24 August 2010

it's out!!!
the audio technica's bijou~!


so pretty~~
48$ each, which is can fight with x-mini lor..
but nw i'm waiting for x-mini/hello kitty, and see how much it costs =)
muzhahahah~
might get both also
thou will be a waste of money =(
but even getting one is already wasting le >.<

a new girl come ytd,
and leave today.
LOL!!!
she thought she was only suppose to take call for boss,
as a secretary.
but turns out she's doing what we're doing lah..
which is everything *eye rolling*
so..bye, one day girl *wave*

hope's dear's leg get well soon ^^

20 August 2010

So I had a dream that forecast my future yesterday morning?
A leased snarling tiger is trying it's best to frighten me and struggling against the metal chain, hoping to at least break free and tear into me.
It didn't start out this way thou. It was quite a peaceful dream where I have quite a big room to myself, and even arcade in my room. When suddenly everything change when I stepped out of the room.
What my mom say when I asked her about it? Be careful of 小人.
And the only place I can think of where it'll happen? In my office..
I'm too familiar with Mac, and don't tell me my friends are backstabbing me. So that the only logical place. What to do? *sigh*
Be careful and bear with it bah >.<

A colleague send me home the other day =D
I was meant to be drop off at yishun when he stopped to pick up his friend. But as it turns out, he's going into Malaysia. Which is like so convenient!! *evil laughter*
I try to be polite lah, saying I can walk off from the petrol station where he stopped to top up the oil. But he just brush me off and insist =x what a girl gonna do?? Muzhahahah~
but doubt there would be a next time le, cause he went in for a funeral..

17 August 2010

sick. again =\
juz went to see the doc *sniff*
wouldn't say it's a waste of money, after all, i get to rest and see the little guy =D
let me see - the usual symptom?
fever, running nose and sore throat.

so having nothing to do at home, i turn to online shopping.
PayPal has collaborates with a new website, enabling us to shop and purchase anything from any US website.
which is something good, since not all website supports paypal, or even shipping international.
*evil laughter*
but as usual, what i wanted is not really found lah, the 1st book in the series. LOL
a comic series, and to my regret, i didn't got the 1st book.
but then i turn to TW's Books.
and yes!!! found!!
*dancing in joy*
so having a credit card is a good thing after all =D
den i'm thinking of changing to POSB's newest one, where they're offering a 0.03% cash rebate whenever you are shopping online, through the phone or whatever =)

but too bad for me is that not all items on the website are able to ship international. but at least i'll get what i want. muzhahahah~
juz so love shopping online at TW's website, so many pretty pretty things~~

the next thing on my "Wants" list?
the newest Hello Kitty's x-mini.
yes, i'm not really a fan of her, but you gotta admin that it's so cute!!!
picture can be found in the Cleo's magazine~

15 August 2010

He's in, again.
but not in the evening, it's during the early afternoon.
cutting short our time together.
but having spend time together yesterday, i would have to be content with whatever time we have now.
what to do? it's his duty to the government.

have not been updating for a while.
firstly, busy.
secondly, lazy.
thirdly, I'm scared that my phone would be out of battery, thus depriving me of hearing his voice every night.

nothing much, except i got a new necklace.
one i have been eyeing for quite a while. though i did regret that i didn't get the set the previous when it was having a promotion =( *heart pain*
mom also get the pendant and a pair of ear-ring.
the stainless steel pendent was a steal at 5$ each, cause i know that my friend got it at 8$ xP
the ear-ring? suffice to say that it was an impulse on my mom's part =x
so now i'm on the look out for the other pendent on the set, the rose gold version.
(though i doubt i might be able to find it *sniff*)

and still, gin is killed/disabled in the end.
i wonder when the comic is going to end soon..

7 August 2010

officially lost my voice again.
hate it when it happen, it always almost everytime while i was working.
guess it could be overused with all the shouting and also upping the volume so that the customers can hear me over the din.
so i requested to go from early from that thick-skinned manager, at least she's letting me go.
but there's enough crews on floor, so why not. *shrug*

so why am i calling a manager thick-skin? it cause of what she has done, her action and the consequences.
originally, she was the only candidate chosen to be transferred over to another store. imagine how happy me and my sister is, and not only us, there's also some other people who are feeling the joy too. and what she did??!! she request to see our boss's boss, who she managed to convince to have someone else replaced. and the person is none other than our beloved Nas. she's been here from a crew, all the way to a beanie, then a Shift leader, before being promoted. yes, i did not know her as well as i would have like to, but no matter what, we stick through a lot of service-in before, when there's a power-shortage, when a crew is "stalking" her and we teased her about it. she is love by everybody in the store and i believed everybody prefer her to the short-tempered person who displayed her every emotion while she worked and bad planning thick-skinned manager.
through that manager's action, she is being more disliked, and i believed her marks just reach negative in my check-list, or even non-existent. i'll try not to speak to her during work or even respond her. i know it's bad attitude towards a supervisor, or even against someone who's higher up in the ladder than me, but i can't help myself.
it's just too damn bad for her, without her working, what i'm doing is just the same as when she's working. but when she's there, my mood just totally changed. even if i'm just working for uber-short hour, it's totally worth it not to see her face.

ok, enough ranting about her, i'm just wasting my space on her.
feeling damn shag now. work till 11 plus last night, before going home and slept at 12 plus?
then i have to wake up again at 5.30 for my full-time job. after which, at 12.30, when i'm released, i have to rush over back to woodlands for mac. just..shag.
luckily for me, a colleague of mine ferry me until bukit batok, saving me some time and money =)
but still, totally wear out.
but hey, it's worth it when i have the next saturday free.
hehe~~

5 August 2010

Tried to leave early today, just to get my pay check from my previous job. In the end? Suddenly a lot of thing pop up in the last hour, do hope I'm in time >.<
Wasn't a large amount, but at least it's one thing off my mind. I could have asked my sister, but given her attitude, don't think she'll go even if I pleaded. So might as well do it myself.

Have I mentioned that dear gave me a gift just before he went in? And I've dub it 'Mr. O.' since it's orange in color. It's just so cute~! So small and kawaii~ hehe~
thanks arh~ <3

And my sister spend money another pair of earpiece again. The last one she got was just months ago? *sigh* wish I have the freedom to do stuffs like that, like just spend money without the consequence bouncing back on me =(
but guess I have to keep myself in check and limit myself.

4 August 2010

Haha~ make a mistake last evening, which I only got to know just now. The wife of my colleague called, asking for him in his Chinese name, but I misheard, thought was looking for my boss who wasn't in. Of course I say not in the office right? But now the wife got 2 stories, so *ahem* got some misunderstanding LOL!! my whole office was laughing when I admit my mistake >.<
today was the last day of one of my colleagues. She was the same as me, a few months only? But I guess she couldn't stand the sales person she was working under - rude, loud, impatient, and I got the feeling he also didn't like her that much also.
It'll be my turn soon, when it's confirm I have a place in a Uni xP

Did I mentioned that I pass my virus to my brother? =x
I only had one sip from his drink lor, and he wasn't feeling well yesterday night. At least my sister is stronger lah xP
Hope he get well soon =x lalala~

3 August 2010

Today was quite relax, mostly filling in of the paperworks. Which is always a relieve, but what's true is that it'll take forever to clear. But at least I did try my best to clear up those that I'm able to before going home =) call it a sense of responsibility xP

A damn sickening night ytd - woke up in the middle of my sleep with a pounding headache =|& mom says could be my body 发热, but I think could also be cause my nose is blocked. Aiya..hope there's no repeat tonight. Mom did asked why I didn't take panadol. But seriously who would think of walking into the kitchen and unscrew the container to get one when I can just try to tahan it. Luckily it wasn't for a long period *phew*

Going to have to side-part my fringe soon, it's getting longer and irritating. Since one side of my forehead is higher than the other, making me looks bald is I follow that direction, I'm going to revert back to my original parting bah.. At least now I don't have to worry whether there's any 'hole' in my current hairstyle =P

2 August 2010

The same old same old during work today. But it always does seems that I have a never-ending work load =/
so when I have something not finished, I would have to stay back a while to finish it up. It's ok if I live near, but..aiya.. Dun wan compare too much lah, I'm sure people got eyes de.

Going to start eating in the office, which is cooked by the auntie. At only $50/mth, I think it's actually worth it. I don't have to travel down to buy food, I don't have to kill my brain cells trying to decide what I want to eat - I usually eat the same thing anyway... And also there's a variety, like there would be noodles, mixed rices, porridge, etc. And also desserts to go along, if I'm not wrong. But what we're eating is what our boss is eating, so can't really complain xP

1 August 2010

Forgot to go to work ytd evening - Mac I mean. Thought I check and didn't see my name *shrug* oh well, by the time I got back home, it was already the working time. And yes, I slept until night. Guess I was too tired >.<

After having a satisfying sleep, went out with my family; except for my dad, who went for a haircut *eye rolling* It's been a while since I have done this kind of thing - having lunch together, going grocery shopping and buying stuffs~ Especially with Metro having a 20% store-wide discount, it's a steal!! I got my nail polish and strengthener, while my mom got a pair of shoe. Was very tempted to get a new wallet, but since we're a bit out of time (my sis joins us straight after work..) and also because I didn't see anything I like, might as well wait.
As my mom says, Metro has sales throughout the year, no worries xP

Ask my mom to get umei for me. Used to drink that with dried orange skin mixed in boiling water when I lost my voice. But got to say it's an acquired taste, cause it's a bit siap siap and sour de. But ku kou liang yao bah =D

An illogical mom

The stupidest thing I have ever heard would be from my mom. Not what she says is stupid, just the mother in her story.

It happen quite a while back (a few months to be exact) when she's traveling back from Malaysia. Since she was traveling alone and being lazy, she chooses to get the train ticket back. While on the train, she and another aunty notices a kid playing with a plastic bag - pulling it over the head and whatever thing kids does when they are not taught and not discipline on the danger on plastic bag. Being concern, of cause my mom voice out. She told the dad that he should be careful that the kid don't suffocate and should take it away. The mom heard of cause, and reply very loudly that 'never-mind, continue playing' in a tone like she's right and the kid wouldn't die if something happen *fume* being a mother herself, she warn the dad again lor.. But what to do, I think the husband henpeck =x
It was only when the family was passing through the immigration officer then finally the mother says," faster take out, if not the police see, will catch you de!"

I mean, what the fuck is wrong with the mom??!!
She would rather let her (double emphasis) kid die?? O.O
Simple mind-boggling *shake head*
I don't really get it lor, if something did happen, ain't the mother gonna feel guilty forever? *tsk tsk*

31 July 2010

It was a waste of time to go work today T.T
Not much order coming in, that what I'm doing is tidying up what's leftover from the week. Feel so much relieve after doing parts of it.
Didn't manage to finish up all cause was listening to my team leader talking about what we should be doing etc etc. And just like that, half an hour gone =/ if I have nothing to rush, if I'm not feeling as if I might fall over anytime soon, I don't mind listening. I know she meant well, but.. Aiya, dunno lah >.<

Could be the lack of sleep and the damn bloody weather, think I'm down with a cold - running nose and sore throat. Sickening feeling, feels as if I might vomit up something too.. Hope the feeling will pass away after I've gotten enough rest bah =)

30 July 2010

Nothing much during work today, though it was still as busy. As usual, don't know why but among all the new comers, I'm always the last to leave =(
Like I was rushing to another job, and cause of this delay, I'm late. But well, who cares? *shrug* sometimes, despite working for them for so long, I'm starting to feel a bit stagnant =\
Going to be working late tonight, just hope that I'll have enough sleep for tomorrow >.<
Ps. it does always seem I always push myself too hard xP

Been looking for the newest speaker from Audio-technica. That cute cute one which looks like a compact foundation? Ya xD but it seem there isn't one listed on their website =(
Guess I might have to wait a while then. But I'm wondering whether I really need it or not. My purpose in getting it is cause the audio for the drama I have is a bit on the soft side, and since it's a bit scary, I don't want to use a earpiece. But after i have finished the season? What then? =/ still, it's a temptation *evil laughter*
and btw, my headphone 脱皮了, thus, in the bin it go~

29 July 2010

Although he just went in today, starting to miss him le.
But at least I got a job to tide me over, to stop me from obsessing about him. The distance from my new job is around 2hrs bus ride? *shudder*
Location? Kaki bukit *tears*
it was introduced by my dad's friend, and since I have no job at the moment, just go for it first bah =)
working as an admin sales coordinator is not easy, which I have just realized is that I have to memorized a lot of thing in the catalogue. From e products to the pricing, and also the discounts each customer deserve.
How I wish I was back workin at raffles place again *sob*
pay wise is ok, e norm for diploma grad? I guess..
But what I don't like would be the working place and also the fact there is no OT pay. So if you have unfinished work, it's either you clear everything, or leave it till the next day (which I don't really like)

Hope that we'll tide this through =)

haha~!
dear juz send this - How Twilight Works, just now.
i know some people are against the books and everything from it, but I'm telling you - it's damn hilariously. And all the points are true and so valid *eye rolling*
So, before you click the big red cross later on, please remember to go read hor... *stare*
And there's also another one - The 8 Phases of Dating.
Damn funny, and so fucking true. ROFL

Anyway, it's been a week while I 'rested' at home. Since the previous contract is over, I have asked my agent to look for another job for me. Thanks Janet~
Currently she has already set up an interview for me on Monday.
Hopefully it'll have a desired outcome *praying*
So nowadays, I'm either out with dear/friends or rotting at home and staring at the computer screen. LOL.
But seriously, a break before another long fight. *yosh~*

Anyway, I gotten a cosmetic bag for my sis. *proud*
It's through an online shop, and seeing the price (8$), it seems ok right?
Totally not lor, cause the way they work is that they charge you additional 10$ as they are delivering it straight to your doorstep.
While I appreciate the extra service, I would just prefer to have them going through normal/registered postage.
It could be me being blur where I didn't see other options when I was buying.
But from my memory, it doesn't seem to be the case =(
Ok, just to give you all people a heads up, the website is BestBuy World!
I just find this on the website -

So it wasn't my fault =(
So people, if you are looking for people to chip in *evil laughter* can find me xP


So for the past week of course I got help my mom with chores at home - washing of dishes, mopping, those simple simple stuffs.
And there was then I was washing the dishes, I keep smelling bananas. And the weird thing is that nobody buy any! Trying not to panic *eye rolling* I just casually mentioned it to my mom, "Ehhh, why got banana smell de.." Then she says that might be our neighbor frying banana lah..
Perfectly valid reason, and why can't people fried bananas at home. Just because i hate it, doesn't means others can't "enjoy" it. (Thou' i wonder..) *ahem*
Anyway, the scent is back again the next day!! *deep intake of breathe* Panic I asked my mom again, people can't be frying bananas for 2 days straight right!! O_O Imagine the cleaning up you have to do??!!
Ok.. So cannot be right? Then a thought suddenly occur to me, must have a reason for the scent to appear when I'm washing the dishes right? And yes, it was the bloody soap =\
LOL

Suddenly I saw the package I was waiting for when I was laying down on the floor.
*shock!*
I looked up and “ehhhh!!”
Asking around my house bears no result – either nobody admits to receiving the package, or it “appears” by itself *shudder*

There’re free samples inside!!
Woohoo~ *dance*
And I’m taking back my words – given the free samples, I might buy from them again.
Ho-ho-ho~
Feel like an aunty when I say that -_-
The BB cream is easy to apply on.
And not only that, only a small amount is needed.
Everytime I used Skin79’s Hot Pink Triple Function, I needed around pea-sized?
For Dr. Jart’s silver label, I believed only half is needed.
So you can imagine how 心痛 I am this morning when I find out that I have to waste quite a bit T.T
But luckily I was using the free sample *relieve*
they gave 2 samples each – Dr. Jart’s silver label, and some acne treatment stuff. The other two is Dr. Jart’s black label and some moisturizing thing in a small container.
Not a lot, but enough for me to try (at least for a few days lah xP)

What else? Oh ya!!
The coverage is definite better; my pimples don’t look so obviously red and that heavy feeling of putting something on your face is not as strong as Skin79.
Plus, there’s a Malaysian blogger doing experiment on different brand of BB cream.
She put blobs of different BB cream on those oil-blotting papers; and after a few hours (or is it 1?) it’s really obvious which brand is the most oiler among all.
Forgive me, but I have forgot the link to the blog >.< memory ="(
Am thinking of getting the full size of the silver label, but I still have Skin79 to finish >.<
can I just pass it to my sis? *evil laughter*

Mom asked me to purchase Hada Lobo’s lotion, which I admit is good – leaving my skin soft and supple.
Just that I find it so troublesome to pat everything into my face when I can just used a cotton pad to ’rub’ everything in. (I know, it’s not the correct way to apply it *eye rolling*)
maybe will consider getting it after I get my pay. But I have to keep in mind that I also have another toner to finish also T.T

Last day of work today.

Feeling a bit lost – no job, no nothing.
Wish I had a long term contract job like C/Sheryl, so then I wouldn’t have to worry so much.
I can view it this period as a break, before I dive into my new job.

It’s pretty scary thinking that once you step into the working world, not much chance of resting is available.
Unlike in schools where it’s guarantee to have school holidays, whether long term or short term. I think the only rest working adults are entitled to would be week-end and maybe applied leave? I can’t imagine working that way for almost 40 plus of my life =\

Can I remain in school forever? *sigh*

Went shopping with Sheryl yesterday at Parco Bugis =D
it’s been quite long since we have done it together, since year 1 you say? xP But it was fun despite the short hour =D

Let me recall…hmmm… she got a sort of jacket, like those of a business type, and it’s so nice >.< quite versatile also, I might add. It could be for office wear or for a casual scenario – like for lecture or pair with short, as Sheryl say. So it’s quite worth to get =)
I didn’t see anything much, except for that Hurs’ bag. Around 60$? And quite big, so I can put a lot of thing inside =P But the shop only have 2 colors, yellow and brown =( why no blue? *sniff* But since I’m not actively looking to add another bag to my collection, guess I’ll have to give it a pass =x

Maybe another day *grin*

But I did get something – a Jack’s pouch~ *evil laughter*
It’s just what I needed!! Sort of *shrug*
Cause I was looking for a pouch to put my small notebook in, together with a pen and maybe some miscellaneous items. And it’s just so coincidences that we saw something in one of the shop =D
What we saw at first is a ‘relative’ to what I own, but it’s more for holding cards, thus smaller with a narrow opening.
The shop assistants are extremely helpful, even helping me to search around their shop for something similar.
(On a more cynical note, it could also because they are trying to pull up sales *eye rolling*)
But hey, at least they will be having a returning customer (someday)=P

We had dinner at Yoshinoya. Thanks arh, Sheryl, for the treat. Feels a bit paiseh >.<

It was fun, but it just makes me miss all those girl-girl(s) shopping trip =(


OK, my newest nail polish is starting to fall off, so I would have to wash them off soon.
But at least those on my toes are still OK *smirk*
But no matter what, those on my hand would have to go soon since I can’t be wearing 10 plasters while working right? LOL!
Still, if the old one never go, then new one never comes right?
Ha-ha~
still waiting for my purchases to arrive from US~
I can’t wait to see how the color would looks like on my naked nails~
hohoho~

Trivial on me

1. I have a tongue stud. Surprise!
   I guess it’s something that can’t really be seen unless I didn’t cover my mouth when I’m laughing =\
2. I have a book fetish.
   “Thanks” to dear for pointing it out to me. Seriously, I can spend hours inside a bookstore just immersing myself in the feel and smell of all the books around me.
3. I prefer to get a dress than anything else when I’m thinking of buying clothes.
   It just seem more worth it lor… It’s like for that amount of money, I’m getting an attire to cover me from shoulder to leg. And after which, I’m done with shopping. I don’t have to look for a bottom to go along with this shirt, nor kill my precious brain cells thinking whether this shirt will go with anything in my closet or not. (It could just be the lazy cells in me talking *eye rolling*)
4. I prefer my food lukewarm.
   I know I know, some food taste better while it’s hot. But I just don’t get how people are able to tolerate the heat of the food when it’s just cooked *confused* By the time I’d finished huffing at the spoonful I have, some might have already eaten 2 mouthful. It’ll take me at least 20mins or more to take me to finish a bowl of soup noodle -_-
5. Dark chocolate rules!!
   Woohoo~ *dance* it’s not as sweet, and plus, they contain anti-oxidant which is good for the body. Though having too much of them is not good for the waist also =\ and don’t ever ask me where they come from, how they are make – I don’t know!
6. I am a newly joined FC of Ben and Jerry’s ice cream XD
   Theirs is a totally different level of heaven *groan* every bite is just so creamy and just so right that I’m like…whoa *blissful smile* (as usual, mom commented it was too sweet and that the ice cream she make is better *eye rolling*) and since my dad can’t have any cold/chilled food, he can only suan me,”eat more lah, eat more. Later become fatter don’t complain hor..” =\ parents *shake head*
7. Coffee has no fucking effect on me.
   Besides the smell perking me up for a moment, I can still go to bed as usual after drinking coffee – whether in the morning or evening. So what do I do when I didn’t manage to have enough sleep the night before? Try my fucking best to not doze off until lunch, where at least going out for lunch can wake me up a little =
   
   
   

One more thing before I end off here – just my luck to see a roach together with me in the bathroom in the wee hours of the morning today. ewwwwww *shudder*

I wonder what happen to Dez’s blog- it’s like not there suddenly. But apparently I have missed one of her post which was posted 3 days ago. Well, it might shed some clue as to what happen, but it’s a bit too late for it now =(
It’s like one person less that I am keeping in touch with through blogging – first is Steph, where I kind of lost her address (I usually link through hers from Dez) and Jas’s is password protected, which I’m respecting. *sigh* Wonder when we are meeting up again >.<

Hope everyone’s doing well =)

Feel kind of cheated *fume* I got something from a online shop – Beauty BestBuy, since Ms Kimiko usually buys from them and everywhere. I thought why not, it seems trustworthy *shrug* everything was fine, from the registration, to confirmation of account and all that stuff. The problem, the after service sucks.

Cause I am also paying extra for tracking posting (I didn’t know until I’m checking out also -_-), it means that I can check online whether it’s delivered or still pending or whatever right? It’s stated on the website (SingPost’s) delivered

<>

but since till today, nobody in my family has ever received it nor even seen it, including me. Worried, I emailed Beauty BestBuy (I have no idea whether it’s them or just her)

And the tai-chi started -

And what they asked me to do? Asked SingPost. WTFH??!!

I don’t expect you to move heaven and earth to find the item for me; I don’t expect you to panic together with me. I expected you to at least help me make the call and at least get to the bottom of the whole why-isn’t-it-in-my-mailbox-yet issue. Am I asking too much as a buyer? Or is it even too much to ask for?

Just feel so disappointed in the after service, it’s the first time I have ever encountered such…such bad something *wave hand* and no, I am not buying from them again. No matter how tempting the low prices of their items are. *hand folded across chest*

I would rather get it from eBay and wait, knowing that the item die die confirm will arrive to my doorstep *argh!* I suppose this teaches me a lesson to be careful of where/whom I'm buying from =\

I'm sorry for causing you misery.
I'm sorry for adding on to your burden, for giving you trouble.
I'm sorry for being presumption, thinking I know what's the best for you.
I'm sorry for being stubborn in that I though i knew what I'm doing is the best for you when you wanted otherwise.
I'm sorry for trying my best to give you what guys always wanted - freedom.
I'm sorry for insisting on my way.
I'm sorry for not being mature enough.
I'm sorry, I should have just keep my mouth shut and let you do things your way.

Sorry.

It's apparent I'm failing in some ways.

Tempted to get lots of things.
From fake eye lashes to necklaces, then there are also books. But luckily (depending on your definition), there isn’t any new book that I’m interested to get *relieve*
Was also thinking of getting some lingerie, but have to change my mind after seeing the price T.T But maybe I can go to where I usually buy them =D
Also have camera in mind, but it’s more of a “want” instead of “need”. It’s not as if I cam-whored all the time, nor hardworking enough to post those pictures I have taken (even on my phone *eye rolling*). Hmm…all those geek people out there, does getting a camera with more zoom better, or a 4x one would do? Feel so lost when reading all those description on the camera >.<
And not only that, the PC show is starting today – which only intensified my desire to spend =(Guess I would have to tolerate until another sales, maybe like those end of year sales *shrug* Maybe by that time the urge to get a camera would be gone then =D *hopeful*

The new area I’m sitting in the office is like damn bloody cold, I swear it’s below 20°C. And it gets worse during raining day, where even the wool cardigan I have is not even enough. My colleagues are correct in suggesting to bring winter clothes -_- even the new manager that arrive this week also can’t stand it, so it’s just me not hor…
One thing is that the HR’s lady is not afraid of cold, so *sigh* But since that air-conditioning is control by the building, there’s nothing much we can do except to use tape/paper to seal up part of the vents. Which I’m not going to do as next week is my last week already, what’s the point? Anyway, maybe the next person enjoys the cold better than me? *shrug*
But things are better after a lunch, which consists of hot seafood soup noodle *bliss* Nothing beats drinking a gigantic cup of hot chocolate, but sadly enough, I only have one cup of free tea with sugar, although it cools down after sitting on my desk *sniff* But it’s better than nothing *grin*

Since I have gotten rejected from both uni, you can say that I am at a lost on what to do now. Studying private is supposedly my backup plan, but school fee is a problem. Yes, I can borrow from the bank; but how long is it going to take me to return all the money. True, it might be faster than a local’s but *shake head* I have no idea. And I have not done my research yet, so my decision is still pending (T.T)

I have decided not to get the colored contact lens no matter whether it is on offer on or not (it is, at Bugis =D) Yes, it is something I have not tried and is interested in trying. But just because my pay come in, it doesn’t mean that I have to spend it just like that. After all, I would still need to save for the rest of the month and also for emergency. And also, the contact lens is only for one month. And have I mentioned my astigmatism? I would have to get one without any degree and wear my glasses over it. How redundant would that be??!! Although my heart is itching to get it and to heck care with the circumstances >.<>

Mom and brother went into Malaysia - grandmother is sick >.<
I heard from mom that grandmother has dementia. Nobody cooked any rice, but she keeps insisting that she wants to eat it. It’s verified when one of my uncles brought her to see the doctor. It’s heart-breaking, seeing that she was fine just last month when she was here in Singapore. I also heard that she’s sick, but I have no idea whether the reason is because of the dementia, or she is down with some other illness.
So my mom went in, trying to spend as much time as she can with her mother. Worried is an understatement, seeing that my mom went in today instead of tomorrow as originally planned
=(
Hopefully my grandmother is alright >.<

Was thinking of getting perfume for my dear, and just nice my supervisor told me there’s something superstition attached to it – the relationship will fade over the time. Just like a perfume I guess. And just in case what I had in mind is not appropriate, I went online and “check” ->

送禮的禁忌～
【禁忌一】送花表錯情所謂花語寄情，送鮮花打動美人芳心是最常見的求愛術，但可別以為什麼花都可以送哦 ! 表示財富、長春的金盞花在西方可是代表別離、失望的語意，黃玫瑰的花語則是忌妒、失戀、分手、拒絕的愛 !
【禁忌二】手帕喻永別漂亮精緻的手帕很能襯托個人品味，送給親密愛人應該很不錯吧 ! 錯了，手帕可別亂送哦 ! 手帕有句俗諺："送巾，斷(離)根"，意思是贈人手帕，表示永別。
【禁忌三】贈扇從此難相見扇子的諧音同"散"，贈人予扇表示從此難以相見。如果真的要送扇子，對方必須反贈銅板一枚，象徵扇子是買來的，也表示團圓之意。
【禁忌四】送禮莫贈傘和情人共撐一把傘固然很有情調，但送傘可是大大不吉利。雨傘和台語的"給散"同音，有暗喻永別的意思，所以遇到雨天，即使是給情人的傘，一定得說是借傘，而不是給傘哦 !
【禁忌五】送刀剪尋仇意味濃對刀剪給對方可是有"尋仇"的味道呢 !
【禁忌六】送"鐘"大不吉送鐘音同"送終"，聽起來讓人很不舒服，雖然有廠商想出"鍾(鐘)愛一生"的用語，不過還是少送為妙。
【禁忌七】贈鞋要人走路因為送鞋子有請人走路之意，如果是給情人則表示此情不長，或是感情將走入盡頭，都不是什麼好意思，假如真的要收鞋為禮的話，作法同送扇，必須回贈對方銅板一枚。
【禁忌八】梨子不可對半吃送梨給對方，可別切一半和情人分著吃，因為切對半的梨子，有"分離"(分梨)的意思， 所以請情人吃梨時，就大方的吃下完整一顆吧 !
【禁忌九】送風鈴~分離之意風鈴(音同分離);所以，儘管風鈴聲音很悅耳，設計很精美，也最好是自己買來用，不要買來送人。
【禁忌十】錶~同婊情侶更不能送女生表(暗喻「婊」有污辱女生之意)、或送鞋子(表示對方會跑掉，感情不會長久)、傘(音同散)。不過，也有人覺得是迷信啦！所以完全看收禮的人介不介意啦!

情侶送禮禁忌
送手巾&圍巾---代表送巾，斷根
送黃玫瑰---代表分離 (yellow roses mean friendship, so this is pretty obvious if the other party give you suddenly >.<)
送風鈴---代表吹散
送梨子---代表分離 (I guess this reason is similar to No. 8 above.)
送手錶---有罵人意思&代表各過各
送傘&扇子---代表離散
送鐘需加送一本書---代表有始有終
送菊花---詛咒之意 (this follow is used to pay respect to the dead =\)
送鞋子---會跟別人跑了
聽說一起採草莓也會分手唷 (??)

Comments are given by me in black, just in case you can’t guess it xP
Well, someone gave me a wind chime before. And I can only say is quite accurately, although it could also be that that person is avoiding me *eye rolling*
Oh ya, are all men’s perfume the same? (0_o) I can’t seem to smell the difference. LOL. Or is it just me? Maybe *shrug*

Hopefully whatever I order online reached my mailbox by today. Is Singapore’s mail system so slow that it is taking more than one week from reach from wherever to my house? I know its called snail mail, but please, Singapore isn’t that big =\&
So if by my stuff have not reached by the end of this end, I will be going into official-panic-mode *frown*

Greedy-me went to buy Cadbury's Dairy Milk Black Forest at Cheers this morning.
Now I regretted it.
It was so sickening sweet, 'courtesy' of the cherry flavored jellies. And the milk chocolate is not helping T.T
I have nothing against cherry or milk chocolate. But when the both of them mixed together, creating such a sweet concoction that *shudder* I think I will give the chocolate to the younger ones and stick with my dark chocolate.
Should have known not to fell for my buy-it-coz-it's-cheap concept and greedy mouth (T.T)

work•a•hol•ic –noun
A person who works compulsively at the expense of other pursuits.

So am I one? Seems to think so, where my work seem to take precedence over many things in my life - clique meeting (sorry guys >.<), family outing (not that we have much anyway), and also affected the number of time I'm able to meet up with dear ('though I know he's very understanding ^^). Currently I'm working 6-7 days every week, which is going to stop soon *relieve* Can it be call a habit? Or is the reason because I have no choice? Both are valid, or are there more that I have not realized yet? Maybe. I just felt that as I reach the early twenties, it just seem so wrong to continue asking money from my parents. No offence to anyone, just my POV. It's like I'm more than capable to work my ass off to earn money for my expenditure and savings *ahem*, so why should I rely on them for it. Yes, I'm still living at home, eating dinner at home and everything else; just that 我没有，也不想伸手要钱. My mom also agrees with me on this, sort of. Her friend has a daughter who is older than me, graduated from school (ITE) and is currently jobless. O_O It's not as if her family is well-off, and I knew that her mom is working as to support the family (she has 3 children). So it's not easy for her mom. And I heard that her dad is having an affair. *shake head* Aiya, don't know lah. Better to stay out of other people's family affair >.< Listen jiu hao le…

Guess it's a matter of principle.


*Peeve* Great Singapore SALE?! My foot arh!
Seeing it's the period of the year again, I thought that maybe I could add some lingerie to my collection. And it turns out that the offer they are having is those buy-3-get-1-free kind of things *fume*
And getting one is not cheap, from 60$+ onwards? Especially from that T-brand =
And the design I’m looking at is priced at 90$? *sigh*
I would rather get one at an offer price then getting all 4.
I have no space to put them in my closet, nor the money to get 3 of them just to get one free when I need to ‘ration’.
Yes, maybe other brands are half its price, but I just don't see any design that I like T.T
(Smack dear for saying lucky I’m not a girl *stare*)

Missed the appeal deadline for NUS. Fuck. Though it was last Friday, turns out it is the deadline for NTU, NUS’s on Thursday *argh!* totally nothing to say about my blur-ness *shake head* guess either it’s a waiting game now, or I could try out different options *sigh*


My recent love - Big Bang *shriek*
Their songs are catchy, theirs are like mostly love songs (from the lyrics that I have research on, which is like only around 2-3 songs only *eye rolling*) Please correct me if I'm wrong =)
It just makes me so tempted to get their album xP


Website of the day –
Emoticons =D

lyrics-

I never knew I'd find a love so true

This one right here, is just for you

Remember that One day

I held your hands then I kissed your lips then I told you

Our love was meant to be and always will forever

Give me that happiness I get from you just being there

I always see you when I close my eyes, you're on my mind

So can't you see, I need you right here wit me, close by my side

This time for sure, Gonna let you know, My love is straight from the heart

Forever you're my girl Forever be my world You are the only one

The only one I'll ever need, my life is you and me

Forever you're my girl Forever be my world

You are the only one

I'll never break your heart "no", so baby don't let go

Even through the hard times We made it through just fine

When it hurt we put in the work

To show that I'm yours

And that your mine

That's how we got this far

Let's never be apart

Girl, you're my queen

I'm here for you

'Cuz you're my everything

You always make me feel like everything's gonna be alright

Wit the things you do, becuz it's you the real true love of my life

This time fo sho, Gonna let you know, My love is straight from the heart

Forever you my girl Forever be my world

You are the only one

The only one I'll ever need, my life is you & me Forever you my girl Forever be my world

You are the only one

I'll never break your heart "no", so baby don't let go

uh? baby!you know I'd walk them miles

climb mountains swith up styles

all I wanna do, is be with you

ain't no matter what, where and how

[right here and now] we can both get down [straight work it out] yeah

like that sound bump 'n grindin' perfect timin'

let's dine and both be proud yeah yeah yeah

gonna take you on a joyride today

me and you stay true never hesitate

to make love ? sho nuff

you're the only one I'm ever thinkin' ofjust to hold you baby I can hardly wait

as we go through the motions damn it's greatto make love ? sho 'nuff we're gonna take it to the end and that's what's up

Chorus You are the only one I want to spend my whole life with I know

Anywhere you are, that's where I will call home

So just take my hand and say that you will never let it go

Two hearts always beating as one forever more

Chorus I'm nothing without you I'm nothing without you girl

Maybe I wasn’t as mature as I thought I was.

I got a feeling that it is something I know deep in my sub-conscious. Guess I was playing the ostrich, hiding in the sand.

Had a cold war, with my dad of all people T.T
Both of us are stubborn.
And as my mom says, he is worse than a woman going through menopause *eye rolling*

I’m possessive about my food, seriously.
My family member knows better than to touch anything I buy without my permission. *guilty* other days is fine, but when month end reaches... *shake head*
i admit that i'm like a lioness protecting the cubs.

Well, I think you guys get my gist? *sigh* not going to elaborate more, why dig up the unpleasant past?

Good news is that the patching up is in process (I think) >.<
since he has voice out that he is keen in getting a DVD player, why not get him one?
Firstly as an early father's day gift. Another is to atone for my mistake bah...

I have no idea as to whether it's working or not. But he was hiding his laughter when I get back home - coz mom gave my 'secret' away!!! *argh*
Luckily this year's Father's Day coincides with GSS *relieve*

Anyway today recommendation -
Brand New Day by Purple Days
I love the mixture of rap inside the song x)

Gold by UVERWorld
heard that the MV of this song is going to be in 3D?! O_O

enjoy my time out wif the clique ytd.
it was a "celebration" for yuann coz he's going in on fri. (NS!!)
we had zi char for dinner at amoy, which was not bad, before walking to esplanade.
and speaking of the devil, we really saw hafiz there O_O
there was somebody talking about hafiz performing there and maybe will chance upon him and whatever. and ya, it came true.
then why is 4d so hard to strike them? hmmm..
anyway, what i dont like is just the table arrangement bah. 9 people sharing around 8 (??) dishes that are spread out among 2 tables. so it's troublesome to pass the food around while eating.
but what more can i expect, we are eating in a hawker center for goodness sake *eye rolling*

felt guilty after knowing how near terry's company is.
like only 2 blocks away? =x
haha~ i always though it was somewhere near queenstown or something, dont even ask xP
but ok, at least we manage to have one lunch together. and just nice is on his last day of work. sorry~ >.<

GSS IS ON!!! *RAWR*
so many things to get, so little time, not enough money.
oh well, most of them are 'wants' anyway. a large percentage of them =x
all my limbs are feeling itchy to just go and heck care >.<
so tempting~

busy busy week, jia you!

the grad ceremony was awesome!! not! *frown*
it was exactly what i have expected - kind of boring coz there are simply just too many people from other courses though all are under engineering. and listening to all those achievement those gold medalist have, only 1 word came to my mind - sick *shake head*
no offence to clement =x
it's just that, their time management is really good - seeing that they also achieve gold in their CCA, and also some outside school's activties and still manage to score like 30 plus distinctions? zhai *clap hand*
but i think there's one thing that i can be sure of (if i'm not wrong) is that they don't have to work. it's just my speculation, do correct me if i'm wrong =)

though it was boring during the whole waiting-to-go-on-stage and also the collection of the cert, it was like SO much fun during the photographing session!! muahaha~
we even have a mascot - the grad bear (it costs 22$ and it's like only 15cm??!!) courtesy of HuiTing *ahem*
everybody, especially the girls, are fighting to take picture with it *laugh*
everybody manage to take picture with everybody. and despite having a catering, i only tried their green apple salad. delicious~

after which we cab down to Liang Court. we have a total of 11 people, and it was quite late by the time we've finish with whatever we're doing - phototaking and returing of attire (can get back 30$ hor..) the original plan was to go ktv, around 200+$ and 4hrs. which would means singing until 12mn.
and it's impossible, since there are still some people who still need to report to work the next day *hand raise!* so we went to a pub instead~!
a total eye opener. music was loud, our area are cosy, and everybody has fun! hopefully >.<>.< i would rather use that amount to have a nice dinner with dear =x hehe~

i'm falling in love with my current company. LOL. it's totally in sync with my save-the-earth thingie, and we are having this Eat With Family Day (or something). meaning we are going home 1 hr earlier. i just pray i can get a seat xP

found this on the web - Infinity
it's actually from the Prologue of Nick Gautier's first book.
initially, i though he was just a sidekick-turn-enemy from the series Dark-Hunter, but turns out he has secret that us, the readers, doesn't know about yet.
something i have thinking about, and i felt that this actually answer my answer. sort of..

here it goes -

Freewill.

Some have called it the greatest gift bestowed on humanity. It is our ability to control what happens to us and exactly how it happens. We are the masters of our fate and no one can foist their will on us unless we allow it.

Others say freewill is a crap myth. We have a preordained destiny and no matter what we do or how hard we fight it, life will happen to us exactly as it’s meant to happen. We are only pawns to a higher power that our meager human brains can’t even begin to understand or comprehend.
My best bud, Acheron, once explained it to me like this. Destiny is a freight train rolling along on a set course that only the conductor knows. When we get to the railroad crossing in our car, we can choose to stop and wait for the train to pass us by, or try to pull out in front of it and beat that bad boy across.

That choice is our freewill.

If we choose to rush ahead, the car we’re in might stall on the tracks. We can then choose to try and start the car or wait for the train to plow into us. Or we can get out to run and fight the destiny of the train slamming into us and killing us where we stand. By choosing to run, our foot could get caught in the tracks or we could slip and fall.

We could even say to ourselves, “there’s no way I’m dumb enough to fight the train” and hang back to safely wait. Then the next thing we know, a truck rams us from behind, throwing us straight into the train’s path.

If it is our destiny to be hit by the train, we will be hit by the train. The only thing we can change is how the train turns us into hamburger.

(end)

this is only a small part from the web site. but yes, i think it answers my question. and speaking about the series, it makes me realise that i have not been catching up on it >.< kinda lost touch to it. the author churns out the book too fast and also i felt that the quality is compromised. hopefully, it's not the case for upcoming book. so that i can complete the whole series =)
having gap in the series is like just so wrong. it's as if i'm breaking some kind of law in the universe *shudder*

thinking of cutting my hair short after this job is over. not something like what i had the other time!! *fume* like..just more of a shoulder length. and i don't think bangs suit me, so i have to strike it off my list. maybe those emo thingie fringe? i have no idea what they call it, but it seems kind of cool xP guess i'll have to research on it den =D

does anybody know how to write an appeal letter of 50 meagre words?! that's like the requirement for ntu. bloody hell! one person in some forum said something akin to - like giving chance, but with the 50 words limit, totally no hope.. to which i agree with. unless you're good with words, then it'll be an effortless task.
suddenly feels that uni life seems so far from me T.T wish that i tried a bit harder in the past, then i might not have this problem now. but it's too late for hindsight *shake head*

grad ceremony tml. initially have no thoughts of going, but change my mind. i mean, come on, it's the chance of a lifetime that i'm putting on the robe and taking photos with my friends. after which, all of us would have seperate path to take.
so tml will be quite an eventful day. coz after which we are going somewhere to eat. hopefully cheap =x i have already predicted that it's going to be a fun day tml, no including the waiting time in the hall >.<

totally got the bb cream, complete with the pact. not sure whether to be happy or not, since another hugh part of my savings gone (like per usual *eye rolling*). and since month end's nearing, i would have to control my spending until my next income arrives. which is going to be around 2 weeks later? *sigh* anyway, just buy and try first lor (as per 'drew's advice..) if it's not good (which i doubt), then maybe never again? xP

haha~ well, tried it on ytd when i get back home. it's just like a liquid foundation, but i think i have to pat it in, not rub like what i did this morning. today's session didnt really cover my pores well, thou i still think they're too big anyway =( then since i'm already trying it out, i dig out my fake eyelashes and 'cop' some eye shadow from my sis, and also her eye liner brush *evil laughter* as always, i have trouble putting the eyelashes in place -
+ lack of practise
+ i'm not wearing glasses T.T
den my mom is sitting beside me (i'm doing it in the kitchen btw), talking about contact lens, about my cousin having an eye infection from it. then i rmb telling her i need a diff type coz my astigmatism is on a higher degree side. and at the same time, i also have light degree of myopia. being me sucks when i would have to spend more if i wanted to get contact lens T.T

i got to admit, my eyes look bigger with the lashes on. muahahah~ (thou i cant fight with my sis, ever. *stare*) haha~
had a fun day dolling up, thou nobody to show it off too xP

went to ikea too, tampines outlet. it's like so near my area, with a direct bus from the interchange. hmmm.. reach there in less then 45mins? and i think the fare is around 1.6$, if the website didnt lie to me. which is definitely cheaper and faster compare to taking the mrt then changing bus..if that's the case, i would rather go to the queenstown outlet.

got the boxes i wanted!! dear dear xin ku le, coz he accompany me all the way there and even helped me looked around for the ideal box i had in mind. we spend around 2hrs inside? =x
gotten what i wanted and pine over those closets and bookshelves that i never had in my life xP our lunch consists of sharing 3 hotdogs and 1 soft drink. and a desert of brownie x)
i could say that it was a cheap but full meal *grin* haha~ we definitely had fun ytd xD

after clearing out the black cabinet which stands in the corner of our room, i found out that there's actually lots of space for other things. so i have this idea to just shift some boxes over and free up one compartment for me to hold my comestic/beauty/jewellery. but before i can do that, i have to organize all the papers/files and books. hence the reason for buying the boxes.
oh ya, what did your guys did with all the old lecture notes now that we have graduated?

unwanted things are throw away, clutter are cleared. what's left is for me to find just one (if he's lucky, two) compartment for my bro.
my bro is a sad case actually.
you know those tall cabinet that's seperated into 5 compartments? he only occupied 3 of them for his clothes. his school stuffs are placed in dad's closet (my dad used that closet for hanging his ironed clothes, so there's at lot of empty spaces at the side). i think that empty spaces are seperated into 4? and he only has access to 2 of them. i guess this is the disadvantage of coming so late into our family. and you can also blame his eldest sister for buying too much books *guilty*
so i promised him ytd night that i'll find one compartment for him, just so that he has a space to call his own in our room bah...and if there's still not enough space, i'm thinking of just getting a big box for him. but finding space for it is another diff idea i have to play around with. room sharing just sucks *sniff*

since month end is round the corner, so is my period with the company in 3 weeks times. how fast time flies *shake head* thou my supervisor speaks of extending my period of working with them, i'll guess i can sit back and see how it goes. thou i hope it will happen =x

the sole of my heels fall out T.T not one pair, it's two! *argh* during my attachment, the one i'm wearing lasted me for 6 months and going!! *argh* it was just a few days ago when it happen. and just so nice that morning i was just thinking and berating to myself that i have to keep my straying eyes off the shoes since i bought two pairs a few weeks back. and to my chagrin, e sole on my left shoe fall out! bloody hell!! *shook fist at the shoes*
of course i got a new pair, heels, the spoilt one is the ballerina flats type =( so nw, i'm wearing the 6 months plus ballerina flats. hopefully it wouldnt die on me like the other two >.<

hopefully i'm not working on sun, so that i can go ikea *evil laughter* just love going window shopping and if i can get one or two boxes to hold my stuff, all the more better =D since until today, there's no news from my supervisor from the other job, i'm gonna assume that i will be getting on my way on sun le. woohoo~

sleep has been disturbed by dreams lately. dreams i know are insignificant, something to do with everyday life, but after waking up, i still feel like i'm a victim of a stampede despite having almost 8 hrs of sleep. it just sucks..
haven been sleeping till later den 12 for the past 2 weeks since i have been workin everyday. sincerely hope the chance is coming soon xP

updated~

What would be the most xin tong thing you would felt about if there's a fire in your house? (touchwood, i know)

for me, it's my books collection >.< guess it's something where i didnt lose my interest in and which lasted until nw. think it's influence from my mom, seeing that she has tons of chinese novels in her cabinet. (why i dont have one arh??!! *stare*) ok, anyway. i think i'll defintely try to rush back in and maybe salvage whatever i can. which is totally impossible, as people will defintely try to hold me back. another thing is that, it's like the amount invested in *shrug* 1 book is not cheap hor, at least $18, thou some might be cheaper coz i could have got it on sale =D given my salary i have then, books are like a once every 2 months things? not to forget i'm chasing comic at that time too =( not just one series hor *sniff* and there are also some books which i ordered online, and i dont think i can ever find them in sg bookstore. maybe kino lah, but ya, they dont have everythin also...
but of course the first thing i would worry about would be the well-fare of my family member. but after knowing everyone is safe, all the heart-ache would pour in *sob* hopefully it's something that aint gonna happen. ever.

i was rejected from both nus and ntu *sigh* thinking of appealing to try and see how bah. as Eric (my school's TSO) said, there will always be some people like me trying for 2 or more schools. and if they are better than me, of course one of their choices will accept them. once that happens, i might have a chance. a very heavy emphasis on might. the worse senerio would be my last option, getting into e private u. either mdis (?) or sim *sigh* just kinda seem that i have no 'yuan' with accounting. first in poly, nw this *shake head*
life jus suck when it's not going my way *pout*

been a long time since i have meet up wif everyone except my dear. wonder how's e rest doin? and by that, i mean everyone. since i have started workin (it's seems like forever already), lesser and lesser time are dedicated to my friends. and my parents are not helping matters too, given the meager allowance i got every month. please lor, i have to pay for my bill that time also de hor. by the time i've eaten by lunch for the whole week, i would have negative saving (if i'm not workin..) and the allowance in poly? not much of a diff. in the end, the money just seem to be somethin extra i can use T.T not something i can survive on.
i dunno whether i'm lucky coz i'm workin dat time, or i'm suay coz when my mom has the concept that since i'm workin, she doesnt need to give me much. and she still expect me to give her some money every month (which i refuse to do so, and act blur everythin she mentioned it) *sigh* but anythin i can agree is that she doesnt realli know how much it takes to eat outside *shake head* it's not the same as in the past, where $0.50 (or even lesser) can get you a big bowl of something..cant realli blame her since she have work in the society before >.<
p.s. nw i got try giving her some per month, not to say dun have...

had a new temp admin job, thanks to serene's friend for introducing it to me. but got the feeling i kena cut veg head. coz i went through her agency, thus part of my salary would be deducted for their commision. heard from jh that it's like 50% of his total pay. so example if he's workin for $2/hr, the agent would be deducting $2 from each hr he's workin (if anyone get what i'm trying to say..). naturally i'm shock when i heard that, it's like.. O_O WTF!!! althou to say what i'm having is also kinda high nw (compared to the market rate, 5.5/hr if i'm not wrong), but i dun mind getting more =x
the staffs here are friendly so it's a relieve. and my company is kinda small, only having around 20 ppl workin on this level? and i get to know somethin, there're 2 NP students here!! woohoo~ *dance* e guy is the previous intern, but extend until he needs to go in for NS. the other girl is year 2010 1st intake for interns. damn cool lah, i tell you. at least got ppl around my age *beam*
and since i'm working at raffles place, there's quite a lot of things to eat around my area. from amoy street to lao pa sa, there's even the golden bridge and golden shoe. thou the golden shoe is kinda far. but ya, not scare nth to eat or too expensive. unlike my attachment where we have to take the shuttle bus out or walk to abc foodcourt >.< unless got transportation lah (which is rare), den different matter liao =x

been trying to take better care of my face, which means using sun screen, since i'm not as young anymore. and thinking of using bb cream. have you all research abt it? it just seem to be the god of all facial product out there, except for makeup remover in my opinion, coz you have to use that to remove the cream whenever you're washing your face at night *laugh*
been wondering whether it's necessary for me to add it in my regime, and beside that, whether i'll continue using it until the whole tube is finish is another question *eye roll* so ya, still debating about it. and my mom is like, "up to you lor, if you want then you might think of getting this *point to My Paper 19/5 article*. Not bad, got oil control." *sigh*
still weighting the pros and cons of it. plus, i think ebay and some online auction from yahoo is selling the product cheaper then what you would actually get from watson/guardian (at least for what i'm thinking of getting..) must ponder more on this issue.
yes, the product is great, i might even say fabulous, looking at the way every girls and every review is raving over it. the problem is just me - whether i have the determination to use finish the whole bloody tube and not waste my money by stopping after a while *argh*
sometimes i just loath this part of personality of mine =(

*sigh*

Surprise!

And e surprise of all surprises, something which I thot would never happen. I met Dez while workin juz nw x) come on, I knew she worked at kino, I've been dere quite a few time recently, and no, i have never seen her at all. (but could also be coz Ngee ann city's kino is like damn huge) anyway, ya, surprise~ haha~ it's good to see her again thou I wish that we met up often, but due to conflicting time scheldule, it's somethin we might have to work around someday, k Dez? =)

Expectations

Sometimes when expectation are set a tab higher den previously, thou e disappointment feelin isn't as big, it's still there *sigh* it's just that I know that it's kinda a time-wasting task, but e heart still yearns for it *pout*
Just that..ya lor, disappointed only bah =(
but as mom would say, just remember what good he has done years ago to "make up" for his current fault (takin about my dad xP) I also didn't know my dad was that sweet in e past *goosebumps n shiver* guess it's a mom n dad thing *gagging motion*

Workin as a taxi surveyor has taugh me something: it's actually better to take e public transport back home unless u have lots of time to spare or pay e extra charge when u call for one. Seriously, I have seen people waiting at the taxi stand for hours plus just for 1 freaking taxi to turn in. N durin the night, I got the feelin that unless u're payin for surcharge, e driver wouldn't even wait at a taxi stand unless in changi or just nice that u manage to flag him down by e main road. Just my point of view =D

Sleeplessness

I could blame it on e newly-changed bedsheet, but I know e true reason of why I'm not able to sleep last night. Hope it's not gonna be e same thing again tonight *rub eye*

i'm finally blogging from my laptop!!
some previous posts are done from my phone =x
lotta things happenin, just that it's either i'm sleepin my day away or dat i'm busy workin, thus the no update thingie.
went for chalet. an overnight chalet~~!! *smirk*
it's bloody fun!!
we had BBQ (as usual) where i get to see all the guys (mayb jus a handful lah) hunching over the control of the game console learnin tricks from the "da shi" on Naruto. den got ppl tryin to "rescue" a cat that was living on the roof of the bungalow. the most interesting was e night cycling till changi village >.< i was the slowest, no surprise there T.T but i also has to be extra careful, coz all my frens personal belonging are in the basket of my bike =) and "we" even played in the pool!! wahahha~
(juz me n terry dragging dear into the pool, and the unsuccessful 'drowning' of yuann T.T)
overall, despite it's my 1st time being at e chalet for such a long period of time, i seriously enjoyed myself. so ya, thanks guys =D

gotten back my result. it's like my last result of the year and everything, but i didna do as well as i would have like to. B+. a fucking B+ *sigh* guess i'm asking for the moon when i know my presentation isnt that well, just felt that i let down my mentor bah *sigh* so currently i'm trying my best to get into an uni, if i did get into one. jia you lo~
same to all my frens who are also doing their best!!

Ew factor *gag*

I have always hated goin to a public toilet. It's like..my goodness *shudder*
either e seat is dirty, or splash with urine. E urine is still ok, at least I can wipe it off wif tissue (if there's any left by e time I used it) but e dirty footprint??!! Come on lah!! It's designed like a chair, looks like a chair, can't any ppl just sit on it to do their business?? *eye-rollin* e chance of you falling when you're squatting on e seat is there, e chance of e seat breaking if it's unable to handle ur weight is there, n I think e most disguestin is that e chance of your foot falling inside is also there lor.. Imagine when you're doing big business *gaggin motion*
Another worse would be those sanitary bins *shiver* sometimes so full that e cover would even close properly. of coz there are some public out there that's up to standard, my home's standard, or even better. Those that are not can be found in neighborhood shopping mall and also mrt. Do correct me if I'm wrong.
Sometimes it seems that ppl (not all, just generalizing) are not at their best behavior when they're outside. They just seem to let go. Just look at e mess they left behind after they have eaten (experience ppl T.T) or even e toilet, I bet that they would dare to do that at home where they would have to clean up the messes xD

Ps. I always got e feelin dat e men's toilet are worse xP

A bedroom to myself *evil laughter*

I have always envy those ppl wif a room by themselves. Where they have a right to place their things, a right to mess up their room, juz because the room is theirs to do as they like with it. Things misplaced are always found, coz if it's not here, it could only be there.
My stuffs? Forget it, there's some in this cabinet in my room, some in my mom's room, some in some hidden wardrobe in my mom's room too. And i think there's some in e living room too, thou i'm not really sure. It's juz like everywhere, that's one reason why I hate to search for my things n will just ask my mom instead. She's the one always tidyin up after ourselves XP (another thing I love about her XD)
But one thing I don't like would be sleeping on my own, guess i'm use to it. Where at night I can hear e grinding of my bro's teeth, e sometimes dream-talkin my sis would have. It jus felt so lonely when I slept alone in e room.
E selfish reason I wanted my own room? To have a big bookshelf to have easy access to all my books *evil laughter*
imagine, I can juz grab a book off e shelf n enjoy it on my bed. Dat to me is e ultimate enjoyment ever XP

busy busy week. but at least all over nw.
attachment - over.
presentation, thou i think mine sux - over.
napfa - silver. *evil crackle*
so in a way, i'm counted as a graduate student le bah =D
ps. looking for job, any lobang?? =X

went for a pub interview, e salary damn fuckin attractive.
$8/hr for 2 weeks, after confirmation - $10/hr. n is weekl pay somemore.
my goodness *swoon* thou e working hr a bit.. topsy turvy (9pm till 5am.)
but i think it's kinda worth it, considering that i have to earn as much as possible if i'm thinkin of replayin e money for e uni (if i did get in) ASAP.
i'm lookin at a lot of assumption here actually.
1. e boss told me e waitress will call me, n he thanked me for goin all the way down to clark quay. it's such a sure sign he's not gonna hire me.
2. my application for NTU is still not done yet. reason - uploading of result. coz i need e official copy which i have misplaced. hope e email to my sku xam section helped. if not, i would have to go down to school le >.<

as fast time flies, it's CNY once again.
and once again, i'll be spending it in SG again. no surprise here actually, it has been so long since i have spend my CNY with my relatives that i have forgotten how long it actually has been T.T
as usual, will be working at mac. not bad lah, 3 day of hong baos from company, 2 days of double-pay. at least my paltry pay (as compared to what i should be havin) helps in this kinda situation XP
warning - work related.
as usual with her doing the shift, everythin all fucked up and screwed upside down. i mean - does she has to put weak crew in the kitchen where it's e most crucial??!! not to say i'm hao lian or anythin, but i was sellin ice-cream today. in e freakin mornin, where the sales is like.. is there even people buyin?? O_O most of the time i was just standing there looking at the counter people rushing about, trying to cope with the crowd that reaches our entrance. basically, i was enjoying myself today, since i'm having such a relax time today XP but seriously, my chance of being in the dessert kiosk in the wee morning is so rare that i even have a chance of winning a lucky draw *eye rollin*
a new crew who just learnt the steps today, a crew who are not familiar with morning procedure are placed at the counter front. how mishandled can it get? *shake head* as my 1st assistant has said, "Doesnt she know her crew?" Being away for attachment for 1 mth at another store is not excuse enough to forget the strength and weakness of your crews. *stare*
ok, enough of her *argh* juz hope she's not workin tml o_O

V.day tomorrow, kinda weird that i'm not celebrating with dear =(
oh well, everytime we meet is kinda like v.day anyway =X *giggle*
minna san~ enjoy your day tomorrow.
hope dat those gambles will win money, those not?? enjoy catchin up.
those really bored? too bad for you then =X

HAPPY NEW YEAR AND VALENTINE DAY!!!

ps. i think i fall in love with dez's 2/03/10's post *shriek*

gonna be busy, n i thot i was so over it by next wed.. *sigh*
8th - hand in hard copy
10th - final presentation
12th - NAPFA
zomg! O_O
it's like.. i thot i'm gonna be free after e presentation??!!
noooooo~~ *sinkin into a vortex*
guess i'll have to somehow train up for e napfa, n dat's like lotta things sia..
from 2.4 to standing board jump to mayb inclined pull up?? *shake head*
heard from my guy got some jacket, so *evil laughter*
gotta pull my bro to help me le *evil smile*
but after next week, i'm freeeee~~!!
juz had to start lookin for a job, hopefully i'm able to find one dat i'm satisfied wif XP
was plannin to work somewhere in e office?
but if it's not possible, mayb somewhere as a waitress or cashier bah, as long as i'm higher paid as conpare to mac *eye rollin*
any1 has any idea as to wat's e basic for a part-timer nw?

tis fri's e last day of my IA, it was fun while it lasts.
but no, didna regret comin here at all (despite e long distance n everythin)
after all, it's e company i wanted to come (coz of e pay *eye rollin*)
but hey, it's an eye-opener. so ya *shrug*

hair's been gettin long, juz feel like going back to dat guy who gave me dat waayyy-short haircut e other time.
but as usual, my financial status is givin me a pause *stare at my wallet*
plus, i gotta have some money to pay for e application for the uni. *sigh*
juz hope i get into one =)

went over my budget e other day when i was shoppin for CNY clothes.
but at least i was satisfied, gettin somethin dat's finally not black tis yr *eye rollin*
anyway, thanks dear for coming along and helping me to choose =) *muackx*
since i overspend, was kinda broke nw. as always..
it's a habit?? or juz a coincidence?? *sigh*
how much can a girl save when she doesnt take any allowance from her parents and wif jobs that pay peanuts? *shake head*
still, can say still alive bah, jus need to take note of how much i'm spending on food onli lor..

kinda worried abt my sis, not passing CT and having to cope wif e political issues in her class.
bitches!! get away from my sis!! *rawr*
at least nw she got frens to call her own bah, dat's still a relieve.
juz hope dat she'll do well enough to at least pass those subj bah =D
den dere's still my bro - p6 tis yr le..
hope he buck up lor *shake head*

pretty damn fast de lor, my IA gonna fin soon.
but i still have my presentation and final report to do and submit.
guess will be chionging tonight for e report le bah..
jia you!!
not only for me, but also for those havin IA right nw.
and also to those ppl havin lab tests *shudder* and wateva.
jia you!
woohoo~ gonna graduate soon!!! =X

another turn in life, and what will it bring us next? =)

It's not my eyes, so wat else could it be?
Is a hole being drill in my brain O.O
Let me hope dat it's not n e pain to go away soon..

Prank call O.O

Had a "nice" surprise e other day - a prank call.
That "person" somehow knew my name, n surprisingly, called my house no too.
Let me recall wat she said.. Arh.. "Chou za bo! Chou nu ren!" before she hang up. I was totally flabbergast!
I meant like.. What e fuck is wrong wif ppl nowadays? E he'll wrong wif their thinking? But I was also kinda amused, a little excitment at e start of e day *eye Rollin* n e length ppl would go to coz distress at someone else's expenses.

Let me juz hope it's not a oversea call. XP

Wanted to be unreasonable.
Nvm, juz hope my eyes are not swollen tml..

dear juz told me abt those comments left on e blogspot.
went and read, n was totally disgusted *tsk tsk*
e blog is abt a grp of students sellin NP jackets for their I&E,
n apparently some students are "upset" over it *shake head*
from what i can glean from e comment is that those jackets is only given to those who participated in competition kinda things.
so it's more of a item that is "earned" from ur hard work.
well, there's always two side of a coin.
a never ending debate and argument..

going to have to find another job soon, any one with recommendation or ''connection" XP
hehe~
have to start savin up le.. *sigh*
dun even know whether i can make it into govt de or not..
kinda resent this, changin my course suddenly in the middle when my mind is so called set..
kinda like drivin on a straight road den suddenly u-turnin bah..
damn *frown*
but i guess i'm changin my destiny by decidin on this course,
let juz hope i have enough courage to carry it thru *beam*

hey guys, thinkin i might be needin help.
turns out dat i might be con and all dat stuff. NOT!
juz kiddin =X
is help lah, juz not on dat level.
been changin my mind abt going to uni.
even my dad has threatened me wif it (previous post, thx)
but, *eye rollin* (there's always one..) everythin is sooo kinda last min, and i'm graduatin soon.
hopefully.
so any1 has any recommendation as to which uni.
i'm thinkin along SIM or NUS bah..
but i think mayb my gpa cmi, so only left SIM bah..
haiz..
thinkin of goin into business, somethin like accountancy =P
hope i'm not thinkin too far ahead of myself.

thankz guy!!

Let me hope dat it's my imagination goin overdrive. *sigh*

I can't believed dat my dad actually ask me to go uni if I wanted to stay overnight at e upcoming chalet.
I mean it's like wat e hell lor.. Not as if it's a simple decision, n where's e money comin from??? O.o
Ok, I noe n I'm thinking of goin to one too, after hearin advices from my supervisors n ppl I encounter when I was on site. It does seems dat gettin dat piece of cert. is gettin more n more impt, but does my dad has to use it as a bargaining chip? O.O
Wat can I say? My dad is cute XP

Juz lost my voice, was juz a sore throat ytd mornin. But as I work, my voice juz get more n more hoarse. T.T
I believed dat it's e 1st time it's so serious lor.. Juz hope I'll recover soon >.<

My attachment is comin to an end soon, meaning I gonna work on my final report soon. *remind myself, remind myself*

Jia you!!

consequences be damned, decisions are make up n unlikely to change..