sick of sittin on e bus.
from tampiness [where i collect my spree items]
to yishun,
den i transfered bus to orchard.
sickenin..
as a result,
i got 2 fin my book.
luckily i nv bring another book.
it would juz be another weight on my back.
[considerin dat e laptop n charger is inside..]
but i did manage to get quite a lot of things done
[from my pt of view]
1.gotten my stuff
2.collected uncle's books
3.got a new comic =X
[i tried talkin myself out of it. almost worked. emphasis on 'almost'..]
4.trim my hair~ woohoo~
althou mom says no diff *eye rollin*
she says dat everytime
ermmm..
thou not dat time when it's realli short >.<

pass thru a lots of temptation 2dea.
from books,
to food,
and finally,
chipsters!!!
seems to have a mild addiction to it.
n jack n jill's potato chips cant seem to..
work??
is dat e word??
but been reinin in my control,
it's tough.
but still manage to do it.
could be e cravin isnt dat strong.
since i've juz satisfied it e other day =X
hopefully,
e cravin will be able to stay down until like mths later >.<
unhealthy food,
tsk tsk *shake head*
but still part of wat i eat =X
wahaha~

wanna go trim hair de.
since i have some cash on mi.
finally *eye rollin*
guess wat i was??
a paper pasted on e glass
'sorry, but we are closed for today.
sorry for the inconvenience cause.'
somethin similar,
but ya,
u get my meanin..
*sigh*
another day den..

anyway,
will be goin 2 tampiness to get my stuff.
finally!!!
woohoo~ *thump hand in air*
but it's gonna be a long journey.
from clementi to tampiness,
no joke lor..
got feelin gonna have 2 bring 2 novels along liao..
juz in case,
n stock up my mp3 songs.
juz hope got space to sit tml bah..
hopefully >.<

was late to sku 2dea.
damn rare lah..
but i'm to be blamed also lah..
left house slightly later den usual.
like onli 10mins later??
but waitin for e bus also takes time mah..
turns out to be like half an hr late to lab lor..
but funny thing is dat,
althou my whole grp is like e last to start,
we're e 1st to leave.
wahahah~
but it also didna leave us much time to go makan place,
unlike e last time.
so have 2 be content wif canteen 2.
still alright,
as long as got place to sit n eat can le bah =D

usin sis comp nw,
guess have 2 give her back le..
if not..
kowai *shudder*
ps she last night got black face lor..
dunno 4 wat reason also >.<

trimmin hair???
push back to next week.
low on cash *argh*
n no,
no pocket money tis week.
yet.
hope dat's e case >.<

2dae's weather still alright.
or it could be due to e fact dat i've stayed in my bed,
wif e fan blowin cool wind over mi,
as i slept almost till noon??
haha~
high chance XP

suddenly got a cravin for choco cake.
preferably somethin wif fudge.
lotta fudge
*daydreamin abt bitin in2 one*
another day,
another time if i did encounter a cake like dat >.<
lalala~

gotta control my spendin le..
siqiao wif a bit of cash is dangerous.
it's as if dere's somethin inside mi,
tellin mi to spend everythin i have in my bank account..
dat's like not so good >.<
hope tis habit will change

nv knew my dad was such a sweet guy.
2wards his wife XP
coz was lookin thru mom's collection of novels,
searchin for a couple of books by a certain author.
it was den mom came in,
so i commented lah, "wow, ur books more den mine leh.."
[i swear, it could be double or triple my collection lah >.< ]
it was den she replied, "mostly is dad buy de, coz dat time his wife very lonely.."
juz damn sweet >.<
n considerate.
like ytd also,
mom was goin to help our neighbor work at her stall.
[coz aunty's short of hand..]
wow,
dat on fri night hor,
he offered to give mom a ride to her workplace leh..
sia..
even dat time when mom ask dad to give mi a ride to e polyclinic dat time when i sick hor,
he has to ask lotta qns..
unfairness -.-
i guess..
dat's how dad show his love bah XP

was 放鸽子 again on fri.
by fren,
happens everytime.
disappointed..
althou ya,
he's helpin mi to look 4 wat i wan.
still..
haiz *shake head*
still,
did manage to meet up wif ♥dear~
had dinner at New York New York!
ate some pasta,
n wow!!
damn nice de lah >.<
thank you ♥dear~ *muackz*
hehe~ ^^

plannin to trim my hair tml.
gettin longer le,
n e weather is not helpin -.-
althou my classroom is airconditioned..
was thinkin of cuttin it short again.
but wat terry says is correct.
if i did cut it short,
i'll be one of em le..
helloooo????
i'm e onli gal in class???
it's soooo not a good idea to cut it short >.<
lalala~

"Love is that condition in which the happiness of another person is essential to your own."
— Robert A. Heinlein

it's like totally unfair!!!
no slippers in class???
hey,
i noe we dun look dat well respected if we wear slippers to sku.
but still,
our feet need to breathe de lah..
if i wanna count,
i would be wearin shoes for e whole week.
coz i'm workin too..
poor feet *pattin em nw..*
n durin 2dae's lab??
beside mi being e onli gal,
i'm also e onli person wearin slippers.. *eye rollin*
but lucky tjk nv say anythin
[n tis's pointed out by bq,
statin e unfairness of being a male LOL]

'watch' terry n weixiang played bball after lunch
n wx is adament abt playin it to e pt dat he wanna '吃球' for lunch..
but our sittin position [at e side]
is a bit far from em [they're playin in e middle court]
so i ended up readin my book not dat long after they started XP
but is got glance up nw n den lah..
saw terry score.
not bad,
nv knew he can play well ^^
in compare,
dat 1st court de ppl is like..
cmi =X
lalala~

seems dat i have a lecturer on long term mc.
for my whole sem,
in fact.
some heart prob
[heard from cl de..]
heard dat they are lookin for a replacement cher,
so in e meanwhile,
tjk will be takin over our lab.
but 2dea's still ok,
juz follow every instruction.
it's more of a recap thingie from in4.
creatin vlan,
knowin how it's prune n e reason.
still ok.
but tjk expects 1 person 2 be able to do 4 switch.
O.O
pretend i'm not hearin it *cover ears*

♥dear??
happy anniversary *muackz*
lookin forward to seein u tml *grin*

havin IS lesson 2dea.
cher is kinda i choose [except for corporate communication]
but luckily,
both cher are ok.
as in not borin n strict.
so *whew*
relieve XP
but got feelin dat tis sems de IS like..
heavy.
especially for e wat??
oh ya,
World Issues: A singapore perspective
almost fall asleep durin lesson..
think..
sleep too late la bah..
haha~
per usual.
den kena nag again abt it.
'see???
so tired liao still wanna sleep so late.'
bleh~

thou could be gettin my stuff 2dea.
turns out ben a bit rush for time..
*sigh*
so meetin him again lor..
at another time n date.
hope wouldnt be let down again bah..
always hor,
everytime wif him is he 放鸽子的。。
not once le lah..
a bit sianz..

well,
anyway.
i got my bags from e spree!!!
woohoo~
perfect if i wanna juz go out.
small n sling.
wahahha~
but is wait for e other 1
hehe~
not tellin as to wat it is..
even i'll be shy de hor XP
hopefully next week~

1st lesson lab liao..
nv bring comp,
lucky got those in front dat can use.
homework??
calculatin vlsm.
omg..
how long nv do liao??
*scratch head*
den all e pros in class gone attachment..
onli left chao lin..
sianz liao lor..
he's like e 救星 le >.<

n if i'm not wrong,
n nv see wrongly.
i'm like e onli gal in my class sia O.O
out of 16 ppl.
sia.. *shake head*
at least still got ppl i noe..
if not..
scary seh..
so meet new ppl 2dea.
raymond.
think he's from e class de.
another person in same grp as me is andrew [need 4 ppl in grp for lab]
know him,
seen him b4.
juz nv talk b4.
LOL
typically qiao's attitude XP
lalala~ ♪

i got utada's newest album!!!!
woohoo~
excited seh >.<
listenin 2 it right nw XP
but e onli thing dat's not so perfect abt it??
dere's no lyrics included.
it's stated dere - 'For complete lyrics, go to:ww.utada.com'
n i dunno whether it's coz i'm lookin at e wrong place or wat,
i haven found it yet..
*sigh*
still,
so far no complain abt e songs =X
hehe~

oh ya,
it's finally here >.<
*hands in air*
woohoo~
'Salvation in death'
been waitin a long time 4 it.
but,
think it's worth e wait.
thou i haven get it yet.
later,
later when i go get my stuff =P
woohoo~
e night's lookin good XP
beside e weather of coz..
thou e rain tis mornin might lighten e weather,
turns out it's not helpin at all.. *mumbling*

1st day of sku.
1hr lecture [cher released early]
waste of my bloody time.
sianz..
but still,
it's good to be back in sku.
good to be doin somethin conductive instead of slackin
n wastin my time.
beside e aircon XP
but..
feels weird without him in e class >.<

gonna see which weekday can work,
since i have promised em..
see which 1 1st lor..
*sigh*
sianz..

a bit pissed off..
but mostly is a misunderstandin,
thou is mostly my fault bah..
mi n my assumption *eye rollin*

tml will be a busy day.
hope can last thru it
jia you~

Missing - JayEd

been lookin for e lyrics for tis song..
found it at goo 音楽,
but it's like e original.
den,
i found tis great website -> Romaji Translator
e best thing i've ever found~ *hand in e air*

another 1 dat i found.
translate to eng.
but e sentence juz sound kinda weird.
but wateva,
gonna add it in,
in another color..

So here goes -

言葉にできるなら　少しはましさ
kotoba nidekirunara sukoshi hamashisa
It is goodness or more a little if it makes it to the word.
互いの胸の中は　手に取れるほどなのに
tagai no mune no naka ha teni tore ruhodonanoni
[Ruhodonanoni] ..in a chest each other.. ..it is possible to take it...
震える瞳が語りかけてた
furue ru hitomi ga katari kaketeta
The trembling pupil talked.
出会いがもっと早ければと
deai gamotto hayake rebato
If meeting is earlier

I love you　叶わないものならば
I love you kanawa naimononaraba
I love you If it is the one not fulfilled
いっそ忘れたいのに　忘れられない全てが
isso wasure tainoni wasure rarenai subete ga
Everything that cannot be forgotten though I want to forget rather
I miss you　許されることならば
I miss you yurusa rerukotonaraba
I miss you If it is permitted
抱きしめていたいのさ　光の午後も星の夜も　Baby
daki shimeteitainosa hikari no gogo mo hoshi no yoru mo Baby
At afternoon of [nosa] [hika] that embraces closely and night of the star Baby

ときめくだけの恋は　何度もあるけれど
tokimekudakeno koha nando moarukeredo
Love only of throbbing : though it is many times.
こんなに切ないのは　きっと初めてなのさ
konnani setsuna inoha kitto hajimete nanosa
Such the painful one is first surely [nanosa].
染まりゆく空に包まれて
soma riyuku sora ni tsutsuma rete
It dyes and it is wrapped in the sky where it goes.
永遠に語らう夢をみた
eien ni katara u yume womita
The dream of talking through all eternity was seen.

I love you　届かないものならば
I love you todoka naimononaraba
I love you If it is the one that doesn't reach
見つめかえさないのに　瞳奪われて動けない
mitsu mekaesanainoni hitomi ubawa rete ugoke nai
[Hitomiuba] cracks to watching [kaesanaino] and it is not possible to move.
I miss you　許されることならば
I miss you yurusa rerukotonaraba
I miss you If it is permitted
抱きしめていたいのさ　光の午後も星の夜も　Baby
daki shimeteitainosa hikari no gogo mo hoshi no yoru mo Baby
At afternoon of [nosa] [hika] that embraces closely and night of the star Baby

黄昏に精一杯の息を吸って
tasogare ni seiippai no iki wo sutte
An utmost breath is breathed in at dusk.
目を閉じるだけ　Oh
me wo toji rudake Oh
Eyes are only shut. Oh

I love you　僕だけの君ならば
I love you boku dakeno kun naraba
I love you If it is you only of me
この道をかけだして　逢いに行きたい　今すぐに
kono michi wokakedashite ai ni iki tai ima suguni
Right now ..wanting go for the encounter.. ..this road.. running out
I miss you　許されることならば
I miss you yurusa rerukotonaraba
I miss you If it is permitted
抱きしめていたいのさ　光の午後も星の夜も　Baby
daki shimeteitainosa hikari no gogo mo hoshi no yoru mo Baby
At afternoon of [nosa] [hika] that embraces closely and night of the star Baby

think e 2nd website needs improvement..
onli dat "I miss you..." seems e most logical out of all e rest..
but still,
thou some of e lyrics sounds correct,
i'm still not sure whether it's correct or not.
juz to make a pt.
at least nw i have words dat i can follow to,
if i feel like singin along XP
enjoy~

I"M BACK!!!!
woohoo~
as in recovered from e sickness or illness or wateva u wanna call it XP
finally *relieve*
it's like 5-6 days of endless fever.
it goes down,
before comin again when i go to sleep.
damn sickenin..
causes mi 2 days of night *argh*
it is very very rare dat my night get disturb,
n it's over somethin dat should be gone after i take e med??
cant believe it -.-
but i got tis theory dat it could be coz of dat allergy??
kinda stoppin my ability to heal back.
even after takin paracetemol.
which is wat e polyclinic doc gave mi.
thou diff brand from e below-e-flat doc..
even when for a blood test.
juz in case,
u noe..
turns out my body lacks iron *eye rollin*
den doc ask mi go back e 2nd day to do.
so when i get back,
i was thinkin..
since e nurse takes blood from my left hand.
have 2 ask her to take from my right hand tml.
which is wat i did.
turns out -
"Sorry, but there's no blood comin out.
I have to take from your other hand."
i'm like..
wth lah..
my right hand a bit innocent de lor..
but also a bit funny XP

♥dear??
thankz for dat card *grin*
muackz~

sku's reopenin soon.
which is like damn fast.
onli like ytd when it juz started holidayin *ahem*
haha~
still ok lah,
is quite long de lor..
ermmm..
think i shall stop tis topic le..
some ppl been havin attachment instead =X

nw juz worried abt those allergy-rashes on e leg.
worried dat it wouldnt fade away..
damn ugly T.T
looks like a whole swarm of mosquitoes attacks my calf lor..
ewwwwww...
*wave away disturbin images in my mind*

gotta go find lyrics le..
been lookin for it's hiragana version..
jia you!!

horrendous night.
e worse ever.
was awaken up somewhere around 2,
shiverin in cold,
wif e recent dreams slippin away.
onli knew dat it was an odd 1.
could be coz of e books i'm readin.
[had dreams on dragons last night. it was pretty disturbin..]
cant go back to sleep coz of e aches in e body,
everytime i change position,
e rhythm beatin in my head juz get louder..
irritatin..
cant a gal have a good rest???? *argh*
i think i did manage to sleep.
but onli for a while.
rmb wakin up my mom,
tellin her i have e fever again.
she onli told mi to go take some more med,
wet a cloth n put on forehead,
den she went back 2 sleep *eye rollin*
not dat i blame her,
she's also not gettin any younger..
n so,
i ended up not being able to sleep/wakin up thru'out e night..
finally,
i went to sleep beside bro's bed.
didna sleep for long either.
onli around 4-5 hrs,
b4 i wake up again??
*sigh*
try again later..
juz hope dat tis will not mess up my internal clock..
e onli good thing dat came out of tis??
i got 2 days mc.
juz pray dat i recover soon enough for mi to be workin tml >.<
if not,
it means dat i have 2 see e doc again >.<
sianz..
n despite e doc tellin mi dat i shouldnt have any allergy reaction to any of e med,
rashes are appearin on my calf.
n e worse thing is??
i dun even noe which med is causin it,
coz i nv listen properly when e doc is tellin mi..
sianz liao lor..
sickenin sia..

been lazy in updatin XP
but it's kinda e same old same old,
since i've been workin almost everyday..
but it was diff last sat.
when to see a movie at a last min decision.
all thankz to louis n 'drew *eye rollin*
was juz in e room,
n heard 'drew askin whether louis is havin anythin after he went back home,
den suddenly he ask mi whether wanna go watch movie or not.
as usual,
i reply,'如果是你请客，我就去咯。。'
den suddenly,
may walked in.
she was ask e same qns n she agreed lor..
in e end,
it realli is a treat.
from dinner to movie tickets.
kinda shock lor..
coz is not juz 1 person leh,
is like e 3 of us lor..
n he even drives us home.
my guess??
he misses his darlin XP
since she is not in singapore..
lalala~
but e movie's pretty cool -> 12 rounds ^^

today,
my 4th uncle drove my grandmother, his wife n his younger daughter to my house.
juz 2 bring my grandmother over here to stay 4 a few days.
heard dat she's not feelin dat well >.<
n when i was her tis mornin,
she doesnt look e way i rmb her as.
not as vibrant and energetic.
gettin a bit worried..

is sianz liao lor..
ask mom whether can get a gamin console.
n she says no.
wif e way my bro is behavin,
he's gonna be more distracted.
so i ask whether can get books or not.
guess wat??
'if so rich canna save up e money arh??
if dat's so,
den every mth no need give u money 2 use le.
juz save up e $60.'
*sigh*

was supposed to be havin lunch wif sis 2dae.
could be due to some miscommunication,
mom already got back some noodle when i wake up.
*sigh*
nvm..
another time.
sis says on her bday lor..
which is alright,
since we'll be goin out XP
guess i gotta go request for shorter work hr dat day le..
hehe~

ok.
psp slim wins e internal debate.
but still muz see how 1st. [depend on pricin =X]
somehow. [could be coz my pay juz came in XP]
but nw.
juz wanna noe where i can get e cheapest set.
any1 got any idea???
thankz~ ^^

envious of dez.
she's in japan right nw!!!
okok,
she board e plane on e 31st.
[if i'm not wrong]
envious seh..
anyway,
hope she has fun dere.
[noe she wil have it >.<]

had a nightmare of a sort ytd mornin,
suffice to say dat i woke up wif my heart struggling to jump out.
but dunno whether it could be due to my ability to fall asleep easily or wat,
i'm back to dream-land like less den 5 mins??
LOL
but sis's sometimes sleepin position can be blamed for dat dream.
bloody hell..

finally!!
been continuin my xstitch.
been yrs since it's in my cabinet *eye-rollin*
not bad,
at least e last time i did it,
i didna leave it soo messily dat i have no idea where to start.
lucky for dat *whew~*
note: tis is juz thing i have to get done..
nth much XP

was askin my sis ytd,
"wat should i get when my pay come?? psp, levi's or books??"
n my sis is like, "it's ur money. not my business"
totally ask wrong person..
but she was right in askin tis qns,
"mom will allow you to get 1 psp meh??"
*sigh*
back to square 1 le..
minus e psp..
sianz..

goin to have lunch wif sis tml.
yes,
i noe.
we see each other everyday,
at home,
durin workin.
but tis more like relax lunch,
eatin outside kinda thing.
woohoo~
been long since i've done it wif her XP
lookin forward to tml for lotta reason *grin*