cheated!!

i was cheated of a off day by ivy!!!
*scream*
already planned my Mon by 1st informing my immediate supervisor,
den finally e formal supervisor.
den she drop e qns tis mornin *argh*
my plan
- sleep in
- go far east look for my thing
- get home early nap
i need some form of rest >.<
sure,
i might have it almost every Sunday.
but it doesn't seem to be enough *sigh*
could be e late night,
could even be e doing-nothing in the office dat's causing me to be more tired than i usually am...
been getting back-ache,
which can be due from my bag.
i have actually weight it once,
with my laptop, notebook, psp, charger, console cable, usb converter, lock for the laptop, umbrella, water bottle and other miscellaneous stuffs.
a total of 10 kg O_O
no wonder lah T.T
but no choice,
unless i wan to carry my laptop in my hand which would be highly inconveniently whenever i am taking either bus or mrt...
lazy of me, i know.
but unless there is another alternative (like having someone to carry everything for mi =X)
den i would rather carry everything in my backpack n go to work jus like dat..

anyone noticed it was Thanksgiving day ytd??
from wiki
"Thanksgiving Day is a harvest festival celebrated primarily in the United States and Canada. Traditionally, it is a time to give thanks for the harvest and express gratitude in general. While perhaps religious in origin, Thanksgiving is now primarily identified as a secular holiday."
While that's true for both US and Canada, for Grenada and Netherlands, it has a totally different meaning altogether.
ps. both all 3 links are from the same place =D

is there any more chivalrous guys left in this world??!!
[i noe my guy is one XP]
jus e other day, while i was standing in the mrt cabin during rush hr,
it jus happen dat there is a empty seat in front of me when e person get down at his station.
i dunno whether it's because i'm playing game,
the guy [heavy emphasize] next to me rush into that seat.
it happens when i was going home during the evening also.
and that guy still has e cheek to glance up at me *stare*
i mean,
come on la..
at least have the bloody courtesy to ask the lady first isn't it??!! *pissed*
is dat guy so weak that he cant even stand a few more stops before getting down??
if he's an old uncle where nobody even offers him a seat,
hey, i dun mind.
or if he is already occupying e seat before me,
it's ok.
but to cut in front of a lady who just nice has an empty seat in front??
outrageous!
if u dun wanna ask, at least wait a while to see whether e lady wanna occupy it or not lah...
which 1 uncle did actually, during e evening part...
guess i'll jus chalk it up to my bad experience wif guys...

to all my malay friends,
Selamat Hari Raya Haji =D

little bit of randomness

random little thingies
- I usually dun comb nor brush my hair, only when I rmb XP
- I love eating choco, especially dark choco. but dun ask mi abt e origin -_-
- my closets has consists more of black den any other color.
- my hair is a little bleached from the sun, so it's more of a mixture of dark brown n black. (teachers always ask whether I dye my hair or not O_o)
- coffee has absolutely no effect on mi
- loves to curl up in bed wif a good book, n if it's up 2 mi, I wouldn’t even have to leave for e smallest thing like dinner n toilet break XD
- I’m bad wif alcohol. can’t last after e 2nd or 3rd cup >.<
- I prefer cat over dog. cats just seem more approachable, if they're in e mood...
- think I might be a bad mother someday. my mom's already complaining dat I’m spoiling my brother XP

Christmas is coming.
so what's on my Christmas list??
hmmm...
i wants books!!! *evil laughter*
I would like to have a never ending amount of books for me to roll around in,
thou dat wouldn’t be comfortable. haha~
but seriously, despite having a psp,
I still crave for e feel of a book in between my hand.
e games abate e lust for a while,
but it still doesn’t hold my attention for long...
*argh* how long has it been since I have actually read an actual instead of those eBooks I found online??!!
ya sure, I have actually gotten some e other days.
secretly of coz, n if my mom ask??
'buy very long liao de, just dat nv take out to reread again mah...’
muaahhaha~
but seriously, I have to get back to my 1st love soon.
if not, I might expire from deprivation >.<
dere is no excuse I can use to condone my attitudes books lately *nod head*

e attachment is said to be 6 mths.
but after calculation, in exact facts,
is only 5 mths.
and till now,
almost 3 mths have passed.
n I haven even saved any amounts of e salary I have been drawing!!!
zomg!!
this is like so not good *panic*
let mi review back on what I have 'planned'
- getting a new phone
- getting motorbike lesson
- just saving up b4 21, so that my bank wouldn’t be short of $2 every months.
I can choose to blame it on food,
but e biggest thing at fault here??
my greedy mouth *pissed*
I realized that I have been spending more money on food than is necessary,
and not only that,
there is that constant craving to bite into something *argh*
but now that I think of it,
there is also transport, bills and some other miscellaneous stuff that I also have to spend money on.
so ya,
mouth is forgiven again.
but let me just hope that 'you' wouldn’t be making the same mistake again *firm*
(hope that I can actually make it through XP)

bored. out of my freakin mind

juz another bored day in e office.
not bad, at least doing somethin - waiting for e download to be done.
as per nw,
i'm installing visio per Louis instruction.
but since e comp doesnt has a cd reader,
nor does e cd reader i have borrow are able to read e dics,
i have to resort to another solution.
thru e campus.
they have a wide range of software for e students to utilize,
which is quite good, in my opinion.

been tryin 2 jog regularly.
but i have onli started like 2 weeks ago?? O_o
slow jog for 30mins,
den drag my bro along.
muahahhaha~
one person by myself not fun lor..
den i also help my bro hor..
dun say i not good leh..

as ppl has noticed,
i have changed my blogskin *dancing*
which i think is easier to manage,
n i dun have to look through thousand of em on9 juz 2 search for 1 i favor..
which kinda save my eyes in a way *rub said eyes*
n also e hassle of having to edit everythin i got to edit when i changed a new skin.
so ya,
kinda time savin *grin*

old posts..

Date: 25/9/09
Day: Friday

e day seem to be almost ending soon.
not. T.T
got to go on site later on, after which I still got things to read thru over e weekend,
and document to fill in...
which is still ok,
just hope dat I have enough energy for mi to last it thru.

I can’t believe it *smack head*
dear dear went to orchard ion *sharp intake of breathe*
I wan also!!!! >.<
*sigh*
next time bah...
no choice lor..
I want to go to e new bookshop~ ♫
lalala~

what to do?? *panic*
wallet's crying abt his hungriness T.T
n I have nth to feed him yet.
n last night,
I just help my doggy bank to diet.
he is anorexia now le lor *sob*
poor doggie *sniff sniff*
but not to worry,
I will help him get his weight back next mth!! *music in e background*
(I hope >.<)

yeah~
get to meet dear tonight liao~
hehe~ *big grin*

Date: 29/9/09
Day: Tuesday

pray dat dear dear is feeling better as compared to ytd.
*tight hug*
was worried,
and still is >.<

getting hungrier by e minute,
could be coz of e cold *brrrr*
n i'm wearing my hoodie some more T.T
for lunch 2dae,
i'm getting bread n bun~
go out buy also mafan.
other den e distance,
dere's also e queue.
otherwise,
dere's e cost to consider also.
but I buy like dat is equivalent to buying 3 veg wif rice -.-
maybe next time will ask wx buy,
nasi lemak at only 2 leh!!!
O__O
I wan also~~
think is wif chix wing n egg or something de..

yeah~
this fri can wear casual!!
woohoo~ *dance wif joy*
reason?
coz we got a safety course to attend..
n it's going to be somewhere near sim lim sq,
so I can look around dere to find bus to take me home..
but e thing is dat,
starting from 1st oct,
my ezcard only have mrt concession le *sniff*
guess I got to see how I can walk to bugis le bah..
as it seems to be e nearest mrt station anyway..

*argh*
got missing data for e compilation,
so can’t really email it out yet..
T.T
sianz..
what to do??
wait lor..
if after lunch still dun have,
have to ask e in charge to chase for mi liao >.<
hopefully,
everything goes according to plan.
to my plan =P
muahahah~

think tis week might be quite slack,
coz mentor in jpn >.<
n I don’t know wat's my other mentor doing..
but I suspect dat he's only using mi to help him do some admin thing only..
what to do??
"I'm a girl",
so i'm better wif details lah?? O_o
wx overhead dat he don’t know how to fill in e stuff,
so he just threw it to mi and asks mi to anyhow fill in.
[when I called dat mentor e other day]
another thing I heard??
dat guy's leaving e company soon.
so am I being too sensitive here n thinking too much??
maybe..
aiya *throw hand in air*
whatever lah,
i'm just an intern only ..

Date: 30/9/09
Day: Wednesday

Finally!!
Dear dear is feeling better le~ *grin*
But he still got to rest more,
To let the body rest from its battle wif e virus >.<
hands are getting dried,
have to rmb to put lotion on it when I get home le..
if not e skin will start cracking n everything T.T
which is going to be gross n irritating if I dun take care of it now *nod head*
my body leh,
if I dun take care,
who is going to take care for mi?? =D

ok,
last dose of med fin,
except for the cough syrup.
coz it makes mi drowsy,
so i'm going to leave it until i'm at home n at night b4 I start drinking it.
[think it might last quite a while T.T]
talking abt drinks.
I have no idea whether it's mi or what,
but e root beer without any caffeine taste weird.
e 1st mouthful is still alright,
its e consecutively mouthful dat taste weird >.<
or it is just coz my taste bud all jumbled up coz of my flu??
hmmm.. [thoughtful..]
maybe bah *shrug shoulder*
I have no idea also =P

2dae going to be my last day where I’ll be using my bus concession.
don’t know whether it's a good thing or not..
coz taking bus like everywhere can go from my area de bus interchange leh..
like 2dae I just travel to eunos,
takes around..
1 hr plus??
but I think dat if I take mrt,
should be more den dat le right??
not sure,
since I haven try it yet..
but mrt de is still cheaper,
n more accessible.
note: the accessibility is what I think lah, not really tested out yet..
tml is walking trip to mrt from house liao T.T
around 20 min leh >.<
hope no rains can liao *cover head*

a sudden craving for kfc *salivating*
but have to resist.
coz -
1. I want to eat wif dear dear, but he's recovering from e flu >.<
so wait bah ^^
2. no money - tis pt is e most impt of all hor...
3. still recovering from sore throat - have to take care of body 1st
4. its fattening!!! - see?? i'm still being careful of my body condition =X
thou it's been a long time since I eat anything oily.. [serious!!]
5. i'm still waitin for dear dear *bleh~*

Been meaning to change my blogskin,
but choosing 1 is like so mafan leh...
I also don’t know how to make also -.-
want to change back to my 1st skin,
but I guess it's lost to mi.
same as my fav pic.
which I didna save b4 passing e desktop to my neighbor to repair T.T
still feel regret over it.
n ur guys noe internet de lah...
so big,
it's not easy to find something.
especially after so many yrs have passed...

have to remind to control my expenses le.
mom wouldn’t be giving mi anymore pocket money,
n dat is after she hears how much I got per mth for my internship >.<
thou high is high,
but after tis 5 mths,
it would means dat I have to hurry n find another job le *sigh*
anybody can intro??

1 yr anniversary X)

my brother all dressed up, preparing to go for his performance in sku.
he's in choir, which i am not really against.
just that i feel that a guy should join a cca that is more active, no offense to anyone.
so i am currently pushing him to join bball in his sec yr.
firstly, 安妈妈的心。
coz my mom's fren's son broke both his femurs during army.
my mom believes that it is due to him not having enough exercise.
secondly, i think guys looks better tanned *evil laughter*

jus nice he look up and smile when i call his name ^^

it's like..
i have nv imagine that we would come tis far >.<
by the way,
i juz wanna thankz my dear for everything he has ever given mi,
for every steps we have taken tgt *beam*


thank you for reading my mind =)
especially e kitty.
it was totally unexpected.
the cute kitty first makes its appearance in my life while we were waiting for our friends at Marina Square, outside the cinema, at one of those UFO catchers.
with my lousy skills and limited budget, i was soon persuaded from catching the kitten.
facing an unyielding attitude, i have no choice but to give up.
imagine my astonishment when i tear open the wrapper, and find her inside.
this is listed on my most delightful gift i have ever received from anybody. ever.
ps. at first i was afraid it's gonna be Mr. Bear's rival >.<
thankz dear,
for everythin *muackz*

will update as often as i can.
whenever n however it's possible. *grin*

There was once this little gal, who had a very close friend.
They eat together during recess, sit next to each other during lessons, doodling on each other's text book, giggling at something funny e teacher has said.
Not only that, they also went home together, chit-chatting on e bus about everything n nothing under the sun.
The little gal thought this was going to last forever.

All this illusions was broken when a new gal enter e classroom, becoming e centre of attraction.
She was e centre of gravity, where everybody would hang out around her.
During recess, before and even after lessons.
And this includes e little gal's close friend.
Suddenly, she found herself alone.
She wasn't asked to be in e circle, nor did she want to.
Suddenly, it was like she was trust out of a circle.
Their circle and she didn’t like it. At all.
It was only then did she realize what a fragile thing friendship was, and how easily it can be broken.
And although this was just a minor incident.
It still leaves a dark shadow in her heart.
Not only does she have difficulty opening up her heart to another person, she is also daunted of it.

Till this day, she has not many she can calls true friends.
Nor many she can confide in.

Will you be the next person to break her heart?