"Alvin and the chipmunks" rox!!!
haha~ worth it bah..all e cuteness XP
not bad bah, funny. n e music XD
plus, it's fun watchin 'em again. guess i miss 'em bah. a lot.
still got 2 say, jas gotten a lot chio. haha~
but i think i luv steph's hair bah. curl juz right. >.<
dunno whether is juz me or wat. but i seemz 2 be gettin shorter. like shrinkin like dat..could be me. i think Oo

juz find out a few days ago dat he's 2-timin mi. cant believe he got e guts 2 do it. ya lah..i also of thinkin of breakin up lah, but at least have e grace 2 at least tell mi. true??
cant believe he's such a jerk anyway. hey, we used 2 be frenz. at least spare a thoughts 4 mine feelin, izzit dat tough. even when i was thinkin of breakin up, i was not attach or hook up wif another guy.
he's such a bastard!!!

boss was thinkin of raisin my pay 2 four. provided i work e weekend n at least 1 weekday. think worth it?? also not sure, coz e place dat sem's workin at is hirin ppl - at 5.5/hr. although is kinda far. but when 4 iz compare to 5.5, e later win on any days. but nw iz see how dat interview next tue goes bah..if not..juz stays on until i find another bah?? *sigh*

u can doesn't mean u should

i know wat i wan 4 x'mas liao!!
haha~ juz a jigsaw puzzle. not any ordinary, one make from wood.
hehe~ n i'm requestin it from sis. *evil laughter*
[might as well as buy it myself lor..]
but it's realli cool. n also beautiful. [make of wood leh..]
hehe~ cant wait ^^

juz went thru math 2dae. think..got confident can pass nice nice. wahahahha~
but still got ael tml T.T *sigh*
think..confident kena a but dented liao >.<
hope can do lah..coz is 1st time doin tis xam mah..but a bit like physics de lor..even got mcq. sianz~
hope everythin can pass de mei mei de XP

people start dyin e moment thry take their first breath

the rain suited e mood of my day - melancholy

it's always when it's rainin when i feel like sharin it wif some1..anyone bah??juz to be there, by my side..words iz not neccessary, juz e presence iz enough. watchin out tgt thru e window, watchin e rain splatterin on e window pane, watchin e passerbys on e road rushin 2 get out from e rain. iz rain e teardrops of angels??bcoz they grief for us, for e harms we've done 2 earth??or for our impendin death?? think..i'm thinkin 2 deep into stuff..
standin under e pourin rain, lettin e rain battered aginst my weary body. hopin dat it would cleanse, somehow.. hopin dat it would be able to wash all my negative emotion away..

'juz gimme dat sword, think i'll do e job myself'

state of mind - warring

i'm like stun. totally. my last unmarried cousin is getting married.reason??pregnant.
n she's like onli 19, for goodness sake. to mi, it's kinda like an age where more doors in e world is open 2 u, n a time where u could be lookin forward to being an adult. mayb. but 19?? Oo
her husband is like onli 1 yr older than her. is it dat fun being tied down at such a young age?? when u could be out pubing wif frenz or watchin soccer watch, instead u muz be at home 2 help take care of e babe or workin OT to support e whole family.
yaya, love..from wat i read, love burned out. e couple stay tgt coz it felt familiar or somethin like dat..i'm not sure lah..but wat if u found ur soul mate durin ur married yr?? would regret be there??
haiz..though i dun approve of her attitude nor her behaviors, i hope dat she does mature once she's a mom. bless..

thinkin of all tis things, makes mi think of mine own..regret??mayb..sorri??ya..
haiz..juz so used to bein alone bah..so juz accept him wifout realli thinkin..it's more of a long distance thingie bah..i went back home from sku, he juz start work. he went back home, i'm asleep already. no chance to meet up at all bah..none at all. is tis wat i wan??or wat he hopes 4??dat i'm not sure..but i do noe dat he has marriage in mind, somethin i dun think i could give him..even 5 yr nor 10 yrs down e road..
haiz..confuse right nw..juz beri de fan lor..

'could u juz lay a sword thru mine heart??n make sure to add an xtra twist in..'

yayaya..been long since i've post anythin' lalala~

sku started, thinin of gettin a new job, juggling both mine life n work n sku. juz plain sick n tired of everythin bah..dun even have a day 4 myself already - weekdays 4 sku, weekend 4 work. juz goin on n on n on...
plain sick of everythin'..

sku'z work kinda like gettin tougher..even sw. who would have though dat every machines have 2 do, until e requiment iz reached..meanin i have 2 lift an average of abt 15kg of weights per machines, n there are 10 of them. 2 sets each T.T then i have 2 run until i lose an average of abt 90 calories per cardio mahcines, n there are 5 of them. meanin abt 20 mins per machine.
at e end of e day, every1 of e calories iz earned back durin dinner time..same thing..
even maths, movin on2 e territory of differentiation, somethin i think i'm not 2 good at..then there's also ael.
damn, life'z gettin tougher. even 4 mii.

'fate'z a bitch when she wanna be'

*SCREAM* i CANT see mine time table. nandaiyo??nandaiyo?? T.T
n tml sku start. life realli suz at time like tis..but i do now i'm in e afternoon section, at sum kinda timin.. sianz~

oh, oh, i juz finish hana yori dango. part 1 n 2. *giggle* it's 1 of e best drama i've ever seen XP Matsumoto Jun as Domyouji Tsukasa iz like so kawaii ne >.< juz e guy i'm lookin 4 - passionate in luv, not carin abt how e world view his relationship, n e way he treat Makino (galfren in show..) traits i'm lookin in a guy?? haha~
thus, here i'm changin mine claim. Matsumoto Jun has a no 1 position in mine heart. XP next would be Oguri Shun (he's an amazin actor.very amazin. *wink*)
haha~ i'm kinda fickle huh?? XP

oh ya, oh ya, hana yori dango iz a muz watch. MUZ. although i nv watch e tw version de, but e jpn 1 iz so much more better (i'm beri biased.i dun like F4 - tw de F4.nv ever.n nv will) mayb nw i'm juz hopin e find more drama by Jun bah..or mayb by Shun. haha~ XP
e music iz also gd. both openin by Arashi - which Jun iz a part of. and song by Otsuka Ai and Utada Hikaru. (both sad, btw.i almost cry when i heard these 2 songs..)

i finally cut mine hair. haha~ u should ask mine sis how i keep sayin 'i wanna cut my hair, i wanna cut it short' lol saw one dat i like in a mag, so i juz show 2 aunty, tellin her i wan like dat lor. not bad, result quite gd. XP

watchin 2 much HYD iz not realli gd 4 e state of mine heart. been yearnin 4 a guy 2 pop up nowadays *eye-rollin* 'being in love iz like life and death' if i'm not wrong, tis'z 1 of e subtitle in e drama. feel like experiencin it, damn..i'm kinda despo, isn't it?? Oo
n it's not even spring yet T.T

'a guy who i cant imagine not being in mine life, are u e one??'

it's been long since i have write. guilty XP
can say iz busy, can say iz lazy, can say iz juz dun wan 2 do it XD
it has been a LONG LONG holiday T.T too long 4 mine taste bah..realli iz like nth 2 do de lor..except work, comp, play, sleep and eat. almost every1 i know iz havin promos nw or xam. sianz.. plus, almost everybody iz quittin nw lor.. have i say it b4?? ah zhi n georgina iz gone le..n a few more ppl iz goin soon *sigh* coz i've been workin mornin, so iz like..not much fun, but at least i can go back home early n rest.

iz a lousy day at work 2dae. like i have abt 4 new wounds on mii hand. both. T.T damn! hurt like nobody business O.O *sniffz* shouldnt have gone to work 2dae..but if i dun..no money ='( {humans are beri complicatin creature, if i muz say so miself}

hana kimi almost finished liao..tis fri iz e last episode. *NOOOO!!!* gonna be missin them *sniffz*
oh ya, juz finish watchin a new series {relatively new in mii world, but was telecast in 2005 - i think - in Jpn} Matsumoto Jun iz totally cool ><, no second word abt it, but he's in Arashi *AHHHH!!!* he's sooOOoo style XD but Ikuta Toma will always be 1st in mii heart. *eye-rollin*
oh ya, e series iz - Gokusen. n there's also a 2nd part 2 it. ('though i haven watch it yet.) but mii n sis iz like cryin almost throughout e whole last episode. XP it IS dat touchin, ok?? oO

i wanna get orange range de new album - orange version or even Gokusen e whole manga series. {kinda like impossible..} sianz..even hmv also cant find e album i wan. one say no more stock - citylink, e other say dun have - heeren. lol..or mayb even their single - Ikenai Taiyon (OP of hana kimi) life'z juz so unfair.. i onli got e short version. *frustration*

hope..hand de wound willl heal nicely, w/o any infection. pls.

listenin: Sayonara / Orange Range

it's like sOoooo unfair lor..i went on tue 2 redeem e cd. but hor, turns out dat it's fully redeem on e 1st of aug T.T i mean like, they cant like each day got limit de leh?? T.T e poster iz say "from 1st aug onwards" lor damn..
hmmmm..went out on tue wif jade hehe~ long time nv see her liao lor XP but went 2 e library 1st wif miguel, studyin..wif mingde also..at amk de..LOL have 2 walk beri de far lor *pout* but still, dat side iz beri quiet, so..think ok lah..

xam comin liao!!! math iz on fri while eltech iz on tue [next week..] sianz..it's all in the afternoon and since i got no mood 2 study yet[2 early..], so i've been workin.. ya, always been tired 2 e bone each workin dae..but who can blame??too much time on mine hand.. XP

found a game site http://www.ferryhalim.com/orisinal/
all e game there dat i've play are of high quality, plus, most of it iz play usin e mouse. and all of it iz quite kawaii >.< haha~ i luv e drawin 1 e best XP
definitely recommended. MUZ go!! *wink*

think..coulf be goin out on fri again. haha~ pay out le XP okok, e book dat i've been waitin 4 iz like..out liao [7th aug in us..] so would be gettin it. plus, have 2 go check out whether e 'anation 07' iz out already or not XD got kuu-chan inside XP okok, ayumi also there lah XP

like damn mad lor..some1's taken mii name-tag [4 work de..] i'm quite nice here hor, coz i dun wanna say she's stolen it *glare* i'm mean like, ok lah, mine name could have drop out [or she could have taken it out, i'm not sure] but hey, it's like on e table, she could ask or leave it there right?? din iz there, rebekah iz there, ask like muz still take arh??then wat, ask 2 ppl onli meh?? *eye throwin dagger* ask her ytd, whether she got see anyway name-tag or not, she say no. i ask again, same ans, but e eye's like damn insincere lor.. 2 ppl saw her take, wat more can i say?? f*ck lah..ok lah, elleen n kumaran say she also has no name-tag dat day when she work, but does dat mean she can take another person de?? no right?? so dat person has no name 2 work wif lah??she "borrow" mine cap e other time, n didna even return. kumaran de also - both name-tag n cap. then coz she say she dun have name-tag, 'zhu mama' give her 1. next auntie saw her borrow 1 from kairul. i mean wat in e world lor, she take 4 wat lor..as if can sell like dat, collect also no use right?? as in like when ppl quit, ppl return everythin from mac back 2 e management lor. even boss noe abt, but she onli say juz be careful of her..damn, should have known not 2 trust her..bitch T^T

'it takes a positive attitude 2 brighten one's day'

OMG!!! e movie was like..damn NICE XP totally worth e money. hehe~ it was like kinda touchin bah..but wat'z up wif e sci-fi thing?? i like e music, ehhh..all play by piano de neh..nice >.< haha~ got a soft spot 4 piano. always~ n mayb violin?? *wink~*
still, feel dat it'z kinda weird bah?? watchin tis kinda movie wif sis. hmmmm...more suitable if i watch it wif e other half..haiz..haven found 1 yet..iz have lah..still..haiz..
oh ya, have 2 say - arigatou, lao da ^^ thankz 4 e treat '(^^)'
i luv Ikuta Toma. haha~ new obsession 4 mii =P he realli iz cute de neh *head noddin* http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ikuta_Toma he's also a singer >.< http://www.esnips.com/doc/fd4b54a7-2485-4291-aef1-57b575861e5a/Ikuta-Toma---
Toma-no-Monogatari [tis song iz from a musical-"Cat in the Red Boots" where he is a leadin role]
and his height *swoon* 173. haha~
okok, enough. think i 4get e take mii med. =X

no sku 2dae *yipee!!* but coz of lack of cash, gonna be workin 2dae. afternoon shift~ yosh! gonna be seein e closer n havin fun 2dae. i think..lol..
hey, goin out tml~ could be window shoppin liao =D totally outta cash. still got some lah..but was hopin could hold on 2 it till next week [??] or e next pay. =P


tis was taken in 2004

'a man who could lie 2 himself..iz lonely..n in pain.'

he's like soOoo kawaii >.< de

more funnier

crew are more natural when actin..

all of e crew are so good-lookin, when e gals are cute 2 >.<

not like wu zun iz not [4 e 3rd reason..] onli dat, almost all of e crew are quite stylish. even e gay doc =X
oh ya, he iz Ikuta Toma. hmm..in e series, he's actin as Nakatsu Shuichi - 中津 秀一, e soccer player. look a lot better than Jiro Wang [汪東城] XP hana kimi rawk!!
then e jpn de iz more funny ^^ i was like laughin 4 mins at some part. damn..tears nearly come out lor..even mine mom complain dat i was 2 loud XD
it'z soooOo worth it =P

watchin {Secret} tml >.<>

listenIn to : yuNa iT0 Precious

been long since i've update..iz it?? think like onli a few days bah XP
drawin comin on fine..juz dat i've been procrastinating bah..juz dun wan draw e hair T.T all e character hair has been mine weakness..haiz..sianz..mayb..on sun or somethin like dat bah..let mii see..tml got os theory test n e on9 test [which i nv do on sun..] then fri got whs de practical. although mostly everythin iz teach finish liao lah, but like absorb nth in leh.. T^T nw can onli pray le bah XP
juz in case ppl are wonderin, mii x-stitch iz not not finish yet..dun wan 2 say miself liao lah..been mthz liao, it's juz sittin there lor..but it's 1/3 done XD

been missin ppl..1st iz jade, then iz ali, then iz zif. nw iz jack..lol..think i work 2 mani mornin liao..realli iz loooooong time nv see those closer liao ='( miss them..
but mostly iz closer bah..sometime those workin evenin de also..haiz..but work so late also like not fun T.T of coz, iz can sleep late lah..but cant realli get things done, in mii opinion XD

been workin on a blogskin hehe~ been comin on quite well wahhaha~ mayb will change mii skin 2 it somedayz bah *shrugs* see how lor..or mayb juz create another one, until mii sis agree to use it XP but think would be all anime de bah XP hmmm..tis skin is satoshi, from e anime "D.N.Angel" de. hey, dark iz shuai de hor >.< nw ="D">.< i like his ears ^^ [teeth iz like 3rd place ok..i know somebody out there iz laughin there right nw T.T] 2nd iz his cheekiness haha~ always eatin a carrot, makin a fool of some1 else =P
but 1st on mii list iz always tigger - a jumpin stripe tiger. \(^^)/

juz got mii quries ans by e 3 guys behind mii 2dae. doesnt realli help at all..juz make mii feel worse bah T.T if he choose gal a, that muz have mean he has feelin 4 her le bah..i should realli juz let it go le..qiao qiao = baka *poutin..* it'z easier if i dun move from mii confort seat bah..juz stay stagnant, juz wallowing in mii own stupid mistake n past bah..haiz..

'dumpin e bag on e floor, she collapse on her bed. drowin in her make-believe world, e truth of e reality slippin past her. it did tried to intrude. tried but unsuccessful. in her world, she could be anybody she wanted 2 be. no one would care, no one would bother. sick of everythin, she closes her eyes. wif a sigh, she slipes further in, mayb not surfacin again..'

feel like growin my hair long again. it's like..been long since it even reach my back bah..juz a thought lah..afterall, it is quite troublesome when workin, have to tie the whole thing up when nw wat i'm doin iz onli juz e lower part dat tie bah..
juz a passin thought bah..

book e ticket to "Secret" liao~ <<不能说的密秘>> wahaha~ coz read from e website n heard from
joselyn dat if pre-book hor, can xchange for single after 1st aug. http://www.cathay.com.sg/
got poster there say de =D anyway, ermm..sorri lao da >.< gomen ne.. nw goin wif sis if nth goes wrong. [e ratin iz TBA..]
my blood sing juz knowin dat day iz comin soon. XD

been long since i've draw. abt..2yrz?? or mayb longer bah..no reason 4 stopin. juz stop one day. n always been afraid of tryin again bah..afraid dat i would fail 'fraid dat i'm not up to mii own standard T.T got try..but apparently mii courage went out b4 i even start T.T but..think a bit under ah lun n wen yi de influence [ah lun iz in2 interior designin-takin a course mah..then wen yi iz free styin in klass..] so..i decided to start again..
started on tue??ya, tue. still there..e face iz halfway done alreadi. onli left e hair..i think. been quite smooth throughout. think also partly due 2 e fact i'm darwin one of my fav. character - kaoru bah..can also say iz hikaru lah..he juz next page onli..soo..mayb he will be next bah?? ^^
slowly slowly, step by step, i'm gainin back my confident XP [ganbante!]

Time waits for no man..

i got mii phone back!!! ^^
wahaha~ damn happi sian..but when i wait a while n see. no msg. sad. dun even know wat 2 day.iz like..totally nth lor..from any1 at all..haiz..should be used 2 it liao bah..afterall, it'z not like everyday dat ppl msg mii 4 somethin..sometimes even 4 days..

juz read jas blog while in class juz nw..got a shock..haiz..nv knew she'z hidden so mani things..
guess i dun know her well enough bah..guess i'm not observant enough bah..
my heart ache 4 her..think..dat'z e diff btw she n mii. diff family background, and she iz stronger n mature than mii. haiz..hope dat she can go through tis period..
dun even know where i can start 2 help..

think..i should have let go long ago bah..juz mii heart dat'z holdin on. holdin on 2 a chance dat could nv happen..haiz..stupid de qiao qiao. sis n bro would have agree bah =P think..slowly, slowly..he'z being released away from mii heart. to be replaced by another him..slowly..
oh ya, she juz wanna clarify dat she onli "noticed" him onli..not like. XD [i changed liao hor.. XP]

xam comin, n here i am.thinkin of e movie i gonna watch next mon. "invisible target" [??] wif nick tze and some other ppl [which i know one iz e son of jacky chan..] think iz more of a action movie. trailer like beri nice leh..but as sam has msg somethin like = trailer iz to bluff ppl 2 go n watch de. anyway, NICK TZE!!! >.< doesn't whether he's married or not hor, he still look good. especially wif fatherhood XD

u seemz 2 suck e air away when u leave e room,leavin mii a ache in mii chest..

juz saw him ytd. it'z like..iz it him?? he juz seemz thinnner..unsure, so i look again..haiz..seemz kinda desperate T.T but hey, we agree 2 go clark quey to jalang XP *happi happi~*
seemz dat fate always play on us bah..he see mi, i dun. i see mi, he dun..haha..haiz..

damn..juz take mi phone 2 repair on mon. can onli get it back on thurs. after 1. ='( so..nw i'm havin a self punishment. no hp 4 three days. 3 looong no hp dayz..sis comment dat "hand itchy arh??" ytd morning. ya, kinda..boohoo..miss him.. [okok..i think it's a guy.he's black mah.. happi?? XP] nw have 2 wonder when i can go n get him back. afterall, mii sku onli release at 5 lor..then dunno when e store close..haiz..think..have 2 go check liao..also not sure whether can go on fri or not..think..should be able 2 bah..think so lah..
i miss him ='(

bloggin in sku. haha~ nth 2 do. iz got somethin de lah..but not sure wat e ans iz n how 2 do mah, so a fren nw askin cher [lab..] nw waitin 4 e cher 2 figure out e ans n 4 e fren 2 give it 2 us XP
hahaha~ clever bah..while waitin do somethin useful lor..

dunno whether sam iz readin tis or not. but i gotta tell him. gomen >.<>.< i didnt mean 2 do it T.T but dun think can see u on9, so i juz post it here..realli realli, i didnt mean 2 juz not msg u..

think..will update next time..

HAPPI BIRTHDAY LAO DA. haha~ i thinkin i'm kinda announcin it 2 e whole world lor XP
still, is bday mah. XP juz hope, he like can liao..spend lotta time on it. but it's so obvious wat it is lor.. T.T
but hey, goin 2 watch movie wif him. he say de, cannot fan hui hor >.<
if not, think..will be watchin by myself. coz as sam has say b4: "if e movie is worth it, it doesnt matter whether u watch alone or wif freanz." [or somethin in dat context..] totally agree! ^^

ytd watch harry potter wif dez n jas. oh ya, jas has grown prettier. hehe >.< while dez has become more mature [head noddin!] ahem, let us go back 2 e topic. e whole thing was beri smooth,but lotta thing kena cut. but is unavoidable de bah..from such a thick book in2 juz a 2 n somethin hr de movie, sure muz cut somethin de lor..but hey, nv regret watchin it ^^ coz was thinkin of swappin wif sis, mii restin at home while sis go watch. coz she say she wanna watch tgt, but they alreadi buy ticket liao mah..but hey, i'm thankful dat she rejected mii XP

whenever i saw a blue uni. juz kinda think of him..know i shouldnt..but still, e eyes juz gaze abt bah..lol..juz dat..haiz..juz e mood lah..knowin dat zx got a gf, then ppl seemz to be, couple lor..everywhere lor..street, bus, etc.. makin mii feel lonely..but i do know dat, there's always places 4 mii 2 go 2 should i need company, i think..

think..leave it here bah..update soon =)

finally blog liao~ haha XP juz lazy bah, typical mii XP
lotta thingz happen bah??i think Oo

brought choc e other day. not juz any choc. iz calbury de. rum n raisins. yippee!!
hehe~ juz had a cravin, but no money ='( sad, juz damn sad. but heehee~ pay out e next week, so juz had 2 tahan. juz tahan. n finally!! yeah~ liang tian bu fu ku xin ren. >.<

thingz juz got tougher in sku liao..complex no. both in eltech n eg1. totally..sianz~ but think nw onli need to practice more bah?? XP juz no mood yet. haha~
juz hope, hope, dat everythin can pass bah??includin internetworkin and operatin system T.T dun even know how e paper will look like, as in like how e cher ask e qns, so kinda worried bah..damn..

sometimez..juz dun get ppl..there was a guy who i think say mii friendster pic. e 1 of mii n sheryl. coz i dun put there who n who mah, n suddenly 1 fine day, a guy juz send mii a msg on friendster, askin 2 b friends n to chat. mii anythin 1 mah..then hor, when i refuses to give him mii phone no. he juz kinda stop "chattin" lor Oo guys..okok, some guys [head-shakin..]
juz dun understand wat's e deal wif not givin mii no. anyway, got msn de mah..n he also like nv add mii or anythin lor.. T.T some guys XP

hehe~would be goin to watch harry potter tml.should be good bah, got see e trailer b4 mah..seem realli..wow XP but is like i kinda 4get e story liao..so think juz go in n while watchin e movie, recap e story lor >.< would be goin wif dez n jas. MUZ rmb to return dez de book. been wif mii 4 abt a yr le bah?? oppz..

read ah lun de blog..juz hope dat he can jia you in everythin he do. i know he's e best in wat he's doin, n know wat he wan..but also have 2 be patient bah..afterall, he have alreadi plan out his future liao..juz hope..juz hope dat he dun miss out his yuan fen. ya sure, a guy iz diff from a gal. but if he miss it, no use gettin it back le bah..haiz..dun think i'm in a position to tell him tis bah..afterall, he has vast experience than mii..but hey, jia you iz u're readin tis ^^

hmmm...got a crush on 1 guy, turn out 1 of mii friend also..same guy some more..realli had nth 2 say except we got good taste?? haha XP think..aiya, also dunno wat 2 think..except i know dat, sometime juz standin far away n lookin at him iz better bah..always mii, e 1 who does dat..1st was wif B. then another wif K. always always..coz kinda know..will nv happen de..happily ever after story juz dun happen on mii bah T.T
haiz..juz saw zx 2dae his da sao. envy >.< i also wan some1 to be there beside mii bah =) juz a wish..a wish i dun think could even happen..i juz dunno how 2 cherish relationship bah..

mayb..update next time bah ^^

yipee~ watch 'surf up' wif bro last thurs. some part iz actually quite touchin, n it was FUNNY =D some part..anyway.. was lookin around e theater, wonderin y there iz so many kids abt. then it juz hit mii..tis is a family movie.. well..i could blame mii slowness to..too much sleep?? haha~ guess it's been long since i've actually been to a movie..hmmm..think so lah..
yeah~ next iz 'The Girl Who Leapt Through Time' a jpn animation movie ^^ goin to watch wif steph >.< yohoo! but..iz a little worried abt where i'm goin to get e moneyfrom..but guess i've to dig e piggy bank liao T.T
still..cant wait >.<

sku gonna reopen liao.. [NOOO!!! dun tell mii abt it!! dun remind mii!!]
damn..i juz work mii ass off 4 those 2 weeks lor..n i still got e one n onli assigment i haven do yet. at least i hope iz e 1 n onli lah..oh ya, luck 2 those jc ppl who are gonna have their test after e holi. haha~ such poor thing [head shakin..] juz hope dat they got everythin dat iz impt b4 they head in2 e xam room.. jia you le!!
wish dat e holi could be longer..but hey, think i have fun bah XP at least i get 2 go shoppin n watchin movie ^^

think..will update next time bah XD

been long since i've update XP

well~ xam over >.<

been workin day in n out..mfy, made 4 u. sianz..been workin like a dog..totally..as a runner, i have 2 be fast n quick. as a fries crew, i've 2 make sure i dun down mii product. as a assembler or whatever dat iz i'm doin in e kitchen, i have 2 be alert. by e time i punch out n went home, e legs iz achin, mii whole body felt like shit *rubbing eyes* money iz definitely harder 2 earn than 2 yrz ago..e crowd iz gettin bigger n e customerz are gettin demandin..haiz..at least mii pay have gone up..not a lot..but enough 4 mii 2 stay on bah..

haiz..mii batch de ppl are almost all gone liao..even ah zhi n georgina are gonna quit soon..iz know they're not goin 2 stay long lah, but though iz so soon lor..not much fun abt liao..sianz..even jade iz goin soon ='( damn..think..mii mac life gonna be suck dry soon..at least..at least..still ot bonnie n andrew?? haiz.. *head shakin*

been hook on a new series. chi de.《鬼吹灯》（盗墓者的经历) kinda cool. juz 3 ppl goin abt e places n diggin up grave to get 2 gold or valuable inside. however, it'z not juz dat of normal human de grave. is those kings or queens de lor..so can imagine how tight e security iz bah..hidden deep inside some forest, usin poison gas 2 protect it, n also usin all kind of socery so dat it can ensure no1 would be able 2 find. kinda cool. n it's like i dun realli dare 2 read it at night..juz felt shudder down mii back when i came 2 those part. >.<>

update next time~

damn angry lor >.< was transferin train tis mornin. [at jurong east mrt to e 1 goin to pasir ris] then dat train was like reach alreadi lor..n i think able 2 leave liao lah..so when e jurong east mrt stop liao hor, every1 iz like rushin lor..some runnin n all dat stuffz lor..i'm like..no matter, coz i'm quite early mah..so i juz walk briskly lor..but hey, got 1 WORKIN ADULT dat bump in2 mii n i nearly fall leh..wtf T.T hey, he didnt even say sorri nor even a simple 'xcuse mi' lor. iz it somethin dat can b xcusable??hey, iznt there some article dat say wat teenager nowadays are gettin rude n all those things lor?? hey, if an adult cant even set an gd xample, wat can they xpect from us??? *fumin..* curse him dat he didnt manage to get on2 e train T^T
oh ya, n hor, did ppl notice it?? guys are gettin more n more ungentleman lor..especially on e mrt. or should i say iz men?? when there'z an empty seat right, e men they juz rush over it n sit down. regardless dat there'z a lady standin near it TT wat have e world bcum?? always thought iz lady's 1st?? or in e past, they'll at least ask 1st?? nw iz like : i'm pretendin you're not there, n juz sit down n close mii eyes, pretendin you're not glarin at mi.. LOL..

was sick on mon *sniffz..sniffz* also a little bit of sore throat. see doc le..after takin med n all those thing, iz feelin better. but nw mii voice iz a bit there not here T.T sianz..n 2 think i need mii voice when workin..hearin also a bit affected, like somethin iz coverin mii ears like dat..so ppl have 2 talk louder when talkin 2 mii lor.. sianz..

thinkin..watch shrek 3 or not?? still debatin lah..coz also not sure wat'z e story line mah..then..like no1 to watch wif lor..thinkin of bro..then iz like..his result also not dat gd..mayb not bah..haiz..see 1st lor..not as if i got lotta money 2 spend like dat..

update next time~

yipee~ watch pirates wif jade ytd >.< it was damn nice ^^ some part iz like funny lor. but some part iz like ppl laugh 4 like..no reason??like when e part dat e pirate welcome them 2 singapore?? or when some1 mention dat he iz a singapore pirate?? like laugh 4 no reason at all lor..ok lah..could be coz we're in singapore lah..so they laugh bah?? Oo
nw iz lookin forward to a new animated movie by pixar. "Ratatouille" on 30th August. "a boy who cant cook n a rat who want to be a chief." seemz..wow >.< hehe~ definitely will be goin to watch liao~ some more iz by pixar XP
another 1 iz "Surf's Up" 21st June. like iz all e penguin surfin onli bah?? juz..surfin lor..anyway, it seemz fun. plus, i think e ost would be good also ^^

brought a pair converse shoe on wed. finally~ both 4 work n sku..but hor, 4 work iz like..coz got lotta pattern..e anchor of e ship. but still, it iz fully black. even e sole..so think..should be ok lah..think my pants can covered it bah.. iz like another pair de..but they all say coz e other 1 iz like a veri old version le, so size onli left 5 or 8. which i cant fit in or iz too big 4 mii feet T.T
so..anthing lor >.<
like mii hor, tis week beri de busy lor..afterward would be goin to aj de co concert ^^ goin to see xh. haha~ but wat i wanted 2 see most iz lion king bah?? coz iz like everytime when performin iz see his face de. nw iz wan to see his back?? ok..i also dunno wat i talkin also..but hey, goin there coz i miss it. e music, e movement n e team work. i juz kinda miss co bah.. >.<
so meetin sis afterward to go tgt ^^

update next time~

lisTenin to : The little things that give you away/Linkin Park

i got e cd le!!! xcited sia~ but hor..onli got 1 prob lah..when i play it on mii notebook hor, in wmp hor, e title of e song dat iz playin iz diff from e title dat iz printed on e cd n behind e album.so when i consult e webbie..i was correct, it was wrong.. T.T wat in e..disappointed day they nv do e thing properly.. but hey, i felt dat e whole album iz..emo?? [usin Jack de word..] ya..iz can still hear wat they're originally [rock. hard rock..] but still..think..their changes iz good in somewhere bah..gettin more mature..i also have 2 take in e fact dat they are not gettin younger anymore..they cant keep singin abt e same old thing bah?? nw they've widen up their horizon le bah..to mi lah XP [but y iz it onli 43mins T.T]



i got him >.<>.< also got see honey-senpai de rabbit [e one he always carry abt..] pink rabbit..sooOo..mayb be next time bah..1st time brought a soft toy 4 miself. always iz ppl buy 4 mii bday de..nw..hehe~
also thinkin of gettin e whole 'family'..hmmm..let mii see..i got tamaki [from Jade..] n haruhi [from K.] n nw i also got e bear liao..mayb..get twins next XP hehe~ but who i wan most iz mori-senpai >.< like nv see him b4 leh..

mii wound reopened liao >.< *ouch..* was suppose 2 be healin fine..but hor, juz coz i 4get 2 buy long sock, e skates rub against e wound..so..haiz..ma fan T.T iz got put plaster lah..but still..totally sianz lor..

update next time~

qiao qiao 'mi lu ji' :
was plannin to go from sku to jurong pt de. so ask frean which bus 2 take lor.let mi see..she msg back: bus 154. but have 2 go over e bridge. dunno if i realli dat tired or blur until i take e 1 in front of sku. it was onli after abt 1/2 an hr dat i realise : ehh, somethin seemz wrong leh..got take wrong bus or not?? [coz seemz 2 be goin orchard dat area]but like no overhead bridge or e traffic light 4 mi 2 x-over. so wait a few stop lor..then it rain liao T.T no prob. get down, walk over to 2 oppo bus stop. was wonderin how long have 2 wait when i noticed e bus service dunno wat thing. those kind dat list e stop e bus will be stoppin at n wat bus dat bus stop has. look look, see see..n again..stupid of mi..somehow..dunno y, i always think dat jurong pt iz at jurong east station.cant blame de hor..onli been there once abt..2 yrz ago, n nv again >.<>.< stupid qiao qiao T.T onli after msgin jade abt e whereabout, then did i know it was at..boon lay mrt..qi si wo le!!!! waste abt 2hr of mi time T.T *sniff..sniffz..*
but hey, saw quite a few interestin thing while on e bus:MI, HCI, Nanyang Girls' sku, n also dunno wat else de ming xiao.also saw west mall [although still dunno where it iz..]saw e Ritz apple somethin de. nehhz, dat pie not pie,biscuit not biscuit, but beri ex. de food itemz lor..
still..mi whole family agree dat i'm stupid when i tell 'em.. *waa..sniffz..*
anywayz, try again next week.. bu fu qi T^T

mii renji de hair drop liao ='( nehh..dat 1 hangin on mii phone de lor..somehow, it manage 2 drop out T.T although a bit shock lah[coz nv though will drop mah..], but he look pretty funny wifout his hair XD botak~
oh ya, thinkin of cuttin hair when i get pay next mth. hehe~ saw 1 in e mag, seemz pretty cool. hehe~ muz try it out ^^

saw him on e bus 2dae..haiz..dunno wat to sae also..as usual, he'z standin. he juz got dat habit lor..go seat dun wan seat..iz like..been almost 1yrz when we talk le bah..or abt 17mthz le..haiz..we've known each other since young, but it all turnz out tis way of mii stupid qnz. haiz..dun even know where he've gone to, dun even know how he'z nw..lol..thinkin, thinkin..been abt 3yrz since he celebrate mii bdae wif mi le..or izzit 4??e anticipation iz fadin le bah..coz i know i forced him away wif mii words..haiz..lian peng you ye zuo bu cheng le ma??

lisTenIn t0:１０００の言葉 ~Alternate Orchestra Version~/Kumi Koda
caNt waIt 4 tml~ jIa y0u ^^ weekenD comiN wor \(^0^)/

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farie???mi?? haha~ come as a surprise to mi too ^^ but i wanna be werewolf >.<>

brought a thumbdrive ytd. somewhere in cwp..hmmm..sandisk 2Gb. lao da told mi he got it at abt 49 or somethin like dat. then when dat guy see lao da know mi, he charge mi 35. [nw they sellin at 42. =P] wahahah~ then lao da n ah lun was sayin wat unfair arh..then y e price drop so much..lol..

oh ya..i was juz tellin mi sis last week.it was bcoz of ms premela dat i manage e know how to do e EG1-engineering math 1. which iz short 4 amath in mi world. it was coz me premela ask us 2 always copy down wat she iz writin on e board dat i'm still survivin in e klass bah..if not..shudder to think wat would happen.. anyway, ms premela, thankz a lot ^^

listenin:sayonara/oraNge raNge. update next tIme ^_*

1st time playin inline skatin on thurs. nw??whole body hurtin..*ouch..* n also coz e shoe wasnt tight enough, e wheels keep slantin in, so e shoe rub against mi skin. e a wound there iz nw a "present" from thurs. it juz keep remindin mi T.T
but hey, it was fun. although mi skates keep slantin in..but wow, e adrenaline rush, e feelin of sweatin, n also..e satisfaction of knowin i've conquer something..mi fear of fallin XP

went 2 ckcc again..but tis time iz to learn e new system - made for you. MFY for short. heard from aaron 2dae dat tis system has been in use in us 4 like..abt 10 yrz liao?? ya, n 4 tis system, customers can get their food faster. in abt..50 sec. i think..iz like..u order, then we make 1 for u like dat lor..not like last time where it iz all "display" there..coz like tis hor, e product iz still beri fresh, n still hot bah..cwp will be complementin it somewhere around e 17th or 15th..not sure when le..but all of e managers are overstress by it. coz all e big bosses would be comin down. n also, coz they are sendin ppl 4 trainin, e store iz facin a shortage of ppl nw..

brought her album. Yui: Can't Buy My Love. she sings one of e op to bleach - rollin star. n her album iz quite nice, soothin n it also rock at e same time ^^ n her voice iz..childlike?? Oo onli 4 some song lah.. hehe~ think would be changin mii msg tone le XP

got a new bag 2dae >.< zinc de lah.. [wat??their bag quite good de mah..] let mii see..think it iz big enough too store mii notebook n notes..n also 4 mii wallet n all other kindz of rubbish =P wahahha~ nw mii sis iz complainin: got a new bag dun let mii use e other zinc 1, juz put there 2 collect dust onli..on n on she went T.T sianz.. so i decided to block her out..n manage 2 do quite well *evil laughter..*

update next time~

i changed blog skinz le >.< hehe~
first i have to thank www.blogskins.com for allowin to find tis nice n cute skin there. then i have to thank e creater 4 takin time out to do tis skin. then i have to thank marco 4 helpin mi in edittin some part of tis blog. lastly, i have to thank lao da 4 spottin some mistakes n some attempt in steerin mi in e right direction. XP
anyway, i love tis new skin ^^ but song..iz ok lah..juz let it play there 4 a weekz 1st then change lor..dun say i nv give it chance =P still prefer to hear candle light hehe~
still, have to do some more edittin. like friends de bloggie, have to find n link some more.. T.T

mi xiao yi [small aunt] n two cousins come 2dae~ coz mom iz excited, likewise 4 sis. mi..ok lah..but still, iz mthz nv see them le bah?? where got time to go to my?? [iz got, but nv go. oppz~] still..miss goin to their house..
anyway, 2dae got go jalan. then hear a singer [cd shop. sembawang in sembawang..lol] think name iz yui. jpn de lah..e way she sing iz like..totally from e anime lor..dunno how 2 say..hmmm..catchy??little bit of rock?? coz mostly guitar bah..so i'm guilty of juz hangin out in e shop a little bit looonger juz to hear whether it'z worth buyin or not. turn out - totalli yes >.< but no money, a bit tight nowaday. so..mayb next mth =D

after 2 dayz of not bein in sku, have to go back tml n 'suffer' some more le..

e world will keep on turnin even if u stopped n pitied yourself..

watch e movie 'Wild Hogs" wif jade e other day. damn funni, i tell u XP
4 guys on a trip, all of them wif their own prob [1 iz too shy. another iz a doc, sorry, dentist - he cant get a off day. another iz scared of his wife. another..even sadder..wife run off n he'z bankrupt..] but hey, lotta thingz happen dat make all thingz right..well, most of it XP
i feel dat it'z worth watchin 4 instead of 'Nightmare dectective' coz i actually went in2 e cinema wif no idea of wat e movie iz abt T.T haha~ but it'z kinda..hmmm..like somethin after a long week of work??or sku =P
*3 starz out of 5. [by siqia0]

finally got a song on mi blog le >.< how long has it been?? haha~ hmm..it'z 'Candle Light' by Kumi Koda. on her 'Black Cherry' album. e lyrics iz kinda sad de bah..
here goes:
When the night comes
Sadness takes hold big-time
And there’s nothing I can do about it

I thought I was closer to you than anyone
But now you’re gone

Though I thought
I understood you better than anyone

The two of us that day
Like lovers
I want to light
That candle again

I was closest to you, but I gave you crap
I’m really sorry
I want to go back to that time again

It was such a treasure to me
That I held on tight to it
But by doing that I lost sight of the real meaning
The time we spent together may have ended
But I treasure it

I want to be connected to you
Your hand in mine
Even when I cover my eyes
All I can see is you

From now on
You’ll be protecting her
Keep your candle for her
Alight
From now on
*tis iz taken from w webbie http://sointokoda.co.uk/

a translated version. dun think any1 can read jpn[wif e exceptional of lao da..], so i take e eng version instead. quite meaningful, but wat i like..iz e piano =P but iz like..any 1 instrument 4 e whole music [it'z beri kool >.<]
lol..i juz like her lah..

crystal iz transferrin le..haiz..2 woodlands mart. think..jade knew abt it leh bah..2 mi..as long iz not jade can le..[i know i'm biased..] but 4 crystal..far from home, no 1 she know there [have 2 start all over again..] n i heard from lee inn dat e ppl there not gd..not sure lah..juz a bit worry 4 her..ppl gonna be missin her..still, i know dat she can fare better wif other job lor..coz she lookz more tired than e 1st time i saw her 4 e interview.still..would be prayin 4 her bah..

brought a book, sorry, iz 2 bookz - Twilight n New Moon. e cover attacted mi 1st. wif a black background, a pair of pale hand iz streched out, holdin a apple. a big n RED apple. whoa~ hmm..iz series lah..n iz on paranormal teen romance [despite e fact dat e lead male character iz a hundred plus yr old vamp..lol..] but hey, if mi sis can finish e 1st book within a week, e book iz considered beri gd alreadi..n 4 mi, 2 finish both book within e same day. no need 2 say more =P hehe~
*4.5 starz of 5. even they dun give full starz 4 e best movie ever.. [by siqia0]

cant wait 4 14th may ^^

been meanin to update..guess dat e sleep bug got hold of mi XP
saw wei shun in sku 2dae. i was suppose 2 be eatin. saw him, so i juz wave mi hand lah..then i think:ehh...iznt he suppose 2 be in sp?? totally got a shock >.< turnz out dat he got 4 hrz of break, so come here to xplore..lol T.T

jzu saw on e advertisment!! "Minutes to Midnight" out on e 14th may XP hmmm...iz a mon, so can go buy haha~ excited sia..cant wait >.< lala~ gonna be goin 2 hmv bah..after all, got bus from sku dat i can take to orchard [not realli lah, coz still need 2 transfer T.T]
let mi see.. go here http://youtube.com/watch?v=PJoYZCw0ArU
mv of "What I've Done" by Linkin Park [from their goin 2 be latest album] wif e lyrics at e side hehe~ hmmm..have 2 thank 2 person who uploaded it on e site ^^

was onli until nw dat i wondered whether jas n dez like e present or not..hmmm..bit slow of mi, i know..still..hope they like it lah XP
have 2 wonder..when would we have e time to meet up again.. Oo

studies still ok bah..still copin lah..coz some stuff iz beri technical. e term bah..n some lecture iz juz teachin us how 2 use a prog onli..n i have phy n math..lol..still, think tml i would be takin apart a comp again..we [mi n mi partner, wen yi] take apart a cpu last week..it was..confusin..lotta wire, n when we put it back, we realised we dunno which 1 to plug those wire into..nv noticed in e 1st place..like..we're e onli 2 galz team hor.. =p

dun even know how 2 join a cca de..gary sae thsoe ppl will call u. but hor, onli those from inline skatin email mi onli leh.. T.T i wanna join volleyball mah..so much more fun, n somethin i actually know n can play. but iz like 4 skatin hor, i still do it after sku n graduation lor..mi,sis n dad all have diff opinion..
see how lah..next week thurs, when they're trainin bah..

e day pass mi by before i even realise it..

i got a tortoise 4 mi present ^^ belated bday lah..but still hehe~ kinda cute XD
I MISS THEM!!! it was onli until ytd dat i realise..they've kinda been mi rock bah. somethin dat i know i can realied on, somethin dat i know i can turn to..it was onli tellin them abt wat'z on mi mind, n them givin mi e solution dat i felt e load on mi heart has been dropped. hmmm..dat'z somethin dat J. cant do also bah..even wif her advice..
let mi see..steph changes e most bah??or mayb it'z her hair dat she nv cut n juz let it grow??? she looks more mature wif e long hair. dun worri Jas ^^ growin dun take 1 day, it'll juz happen one day when u dun realize it [wat i feel lah.. XP]

after listenin 2 them n laughin tgt wif them..decided..he's not e guy worth waitin 4 if he juz went out wif e 1st gal dat confess 2 him bah?? "kan kai" [look wide] le..y should i troubled myself over a guy??it..doesnt seem 2 be mi style. oppz~ juz kiddin.. XP

i buy her album le!! Kumi Koda/Best~ Bounce & Lovers~ wahaha~ excited sia >.<>.<

oh ya, juz read e review 4 e movie - nightmare detective.hmm..somewhere on e net lah..among e 4 which i read [btw, there'z onli 4 review..] it was all beri bad - "a waste of time" "a waste of money" "veri confusin, even until e end, it was still confusin"
so of coz i told jade abt it..we changed our mind n think it was e "Road Hogs" or somethin like dat..4 guyz ridin on a bike n travellin abt e states..sound cool >.< iz bike leh~ XP

i seemz to see some light from e other end again..

不愿一个人
在风中在雨中走在那街道上
不愿在喧哗中孤独中冰冷中
想念着牵挂的你

不愿站在那人群中孤立
不愿站在那人群中想你
不愿留着你孤独的时候

才能体会什么叫忐忑与不安的心

我真的不愿意一个人
在风中在雨中走在那街道上
不愿在喧哗中孤独中冰冷中
想念着牵挂的你

tis iz onli part of wat i read from ah lun de bloggie. http://skysaai.blogs.friendster.com/my_blog/2006/10/post.html

juz find it meaningful. wat i felt..express mi feelin e most bah..4 nw..
mi sis knew abt it ytd. "regret le bah??" she say.
ya..n i nv knew it would hurt bah..guess tis iz wat i would get in return..mi fault..
dat time wif BC iz i knew there would nv b a return of feelin, datz y i kept it to myself.n mayb it'z always mi not 2 say mi feelin out front, i cause e drift btw HD n mi bah.. [but hu wouldnt when they heard their bf say he still luv his ex?? T.T]

haiz..dun think abt it nw hor..

goin 4 e gatherin tis evenin ^^ cant wait hehe~ no time no see them le leh..coz a bit excited lah..
juz hope dat 2dae mayb can a bit early excused. coz mac got a meetin.. T.T at 5, when i'm juz released from mi last lesson..at e most iz dun go. coz i told aaron le, if i can come, i come..if not..also not sure wat they wanna alk abt lor..last time de, ask mi go le, then ask stuff not ready yet..so iz a wasted trip lah..or mayb iz e crew chattin 2dae bah??no long nv look at e calender le lah..

it ended b4 it even start..

totally confused right nw..but also sianz nw lor..4 hr break coz e sir got meetin.. T.T but 2dae should be ok bah..until..5pm..lol O.O
nw even goin 2 lesson also confused mi..dat block, tis block..siaoz..

should i go accordin to wat he wan?? be freanz, gd freanz..anythin i need help mi, i juz give him a call..wat could a guy be thinkin?? it'z remindin of wat brandon iz doin bah [onli brandon iz worse..nw totally no contact..] n also partly of wat K. has done..rmb jack?? K. keep pushin mi 2 jack even when he knew mi feelin..[think he know bah..] thinkin of askin jack wat to do 2night..haiz..miss their company..
brandon iz like playin around wif mi feelin bah..but iz sy doin e same thing?? mi superviser say she has trust n "kan hao" [look gd] of sy..but nw..i'm totally not sure le..
haiz..almost couldn't sleep last night..but guess i was too tired bah..

will be havin a gatherin tml ^^ [finally~ after so long a period when i have to keep rejectin them coz i'm workin..] it'z a celebration of a sort..birthday de - mine, jas n dez. so i went out wif him to get them present on tue le lor..but i can't find wat i wan 4 dez T.T we spend dunno how long inside kinokuniya 4 dunno how long b4 i choose something..jas 'z easier, coz i have somethin in mind le, n there'z stock available, so her 'z like..go in, spot it, buy, go home kinda stuffz..

wanted to watch "NIghtmare Dectective"!! but WTH!! M18 T.T crap..few mthz short..it suck.. but. a big but, mi n jade has a plan of a sort to watch it tgt ^^ she also seemz interested in it mah..coz i'm thinkin..if not goin wif her, then could be wif xiao siong liao.. [btw, no time also no see him also..quit mac, quit minitoon..where can find him??oh ya, mayb i can ask him hor?? XP]

crazy world..crazy life..

wat can i say??sku start le >.< iz sianz but expected de bah..afterall, play 4 so long le..but hey, 2dae iz like onli e 3rd dae, but i'm gettin tired le..e whole place iz big!! but luckily i no need 2 go far 4 mi lesson.. [lucky lucky]

still tryin 2 get use 2 everythin bah..next lesson have 2 walk out instead of waitin 4 e cher to come. n we dun call them teacher liao..i think is something like sir or mdm or somethin like dat lah..n bcoz i haven't gotten my tertiary card yet, i'm still usin adult fees.. ='( beri de ex. le..top up 10 on mon, n another 10 2dae le..sianz T.T

stuff happening bah..startin 2 like him a little bit le bah..but hey, he walk wif a gal dat he say he felt responsible 4. so we went out ytd n talk [after buyin present..] he was like..sure of his feelin 4 mi..n wanted mi 2 wait till he resolve everythin..
later dat night, he msg mi n wanted mi to lead a normal life. n 2 give a chance to another guy if dat person was as gd as him.. i'm like..wat does he wan anyway??i dun think any1 could be as gd as him bah..
mayb it's mi fault bah..not darin to say anythin n juz realizin it at e last moment..but if dat'z e way it's meant to be..so be it..
it'z as if my normal life has been turn over in juz 1 day.. T.T

ask jade abt it, she also agree wif mi..haiz..she also has her own prob to deal wif bah..dat simple minded guy..hope he respond to jade soon..if not.. [head shakin..] wat i dun get iz y gary can reply but he cant.. T.T
thinkin of askin jack or mayb even lao da bah..realli not sure wat 2 do nw..juz let go, when i know he iz able to give mi e security i need?? or holdin on..when i know there'z a chance he wouldn't look at mi anymore??

crazy world..crazy life..

finally!! went to buy a bag 4 sis wif sis le ^^ it was suppose to be last mth de, but due 2 some money prob [no money.. T.T] so we kinda..postponed it. so we went 2dae >.<>.<>.<

anyway..we got wat she wan. oh ya, she brought her 1st ever book!! somethin to celebrate abt *wink~* hmm..it iz by Agatha Christie [hope i got her name right..] anyway, think she like it veri much ^^ [well..also 4 itz price bah?? XP]

we also take neoprint!! wow~ how long has it been alreadi??mthz?yrz? haha~also not sure le. so ask her dat tis would be mi bday present from her lor..somethin which she can afford bah..still..i look fat >.< haiz..but we look good tgt ^^ two veri big contrast haha~ =D

update next time ^^

sianz~ nw then can use comp..mei mei lor.. T.T
i resist leh..resisted buyin 2 bookz ='( heart nw beri de pain.. T^T coz i think dat 2 bookz like story quite nice. 1 iz abt solvin mystery de [a little bit like Da Vinci Code- full of code n puzzle..] e other iz "Dreamhunter" [i think..coz i also wan eve dallas de..] but 4 dreamhunter de hor, dunno whether they would have 2 edition where e cover page iz onli half of a face of a man [e way i write sound weird, but sis say correct..wateva~] like cool cool de >.<>.<

rejected him again..like beri de dui bu qi ta lor..sorri leh..
iz like..hez nw in MI while i'm in ngee ann.therez beri few chances dat we can actually meet up le bah. i dun wan a relationship in dat e couple meet up n actually go out in like mthz de..ya, absence makes e heart fonder. but hor, if like 2 to 3 mthz leh??also too much le bah..datz mi opinion lah.. [but take take mi last relationship in2 account hor..although iz everydae next 2 each other lah, but totally diff stuff la hor-dat guy cant put his past down..]

wat can i say??countin down to Kumi Koda Best~Bounce & Lovers~ 6 more dayz ^^
chao excited de hehe~ but..coz iz in jpn mah, so think sg hab 2 wait lor..so hor, 16 then i go check out HMV =D

"bookz iz mine onli escape from tis harsh n cold world"
somethin dat i thought of when i leave Borderz juz nw =P

okeyz~ update next time ^^

kinda rare 4 mi to update dat soon XP or even updatin at all bah?? [guilty smile..hehe..]
juz wanna share bah??have any1 out there notice e moon?? itz sooOoo beautiful >.< bright yellow??big?? n wow~ i wish i can juz sit there 4eva juz lookin at it ^^ nope, i'm not kiddin. too bad cant realli see e stars from sg. iz can lah, but not from mi house. [think e grass patch a few distance from mi house can bah...]
thing iz diff from e train station at grandmom'z house bah. iz like..when u look up, u can actually try 2 identify e "she shou zhou" [think iz sagittarius..if spellin iz correct..] itz like e whole sky iz twinklin, filled wif secret dat they're not tellin us XP e whole scene iz like totally suitable 4 a pinic wif a loved one [except 4 e noise from e ppl waitin 4 e train..]
but nw think iz impossible le bah..coz they built a sheltered path, good 4 all those passenger lah..but..haiz..cant see all those beautiful starz le ='(

ooOoo~ juz read aaron yan [from Fahrenheit >.<] his entry iz beri de cheem lor..n he'z onli how old??abt 20??but some of e entry iz beri de meaningful. which i hope i can write like dat lor..

lol..dad juz soak his phone 4 like e whole night n nw wat??he wanna use sis phone wif his card??wat in e world??but..sis phone no sound, so out of e qns lah..[dad hearin got little bit prob..gettin old le bah or mayb iz coz workin place beri noisy bah..]so change target lah, mi phone! T.T totally no way man. juz look at his phone - scratches almost everywhere, dust behide e screen. n also dunno wat else. n nw, phone soak 4 e whole night b4 he realise it in e mornin..who would dare 2 lent him??ok lah, call mi selfish lah. so wat??e phone iz i paid 1, onli his signature on e paper onli lor..big deal..use it 4 onli 1 to 2 dayz, not way in hell am i goin 2 do it. well, there'z e old phone of mine - dunno how 2 use, he say. cant learn 1 izzit?? T.T damn bu shuang.. T.T

anyway, update next time le.. mom naggin soon T.T

got mi phoe back 2dae. almost every1 know it was pink, but dat guy say mi motherboard spoilt liao [dun even know wat it mean.. T.T] so they change a new case lor.. [everything change xcept mi batt. n memory card..] so iz like i request 4 a pink 1 lah, but he say dat they dun have stock, all iz at factory. then i know have 2 wait some more..sianz~ so take a new one lor..
offically, i get mi phone back. inofficially, i get e color i wan in e 1st place - black. overall, not bad lah. iz a phone mah..but not as shiny as e pink 1 lor..ermm...iz nvm de bah..lol..

2dae originally got meetin at mac, dunno wat itz abt also. lol.. [silly mi, nv ask then agree to go..] some guy iz surpose to be e big conductin de, but i think iz coz of some miscommunication, turn out 2 be him conductin, but he doesnt have 2 thing prepare. so...think kena postpone..
good lor..waste mi time. luckily i went 2 orchard b4 goin over..at least i get wat i wan from kinokuniya.. T.T
wow! >.<>.< but hor, there'z 3 box altogether. then hor, each box cost like..$20.90?? wat in e world??hmm..i count huh..abt...$4.18 per episode leh.. T.T datz like..quite ex in my opinion..or mayb itz juz mi lah hor..

jade dun agree dat wu zun iz shuai de >.< but she does agree dat his height iz like..whoa! [2 thumbz up ^^] well, her ideal height in guy iz like 180. Oo dunno whether jh meet or not..but hor, they should still be tgt bah..nv heard any newz..
2dae like she no mood like dat..also dunno y leh. beri quiet, like something iz troublin her. but coz got crystal around, so nv ask her anythin lah.. [crystal 2dae damn high de lor.. T.T]

get in2 e course - network system n security. in ngee ann. damn cheem de course. but like tis yr de accountin beri "hot" c.o.p iz like 13 lor O.O nw i'm hatin mi result 4 eng n humanz T.T both 6 leh ='( iz got confident de leh..haiz..anyway, at least i got somethin i have interest in also lah, not bad bah?? >.<

huang yida de new cd out le ^^ dunno whether 2 buy it nw or wait. coz every1 know dat mayb a 2nd version will come out, wif dunno vcd or dvd. then mayb even wif poster or calander..e norm iz tis kind of case lor..so their fans have 2 buy a few version of their same album in e end..
hmm..mayb wait bah..haiz..

update next time bah ^^

at home all day..sianz..was suppose 2 go out wif xh they all de..mayb iz no time bah??anyway, mom they all went to toa payoh to pray 2dae *yawNz~* hope they get wat they pray 4..

quittin gw soon. end of may. boss know, so i dun need 2 say much, but hez been persuadin mi 2 stay, which i wouldnt bah. i not so hard up 4 cash dat i have 2 do 2 job while i'm studyin..plus, mi basic at mac went up le. so nw can save on transport n food at mac, unlike at gw..n everytime i work there, iz sure go home late de.n mom also worried bah..not sure where i would be, not sure wat time i would be at home. coz mac iz like onli 30 min at e most from home, so whenever i late, she know i go shoppin le..

mi small uncle de son iz sooOoo cute >.< http://www.photo.net/photos/samsee07
can see almost all mi younger cousins n aunt n uncle bah ^^ all of them have grown quite big le..some are even same age as mi sis de hor, even taller than her lor..n also quite handsome le XP hehe~

talk wif dad abt e nintendo. e agreement iz say dat i look after bro de result 4 six mthz, constant improvement then we see 1st. then mom came in2 e room n ask wat we talkin abt..she repeat dat she would throw it away if i buy. if not..wait until bro graduated from psle..wat in e world?? 3 freakin yrz.. T.T as well as dun buy liao lor..other new n better model would have come in le lah.. T.T

update next time le ^^

totally hook on e series hana kimi XP reason?? itz funny, hilarious n most of e actor are shuai ge >.<>.< then nw iz wu zun XP coz in e series, mayb datz e way i wan 2 be sayang by e guy i like bah XP [hint hint =P]
but e series iz totally so drama, think wei shun agree wif mi bah?? ^^ but think iz also coz of his qi zhi - e way he carried himself ^^ totally cool~ but i think when he smile like quite fake.. T.T but think iz quite a waste dat he leave modellin n turn in2 a singer instead. then florence say : lee sheng jie was also once a national tennis player..i'm like..wat a WASTE!! >.< haiz..but itz their choice in how their life turn..still..wu zun iz like no 1 on mi hunk list..beside..roake - eve de hubby [but he'z fictional..lol..] ok ok..tigger?? lol..

2dae big bosses comin down 2 mac..like totally stress..aaron was sayin : no need stress de, juz relax. then i say 2 aunty yen hong : easier say than done..they have 2 know dat most of us haven been doin stuffz accordin 2 procedure XP food iz still safe de la hor..like wat??can onli go home after they leave?? brain dead le.. T.T totally flat out, but luckily not doin fries..if not, can see mi floatin out of e store after work..iz hope can pass their standard lah..coz serene say every1 will get a $10 ntuc voucher..which totally iz no use 2 mi at tis moment Oo but can give mom bah..lol, when all e aunty hear dat..like they strike lottery like dat lor..

mom dun let mi have 2 nintendo, mayb i ask dad bah..another way hehe~ but sis say : imagine wat dad would say=go n ask mom.. totally sianz~ coz datz exactly wat dad would say..but itz worth a try [question mark??] hmmm...mayb 2night??or tml..tryin 2 dalay mi disappointment..lol..

anyway, update next time ^^

wat in e world?? itz mine bday n i'm at home???lol.. itz e true [head shakin..] i originally have a plan 2 go 2 kinokuniya to buy e mag. de..overslept - 2 plus then wake up >.<>.< i like mori n e twins best, but alas..no have..lol. next iz from florence -mi supervise at gw. anyway, i got a watch from her..no bad lah, quite nice de mah..

was searchin 4 e manga on hana kimi when i have an impulse to search 4 lao da on friendster. so i do it lah..pop! abt 43 result came up. [same surname de lah..i dunno lao da de full name leh..] got a shock man..wonder wat i would get if i search 4 myself??lol..nth 2 do..
ok, i'm disappointed..always though mi name iz unique. turns out there another person out there wif e same name, mayb diff surname, but still, we share a name..haiz..lol..still, bcoz there iz only 1 other person, can i say i'm quite lucky??sis de name has abt 32 entry lor..lucky mi??lol..

been dl-din hana kimi de manga from some place..[should i have say tis??] ok, some1 been sentin it 2 mi..lol..itz takin a long time..but i realli realli hope dat can finish by 2dae..ermm..abt 12 hrz..lol Oo haiz..been doin it 4 like days le..but dun tell mi iz coz of e connection hor.. T.T

anyway..update next time le bah. mom been naggin at mi 2 bath liao..ciao~

itz tml! yohoo~ hehe, should be able 2 guess bah?? Oo lol not gonna say wat it iz, keep those who know waitin..so...wat could it be??a date? simply an off date finally? or go shoppin?? hehe~ XP

haiz..i know, i know..happi v-day~ happi b-day to suzhen~ [both happen on e same day ^^] happi new yr~ lol like almost all e festival cram in2 1 mth like dat..but lunar calander iz like dat de bah..cny can be in jan, feb even march hor??have it fall on april or may b4??hmm...askin a silly qns..lol

anyway, have mi eyes fix on a nintendo ds lite de..like nv have a gameboy or watever when i was young, so thinkin of buyin ir lor..but 1st, i go ask mom lah.. "u dare buy, i'll throw it away.u know there iz some1 who cant realli study alreadi n u still wanna buy?" then i juz think abt those kids dat have 1 in their hand T.T envy...haiz..sis was sayin when i'm older bah..haiz..mi?i'm thinkin of buyin 1 n juz secretly playin it when i'm out..which seemz impossible as i could have it glue to mi hand XP
mayb next time bah..

will be goin out alone tml bah..juz wanted some time to myself after workin 4 like a week wif no break. tired..very tired..then nowadays been "chasin" after e tw show-hana kimi. e 1 starrin ella n a few other guyz from "fei lun hai" [paiseh >.<>.<>.< anyway, e show iz nice. a muz watch =D

result out le..nw iz waitin 4 e postin result lor..damn sianz, have 2 keep waitin. haiz..at 1st iz worried 4 e result [some ppl lah hor..definitely not mi XP] then nw have 2 worried abt e postin [nw, datz mi T.T] but hopefully, still prayin [am i?? oppz OO] dat i can get in2 e course i wan lah..should be ok bah hor?? no use 2 worry nw le bah..lol

update next time bah..gettin sleepy le..zzz

e upgradin in my house is finish, i hope..it took 10 long freakin to finish ='( i cant touch e comp, i cant touch my books, itz totally sianz T.T [all covered up mah..] but nw should be ok le bah??hmmm..coz nw my area got upgrade, then e door of my house kena change, window grills all change, toilet de door also changes..but if old de dun go, new de cant come in..anythin lor, not my money anyway XP so nw mom n dad iz cleanin up e house, dustin, juz wipin everythin lor..then mom n i plan 2 paint!! hehe~ i'll do my room [in blue~then ceilin iz white ^^] mom will do e livin room, she wan it e original color..watever~

anyway, clean e wall of mi room 2dae [pantin..] beri beri de tirin...juz lookin hor, e wall seemz clean, but i have 2 change e bucket abt 2 to 3 times..eck >.< paint also buy le, so iz hopin 2 be able 2 paint by fri. coz sat workin mah, then sun goin out wif sis. ya, hope la hor..

lately dat guy nv put mi work mac leh..like 2 weeks??mom iz like: wat?nv put u work arh??quit already lah.. im like..errhhh..he got no use of mi mah..[iz kinda true lah..] my pt of view iz dat: dun work, rest lor..hehe~ lazy all e way..XP

v-dayz comin. so would be doin some cookies or choco. dependin lah..but cookies have e highest vote in mi world..e thing iz, itz CHOCO cookies. hehe~ makes all e diff in mi world XP still, have 2 do a "test run" 1st. wat if on dat day do then do taste nice leh?? not good, not good..e thing iz dat every1 would be able 2 eat e cookies if they turn out 2 be workin dat day..but onli in cozway bah..but jade would be able too also, even at wcc.[haiz..she kena attached there. 4 a mth >.< not fun w/o her around also..]

will be updatin next time ^^ cyaz~

wat a fu*kin day!!! i mean like at work 2dae hor, im serve 1 customer. then e other gal scan e things when e customer wanna pay lah..then she 4get 2 give discount [we got promotion mah..] then when e superviser came, she then rmb. so she tell mi lor..then im E one 2 tell our suerviser de hor..then i nv say any name lah. i juz say iz when scan hor, nv give discount. so when our superviser know hor, know my side of e story le hor, so e superviser call her. she dare say iz WE do tgt de. WTH. so e superviser ask her "who scan de?" she push e blame on mi le "i scan de, but she nv tell mi" when i heard it, im like: wat e hell???at least admit she nv give e discount lah, but e superviser say dat if u wanna do cashier right, u muz at least rmb which items got offer n how much. if cant rmb, can check de mah..ok lah, mayb also got my fault lah, coz i nv say anything also..but is mine customer leh, if she so eager 2 be e 1 collectin e money, let her lah..so i keep quiet lor. smart-alec T.T get mi blood boilin when i think abt it..

tis mornin also, mom ask mi 2 get e no from e clinic coz dad wanna see doc mah..but i dun wan 2 be late, so make some sound lor..then u know wat she say?? "everytime ask u do something hor, nv do 1. also nv do properly.." im like: sometimes i help u fold e clothes, halfway through she came in n finish it. sometimes after work,cant i have e right 2 take a rest. n mi leg need 2 relax de hor, not like her still can take nap in e afternoon when she iz tired or most of e thing iz done. wat abt b4 i know how 2 do chores??wasnt she e 1 doin it?? ok lah, still i go. but u know wat??it takes mi abt 18 min 2 reach e clinic, n turns out dat dad has alreadi seen e doc. fish.

anyway, HAPPI NEW YR!! XP hehe~ i know i know, iz 2nd day liao, but still can wish de mah..anyway, all e best 4 e 2007. jia you~

sleepin soon. update next time ^^