ok, e previous is on 2009. solely for her.
tis one is only abt me XP

i noe, i noe..
same thing, been busy on site. so sorry >.<

i have a great clique outing~~
miss everyone >.<
it's so good to be able to catch up wif everybody and find out wat's happenin in everybody's life =D
i juz hope dat e next one wouldnt take so long to be organized again.
hehe~

it seems like i've kinda wean off fb nw.
been lazy to log on n play any thing on it.
but i guess dat's gonna change when i'm back in office T.T
speakin of attachment, there's only 2 more mths left!! O_O
hope i'm able to at least finish off one project before i leave the company >.<
jia you jia you!!
den after this, i guess i would have to start lookin for a job le bah >.<
*sigh*

oh, did i mention abt the overnight thingie in e chalet??
ya, it's like almost everybody got drunk playin e zhong ji mi ma.. (no thankz to andrew..)
but it's interestin to see how ppl would react when they're drunk *ahem*
wahahah~
an unforgetable experience XP

n sometimes, i realli hate my guy's 6th sense.
where's e fun when he has already guess dat i'm gonna give him a gift?? *argh*
there goes e surprise *sniff*
but at least he didna manage to guess wat it is (actually he did, i juz deny it XP)
he like i jiu happi liao~~

k ppl,
emjoy ur night out arh~
n 1 more thing,
be careful hor ^^

yep, today is the last day of 2009.
times pass fast, yada yada yada *eye roll*
no matter wateva happen, time is somethin dat wouldnt ever stop and every1 wouldnt ever have enough of.
n no, i still dun feel any diff from 2008, except to note that i'm 1 yr older. again.
despite my unwillingness XP
but i still think 2009 is a pretty cool yr, bringin me oh so closer to my big 2-oh age,
and also forging friendship closer. (that's wat i like to think >.<)
i got a new phone tis yr, so it's pretty much a cool thing.
but i guess my bikin lessons would have to wait till next yr, after all my "debts" are settled >.<
i have gain an understandin into the workin life when i went for my attachment.
how it's like, and confirm my decision in not workin ever in wat i'm studyin >.<
which is a waste of money, nw dat i think abt it.. *sigh*

it is also tis yr in which i nv have a good result, havin a gpa of onli 2.somethin in my 1st sems.
guess i'm not hardworkin enough bah *shake head*
lotta things happened - my 1st overnight, my 1st bike ridin at east coast, my taste of disappointment when e dancing lessons are reschedule.

i cant realli say i wouldnt miss it, but i'm lookin forward to wat 2010 is bringing me *grin*

ya, i know, i haven been updating lately.
coz is like i've been busy on site.
and not only dat, there's no wireless there *fume*
so i can only rot there when there's nth for me to do.
which strangely only happen when lester is around. LOL
juz an observation hor..

i've gotten a new phone!!! woohoo *dance*
an iPhone to be exact >.<
well, i would have wanted to get Satio 2mths ago.
but since M1 is offering it and i think it's too good a deal to throw away XP
but i still own dad money, since he fork out for me 1st.
anyway, my dad rocks!!
not only does he waited tgt wif me (we waited around 2.5 hrs hor..)
thou he did lim copi and find a place to sit down - my dad clever de hor..
he's did fork out xtra money when i realise i misquote the price to him e other night >.<
well, there was tis pregnant lady in front of the queue waiting tgt wif her husband,
i juz dun understand y e husband dun persuade her to find a place (like mac where it's soooo near) to sit down *frown*
my mom is like, "coz 1st child n newly wedded mah, stick tgt lor..if is me i'll be lookin for a seat lor..'
which i totally agree =D

after the trip back to malaysia to have my cousin's weddin dinner,
e parents brought back 2 more additional ppl O_o
my grandmother and another cousin of mine. haha~
heard dat they'll be stayin for 2 weeks =D
it's like for this cousin of mine, e last time since i saw her was like when she was 4??
those kinda stuffs lah.. so a bit excited.
not only dat, she's quite out-going. so i think it'll be easier ot talk to bah ^^
oh ya, my bro takes lotta pic when he got back.
it's only dat quite a lot are blur *roll eye*
n he still says he know how to take *shake head*
but sia~ all my cousins all grown up le lor..
handsome de become more handsome, especially ah xia. den punk de more punk *cover eyes*
ah ke also, so pretty~ but no photo, can only hear abt it. haha~
hope dat i'll be able to see em soon bah =)

yeah~~ finally the details for e clique is settle~~ woohoo *wave hands in e air*
it has been quite long since we had a meeting, n it's due~
thankz to everyone for making the time out to meet and organize ^^

desires to get things are gettin more n more suppressed.
until they are gone.
so wat i'm doin nw is juz tryin to control my expenses in order to make end meet.
(y i say until i very poor like dat arh? O_o)
like wat i'm tryin to say is dat..
ermmm.. no mood to get any stuffs for myself right??
(ok, except for the phone *eye rolling*)
ya, after thinkin on n on abt it. suddenly it jus seem dat i could either use the same amt of money to buy food, or dat it doesnt seem to be as appealing as it used to be *nod head*
another growing phase in my life =)

juz realise dat for e last 2 mths of the yr, my activities n money usage is a bit xiong >.<
gosh.. have to walk the budget line liao *shake head*
hopefully next mth can handle bah..
let me see
18th - bbq n overnight
19th - hopefully no work
20th - clique~
22th - goin into malaysia
23th - free dinner~ (hopfully)
24th - help my colleague
25th - work (coz got double pay)
26th - help my colleague *sob*
it's fully pack O_O
jia you!!

i cant rmb when i dun wake up at 6 in e mornin.
only when i'm goin to sku or when i'm goin on site do i do dat.
i misses those times when i still continue lyin in my bed after i wake up at 10 plus =P
by wakin up at 6 in e mornin, i am able to fetch a ride on my dad's bike to Kranji Mrt.
thus helpin me to save $0.69 of bus fees.
not a lot, by if i go to office everyday like dat. it does help me save my money.
sure, i can walked to the interchange - 20 mins.
and walking when e sun is blazing high up in e sky *shudder*
i still got to stay in the office for almost the whole day, thank you.

people goin into malaysia.. so good that i;m burnin wif envious.
y does it have to be tis seasons?? holidays seasons when almost everybody are out havin fun or travelling.
unlike e previous years, my family members are quite avtive tis yr.
they jus went into JB last sun, goin in again to my parent's hometown, Kelantan, to have a weddin dinner on the 10th.
[dinner is on 11th night]. after the dinner, they are goin to have some fun at my aunt's dere. at Kluang.
happi lor..den i gotta stayed at home and wake up by myself to go to work.
stupid attachment, nw dat i look at it. it does seems to be the wrong time *fume*
dat say, Ah Win is going back to his hometown - Penang. jus ytd in fact, boarding the plane at 2 =)
den e Mac clique went ot Kota Tinggi *tear hair out*
i wanna go also *sniff*
but dun worri, my turn's comin soon. heard that on e 22th is 冬至, but before knowing of dat fact, my mom already ask me to apply for an off day so dat we can go in to my uncle's house. so ya, could be quite a big event with 3 family tgt - mine, my uncle's and my aunt's. hehe~ cant wait to see my cousin and go shopping (i hope =P )

oh, attention to my clique!!!
i'll be havin a bbq and overnight on the 18th and 19th. so please try not ot organize anythin on those 2 days.
thankz lots =)

it's gonna be my 1st overnight in the whole of 19 years i have been living. so it's kinda a big thing.
firstly, i have to say thanks to my dad for helping me to presuade my mom to let us go along. (with mac clique)
secondly, i have to apologize to my dear for being away on fri and sat >.<
thirdly, thankz to May and those people like Shan Shan, Andrew and others for throwing somethin like this. (and they even helped me applied leave on sat lor *eye rolling* )
thankz XD

as ppl might have realised, the previous is suppose to be on 2/12/09.
not today de, but guess i was lazy XP *shrug*
go figure..

jus went to Popeye for lunch at Changi just nw.
was originally lookin for mac, but since we are at terminal 1, too bad T.T
it was either we risk e rain by taking mrt back (dark clouds in e sky people...) or had something at T1 and take e shuttle bus back.
(yes, my company has shuttle bus to diff location everyday *grin*)
it was..alright.
not earthshatterin nor so bad until i wanna vomit.
but could be juz me, where everythin i've eaten is alright. e only thing that can get my praise??
when e veg is well done like my mom.
see?? i compare every food i have eaten with my mom's =D
her cookin's still e best, and plus, i dun have to fork out any money for it =X
it's jus a pity dat i have not yet learn any dishes from her despite havin home cooked dunner everyday =(

not a lot of things are happenin in my life nw.
jus e usual routine where i go to work, work and meet my guy.
other den dat, it's me trying to get enough rest.
there seems to be so many things i've been wanted to get done.
like signin up for bike lesson - den i would have to get a helmet and hide it dunno where,
my x-stitch - yes.. it's still not done yet T.T
saving up money - i'm still struggling
losing some weights - tryin out jogging, but have to control my food intake >.<
watching drama - Momo Love - but i lazy to chase, so i guess either i ask who has it, or i go buy..
so many things to do, yet i am unable to fork out or find the time for me.
my nature is gonna turn against me some day *shake head*
and 2009 is ending soon.
gonna miss u dude >.<

woohoo~
buffet at a hotel tml. guess it's wat we deserved after we helped out in the relo XD
a light breakfast for me tml then *evil laughter*
i'm munchin on almonds currently, which helped with my greedy mouth.
healthy also. but there's a Kit Kat Chunky in front of me. LOL
but i'm still havin some form of vit from the nuts which is still good.
but also helped fill up my stomach ^^
ya i noe, greedy me =P

since i saw a shop sellin bicycle in the market, i though of gettin one for my bro.
my dad's is too high for me and there's some prob wif e seat, so it cant be adjust.
not only dat, e wheels are flat; which can be remedy.
but no, my mom is scared that somethin might happened to my lil bro while riding it.
then i'm like - if he doesnt learn nw, den when is he going to learn??
*sigh* i know her concern, but isnt dat a tad overprotective?? *shake head*
it's e same wif my bike lesson, or when my sis is out tooo late at night...
2 bad for my bro den, mayb i might bring him to east coast some day XP

anyone read the paper ytd.
the chinese - xin ming. think it was the last page.
where a dad had to choose between saving his wife and his son.
it is a tough decision.
i think it's e same as asking a guy 'who would you choose to save if ur mom and me falls into the water?' but in this scenario, it's his son and wife.
in the end, he chose his wife, knowing he has a higher chance of saving her. and not risking all their life by trying to save both.
from wat i have read, e son has already lost his awareness by bumping his head.
maybe the pain i felt is not as deep as it should be because it seem far away.
but no, i wouldnt wish to have this situation happen, either to myself, to my family nor my friends.
i can imagine how deep the pain would go, and how one would always feel guilty.
from all those what-if questions...

another wet socks day T.T
i love it when it rains, but please, dun get my socks wet please *stare*
do you know how cold and clammy *ewwwwww~*
but luckily e one i'm wearing today is those thin silky silky type,
so it did dry in some time after putting my poor feet onto the carpet floor in the office =X
had lunch at tampines - lester wif his $2.30 nasi lemak add rice and me wif my $2.60 bee hoon wif egg, veg and hotdog.
walking the road of budget XP
it was pretty alright, at least it was still hot =D
plus, i have the craving for it this morning.
go figure *shrug*

haha~ lester tio scam by supervisor and wx ytd.
damn funny sia..
kinda like both of them (supervisor and wx) chat wif lester (the unknowingly victim) using ebuddy.
den using info glean from the chat, my supervisor msg lester *rofl*
he immediately panic lor.. den call wx to ask *laughter*
i also heard that my supervisor was planning to call lester to ask where he is if he did leave office early XP
in the end, e plan to sneak back home early was foiled, but we did learnt a lesson.
nv mess wif the 2 of them *laughter*

found this

"Loving someone means you have to open yourself up to the possibility of being hurt emotionally, because if you don’t, you could miss out on the greatest happiness you’ll ever know.”

updatin~

strained relationships.
jus somethin dat pop in2 my mind suddenly, have no idea why also >.<
it is something that happens when e atmosphere between two good friends suddenly became tensed, maybe even awkward.
it could be cause by arguments without finding a neutral spot.
or it could also be cause by behavior, where the other party suddenly act out of sort.
or it could be because one of the party felt betrayed by the other one
- from the words
- from the action
yes, it might seem to be between two people.
but how about the rest of the people who are interconnected without the group.
all will be torn between both sides, and filled with worried.
hmmm..
just food for thoughts

i hate my digestive system.
healthy people are suppose to go to the toilet everyday.
but me?? *argh*
one week got one time also happy liao lor T.T
which is kinda sad.
which is also totally so not freaking good for my body!!!
we need the trip coz it'll help out clean out e waste,
to prevent toxic from getting into our bloodstream and thus harmin our body.
and yadda yadda yadda..
i can imagine that my body is overflowing with rubbish and having no idea as to when the rubbish trunk is comin to collect them T.T
prune juice and soybean helped.
but it is sick the way i have to go to the toilet that often.
other den dat..
i have tried yogurt,
beside it providing me with calcium and filling up my stomach,
nothin~ *sob*
i have tried some concoction my mother mixed up - peppermint with orange something de..
suppose to help..
but juz make my stomach feels even more bloated up..
guess it might be coz of my lack of exercise bah..
[i can imagine wx n zx noddin their head at this pt *stare* ]
加油吧!
我不争气的肠胃~

juz fin bleach.
everybody is putting their faith in ichigo nw.
n e plot is getting..messy??
actually no leh..
it's jus e good guys against the bad,
but dun think it's gonna end anytime soon.
currently 3 battles are going underway,
btw 00 [??] and the 2 cute captains >.<
another one is aizen and Shinji [finally he fight~!]
another comin is with the blind guy with the creature-like captain.
sure, it is getting exciting. but the series is taking toooooo long...
but guess such things cant be rushed, if not, there would be no substance..
like books like dat - which i am referring to the DarkHunter series.
the author is churning out so many books in one go then it kinda lost its appeal.
thou i would still like to complete the series, it's has somehow lost its meaning..
it's juz like it doesnt seem as enjoyable as it used to be..

have to say a big thank you to my dear~ *grin*
he suggested that we go to far east tgt on sun,
so that i would have time to rest on mon >.<
thank you~~
thou i was late. oppz =X
we went to check out what May has found for me the other day she was there - a Jack pouch, hopefully big enough to hold my psp. [actually is me who wanted to see it =P]
it fits, but then, there wasnt enough cushion to really protect the console.
so i have gotten a badtz-maru's pouch. kawaii~~!!
i would adored to get a Jack's [or mayb Stitch or Angel] psp pouch, but it's ok ^^
didna see anything else that catches my eyes despite walkin up and down Far East while waiting for that shop to open. is my taste getting higher or i am too fixated on a certain style??
saw a shawl, but luckily didnt buy it because of my tight budget *relieve*
and plus, there's lots at home which i can always borrow *smirk*

due to Sunday's activity, i was unable to travel to Malaysia on Sun T.T
it was either that or goin to town wif dear.
well, there will always be some stuff that must be prioritized *nod head*
and i will be going there for some family reason anyway =)

had a restful afternoon ytd.
somethin which i haven done for quite a while - sleeping till evening.
can say it's refeshing, my body feels more relaxed and rested.
guess i have not been gettin enough sleep bah..
thou i hope i can do it more often =P

e little price u paid for being the only youngest person who is able-bodied to carry heavy load for the aunties in the morning - scratches and bruises.
not to mention i might have to 'climb' to get to the products they want, which i just did ytd in the freezer. *brrrr*
but at least it's better than getting burn from hot oil and having big and ugly scars that would ever heal =)
hope i wouldnt nv had those kind of ugly scars *hand clasp tgt tightly*