wat can i say??sku start le >.< iz sianz but expected de bah..afterall, play 4 so long le..but hey, 2dae iz like onli e 3rd dae, but i'm gettin tired le..e whole place iz big!! but luckily i no need 2 go far 4 mi lesson.. [lucky lucky]

still tryin 2 get use 2 everythin bah..next lesson have 2 walk out instead of waitin 4 e cher to come. n we dun call them teacher liao..i think is something like sir or mdm or somethin like dat lah..n bcoz i haven't gotten my tertiary card yet, i'm still usin adult fees.. ='( beri de ex. le..top up 10 on mon, n another 10 2dae le..sianz T.T

stuff happening bah..startin 2 like him a little bit le bah..but hey, he walk wif a gal dat he say he felt responsible 4. so we went out ytd n talk [after buyin present..] he was like..sure of his feelin 4 mi..n wanted mi 2 wait till he resolve everythin..
later dat night, he msg mi n wanted mi to lead a normal life. n 2 give a chance to another guy if dat person was as gd as him.. i'm like..wat does he wan anyway??i dun think any1 could be as gd as him bah..
mayb it's mi fault bah..not darin to say anythin n juz realizin it at e last moment..but if dat'z e way it's meant to be..so be it..
it'z as if my normal life has been turn over in juz 1 day.. T.T

ask jade abt it, she also agree wif mi..haiz..she also has her own prob to deal wif bah..dat simple minded guy..hope he respond to jade soon..if not.. [head shakin..] wat i dun get iz y gary can reply but he cant.. T.T
thinkin of askin jack or mayb even lao da bah..realli not sure wat 2 do nw..juz let go, when i know he iz able to give mi e security i need?? or holdin on..when i know there'z a chance he wouldn't look at mi anymore??

crazy world..crazy life..