the rain suited e mood of my day - melancholy

it's always when it's rainin when i feel like sharin it wif some1..anyone bah??juz to be there, by my side..words iz not neccessary, juz e presence iz enough. watchin out tgt thru e window, watchin e rain splatterin on e window pane, watchin e passerbys on e road rushin 2 get out from e rain. iz rain e teardrops of angels??bcoz they grief for us, for e harms we've done 2 earth??or for our impendin death?? think..i'm thinkin 2 deep into stuff..
standin under e pourin rain, lettin e rain battered aginst my weary body. hopin dat it would cleanse, somehow.. hopin dat it would be able to wash all my negative emotion away..

'juz gimme dat sword, think i'll do e job myself'

state of mind - warring