was all beri bad - "a waste of time" "a waste of money" "veri confusin, even until e end, it was still confusin"
so of coz i told jade abt it..we changed our mind n think it was e "Road Hogs" or somethin like dat..4 guyz ridin on a bike n travellin abt e states..sound cool >.< iz bike leh~ XP

i seemz to see some light from e other end again..

不愿一个人
在风中在雨中走在那街道上
不愿在喧哗中孤独中冰冷中
想念着牵挂的你

不愿站在那人群中孤立
不愿站在那人群中想你
不愿留着你孤独的时候

才能体会什么叫忐忑与不安的心

我真的不愿意一个人
在风中在雨中走在那街道上
不愿在喧哗中孤独中冰冷中
想念着牵挂的你

tis iz onli part of wat i read from ah lun de bloggie. http://skysaai.blogs.friendster.com/my_blog/2006/10/post.html

juz find it meaningful. wat i felt..express mi feelin e most bah..4 nw..
mi sis knew abt it ytd. "regret le bah??" she say.
ya..n i nv knew it would hurt bah..guess tis iz wat i would get in return..mi fault..
dat time wif BC iz i knew there would nv b a return of feelin, datz y i kept it to myself.n mayb it'z always mi not 2 say mi feelin out front, i cause e drift btw HD n mi bah.. [but hu wouldnt when they heard their bf say he still luv his ex?? T.T]

haiz..dun think abt it nw hor..

goin 4 e gatherin tis evenin ^^ cant wait hehe~ no time no see them le leh..coz a bit excited lah..
juz hope dat 2dae mayb can a bit early excused. coz mac got a meetin.. T.T at 5, when i'm juz released from mi last lesson..at e most iz dun go. coz i told aaron le, if i can come, i come..if not..also not sure wat they wanna alk abt lor..last time de, ask mi go le, then ask stuff not ready yet..so iz a wasted trip lah..or mayb iz e crew chattin 2dae bah??no long nv look at e calender le lah..

it ended b4 it even start..

totally confused right nw..but also sianz nw lor..4 hr break coz e sir got meetin.. T.T but 2dae should be ok bah..until..5pm..lol O.O
nw even goin 2 lesson also confused mi..dat block, tis block..siaoz..

should i go accordin to wat he wan?? be freanz, gd freanz..anythin i need help mi, i juz give him a call..wat could a guy be thinkin?? it'z remindin of wat brandon iz doin bah [onli brandon iz worse..nw totally no contact..] n also partly of wat K. has done..rmb jack?? K. keep pushin mi 2 jack even when he knew mi feelin..[think he know bah..] thinkin of askin jack wat to do 2night..haiz..miss their company..
brandon iz like playin around wif mi feelin bah..but iz sy doin e same thing?? mi superviser say she has trust n "kan hao" [look gd] of sy..but nw..i'm totally not sure le..
haiz..almost couldn't sleep last night..but guess i was too tired bah..

will be havin a gatherin tml ^^ [finally~ after so long a period when i have to keep rejectin them coz i'm workin..] it'z a celebration of a sort..birthday de - mine, jas n dez. so i went out wif him to get them present on tue le lor..but i can't find wat i wan 4 dez T.T we spend dunno how long inside kinokuniya 4 dunno how long b4 i choose something..jas 'z easier, coz i have somethin in mind le, n there'z stock available, so her 'z like..go in, spot it, buy, go home kinda stuffz..

wanted to watch "NIghtmare Dectective"!! but WTH!! M18 T.T crap..few mthz short..it suck.. but. a big but, mi n jade has a plan of a sort to watch it tgt ^^ she also seemz interested in it mah..coz i'm thinkin..if not goin wif her, then could be wif xiao siong liao.. [btw, no time also no see him also..quit mac, quit minitoon..where can find him??oh ya, mayb i can ask him hor?? XP]

crazy world..crazy life..

wat can i say??sku start le >.< iz sianz but expected de bah..afterall, play 4 so long le..but hey, 2dae iz like onli e 3rd dae, but i'm gettin tired le..e whole place iz big!! but luckily i no need 2 go far 4 mi lesson.. [lucky lucky]

still tryin 2 get use 2 everythin bah..next lesson have 2 walk out instead of waitin 4 e cher to come. n we dun call them teacher liao..i think is something like sir or mdm or somethin like dat lah..n bcoz i haven't gotten my tertiary card yet, i'm still usin adult fees.. ='( beri de ex. le..top up 10 on mon, n another 10 2dae le..sianz T.T

stuff happening bah..startin 2 like him a little bit le bah..but hey, he walk wif a gal dat he say he felt responsible 4. so we went out ytd n talk [after buyin present..] he was like..sure of his feelin 4 mi..n wanted mi 2 wait till he resolve everythin..
later dat night, he msg mi n wanted mi to lead a normal life. n 2 give a chance to another guy if dat person was as gd as him.. i'm like..wat does he wan anyway??i dun think any1 could be as gd as him bah..
mayb it's mi fault bah..not darin to say anythin n juz realizin it at e last moment..but if dat'z e way it's meant to be..so be it..
it'z as if my normal life has been turn over in juz 1 day.. T.T

ask jade abt it, she also agree wif mi..haiz..she also has her own prob to deal wif bah..dat simple minded guy..hope he respond to jade soon..if not.. [head shakin..] wat i dun get iz y gary can reply but he cant.. T.T
thinkin of askin jack or mayb even lao da bah..realli not sure wat 2 do nw..juz let go, when i know he iz able to give mi e security i need?? or holdin on..when i know there'z a chance he wouldn't look at mi anymore??

crazy world..crazy life..