i'm like stun. totally. my last unmarried cousin is getting married.reason??pregnant.
n she's like onli 19, for goodness sake. to mi, it's kinda like an age where more doors in e world is open 2 u, n a time where u could be lookin forward to being an adult. mayb. but 19?? Oo
her husband is like onli 1 yr older than her. is it dat fun being tied down at such a young age?? when u could be out pubing wif frenz or watchin soccer watch, instead u muz be at home 2 help take care of e babe or workin OT to support e whole family.
yaya, love..from wat i read, love burned out. e couple stay tgt coz it felt familiar or somethin like dat..i'm not sure lah..but wat if u found ur soul mate durin ur married yr?? would regret be there??
haiz..though i dun approve of her attitude nor her behaviors, i hope dat she does mature once she's a mom. bless..

thinkin of all tis things, makes mi think of mine own..regret??mayb..sorri??ya..
haiz..juz so used to bein alone bah..so juz accept him wifout realli thinkin..it's more of a long distance thingie bah..i went back home from sku, he juz start work. he went back home, i'm asleep already. no chance to meet up at all bah..none at all. is tis wat i wan??or wat he hopes 4??dat i'm not sure..but i do noe dat he has marriage in mind, somethin i dun think i could give him..even 5 yr nor 10 yrs down e road..
haiz..confuse right nw..juz beri de fan lor..

'could u juz lay a sword thru mine heart??n make sure to add an xtra twist in..'